In a time of distance, p.4
In a Time of Distance,
p.4
They’ll still be waiting for spring,
Not that they complain:
Spring will come, they say,
Even if only after summer has begun.
Spring inspires new starts;
The sweeping away of things
That have cluttered the house too long;
The polishing of floors and banisters,
The abandonment of sluggish ideas
And notions that the light of day
Makes look so unattractive, so last-year.
And prompts some searching questions:
Should I wear a different tie?
Should I abandon workday shoes
For something racier?
Should I find new friends
And think new thoughts?
These the questions
Raised by spring, but rarely answered.
summer
Rewarded now with summer calm,
Two lovers lie upon a Scottish hill
Beneath a sky that deepest blue
Bereft of limit to its end;
Oh, listen now, my dearest one
To all the things I’d wish for you:
A hundred lovely days like this,
A sun that lingers, hardly sets
And evenings that are barely dark,
The briefest pause before the dawn.
Behind them as he speaks these words,
The slow currents of the Sound of Mull
Move past the island’s shores;
There is so much to love in this country,
When it is like this, and is at peace,
When its crouching hills
Are the guardians of these hidden glens
Where heather and Scots pines
Remind us of evenings past
When the world was less a place of wrong,
When love, not distrust, was the key
In which the nations sang their song.
May soft winds blow about your head,
May sun caress your tender cheeks,
May tears of gentle rain then wash
The marks of fretful care away;
May you remember from this day
Good resolutions and great plans,
Our promises once made believed,
The sharing of our private hopes,
In letters that are signed with love,
With secret names, with pencilled signs.
autumn
Look, the migrating birds
Are leaving us, small souls
That brave three thousand miles
To Africa, to warmth;
They populate the sky,
They take the last
Attributes of summer;
They are gone, and now
The winds will have them,
Their journey starts
In the knowledge that this,
Like the seasons, has to be.
Autumn is a time of reflection;
Of the making of lists,
Of books to be read now
That the nights are drawing in;
Of letters to be written,
Friends to be remembered,
The things they said
To be thought about further.
Perhaps, in short, to think
About what it is that makes
This life so precious
Of what it is that breaks the heart.
winter
That there should be winter, that this hard light
Should fall over a December Scotland,
Should make the sea grey, like steel, and the land itself
A rock rising from metalled water;
That there should be empty skies,
Free of protecting cloud, too cold
Even for that; that there should be
A vapour trail of some great jet heading west
To the colder shores of Greenland, Labrador,
Northern neighbours to us, distant cousins
In our marginality and our pursuit of fish;
That all this should be in a land that in summer
Is so soft and wet with drifting veils of rain
And filled with deer and clouds of midges
And the rich fecundity of ploughed fields
That will yield gold barley and whisky
Beyond the barley—
Scotland is a country of attenuated light,
And temperate-to-inhospitable seasons;
Freshness and cold skies lie behind
All our signs, our ways of being;
I sometimes wish, I confess, for a life spent
In the scent of wild thyme and olive trees,
For evenings when one might stroll
Slowly about a square and watch pigeons
Launch themselves into Italian air
From some tower dreamed up
By some High Renaissance imagination;
That, though, is not where we are from
Or where we are destined to be;
Our place is north, our natural gravity
That of a land that is an afterthought
To Europe, a land that comes late
To so many of the parties it’s been invited to,
But which we love with all our heart,
With all our heart.
Winter doesn’t make us better, then, or worse,
But enables us to find ourselves again,
Because it forces us to be quiet, obliges us
To listen to the coursing of our own blood;
Winter reminds us that warmth
Is not something we find naturally,
Some gift of munificent nature, but must be made;
That we should make in Scotland
A small place of warmth, a small country
Of kindness to others, of brotherhood,
Is what our poets have been striving to say
Since they first gave voice to song.
That we might find this, in winter,
In a troubled world, is a local miracle,
To warm the heart, to warm the heart.
Interlude: Seven Sonnets
The sonnet, a formal verse form, is still capable of commenting on contemporary life.
Its favoured subjects, of course, don’t change: life, love, introspection, constancy and inconstancy, and age…
i. sixty talks to eighteen
Unfearless, at eighteen, of gravity and time,
Of mirrors, of insurance, and the cold
Facts of economics, they show that old
Indifference of the young to the actuarial
Warnings of the strong chance that passion
In its firm and quite inevitable fashion
Will falter and will fade, as arterial
Silting slows the blood, and the human colt
Becomes the drayhorse; why should they
Pause to think of what others say
They should do? It’s not their fault
The world is as it is, our self-created mess.
We’ve one thing, though, that they’ve not got:
We can with ease reflect on what is not.
ii. eighteen replies to sixty
Please forgive me if I did not see
You standing there, there comes a stage
When visibility is quite lost by age;
Noticed by others, although not by me,
You fade into a background
Of things that while they may be there
Are not in any true sense in the here
And now; I wonder, have you found
Your invisibility a blessing in truth,
As freed from the onerous need to bother
What you look like, you think of other
Ways of recapturing lost youth?
I understand that you should feel bereft
Now there is so little time that’s left.
iii. forty intervenes, remembers horace
Not half bad, friends, is this sensation
Of having got this far along
Without getting it too badly wrong,
And finding now that one’s situation
Is reasonably comfortable, not bad,
Married to one who’ll plainly do,
Looked after, smiled at, there are few
Who’ll not proclaim that husband, dad,
Are roles that bring a certain joy
At this particular stage of life,
No stomach is needed for the strife
You haven’t experienced since a boy.
Remember, then, the poet Horace,
Whose simple life, with wine, brought solace.
Horace, of course, would be an advocate of staying put. If he were to contemplate our modern life he might say: why are you so keen to travel?
iv. adventure and uncertainty
Embarking on a journey without maps
Against the currents or on a troubled sea
Reminds us, if we need it, to be free
Involves that tricky word that is perhaps;
Perhaps it’s better to remain just where
You started from, yes, an undistinguished place,
But going nowhere, after all, is no disgrace;
You know, at least, just who and what is there.
Few people like the view that they’re too small
To lead the hero’s life: that lengthy trail
Odysseus bravely followed cannot fail
To inspire those who’ve never lived at all.
But courting danger, we might all agree,
Is not the only way of being free.
The Horatian philosophy might also stress humility—a virtue that seems to be becoming rare in our age of self-aggrandisement and self-celebration. Look at your achievements—remember, they are not just yours. We achieve what we achieve on the shoulders of others.
v. it takes a village to raise a child
Mozart thought—or should have—if he did not,
The music was always there, all he had to do
Was write it down; I imagine few
Of those who think great thoughts, a lot
Of us, after all, no false modesty,
Should tell us not to claim the praise
For what we do; there are many ways
Of diffidence, yet it seems to me
The words “I’ve done this all” are rarely true
The things that we achieve, or most
Of them are that, and no more than a boast
Of what we once believed that we could do.
Remember, then, that without others’ aid
No art, nor any urbs was ever made.
And finally, love—the subject that sustained one of the greatest collections of verse of any age—Shakespeare’s sonnets. King James VI of Scotland (King James I of England) suffered in his early life under a stern tutor, George Buchanan. Then suddenly light and colour came into his life, and the boy king fell in love with his male cousin, Esmé Stuart, who came to Scotland from France. When Esmé was sent back to France, James was bereft.
vi. king james vi of scotland reflects on the loss of his only friend when young
Cousin, you came into my life too late
To be the one to teach me how to see
How strange it is to be a slave of Fate,
Even though men should subjects be to me.
But what you taught me—that I’ll always hold
More precious than the gifts of high estate,
Those are base metal, while your words are gold
Displayed in letters large at Heaven’s gate;
A gentle look, a secret touch, a smile,
Given free and by outsider’s hand unbidden,
Will count for more than any trick or wile
Or words in which a heart of ice is hidden.
Now you are gone, you have put out the light
That bathed my days in sun, that banished night.
But at least he had experienced love. And that is a consolation in circumstances where love is locked out, or lost, or unreciprocated. The conclusion in the final two lines of the following poem is that we will never get another to love us by revealing to the one we love that we are miserable without him or her. That never works. Even trees prefer to have two doves than one.
vii. love unforgotten
When I felt lonely I would go around
Lost in a crowd of those I did not know,
Hoping to hear the once familiar sound,
The voice of one who claimed to love me so;
But listened in vain just as I listen still,
For you to utter, to evoke my name,
Knowing the ear’s a trickster and often will
Contrive to make other people sound the same;
You needed do no more than write to me,
You needed do no more than make a call;
Writing costs nothing, email’s almost free,
My sorrow, though, I think counts not at all.
An injured heart does not engender love,
No sheltering tree will want a single dove.
Of the Animals
primate cousins
Like us, they walk upon two legs,
And use their hands for tasks
That we perform, too,
In ways that are not different;
Like us, they favour fruit as well
And peel it in those ways
We use to separate
Inner food from outer cover;
Like us, they are sensitive to gesture,
And live in company,
Governed by their customs,
Have their leaders and arguments;
Like us, they need food and shelter,
Are vulnerable in sleep,
Play games with their offspring,
And hope for better times ahead;
Like us, they have their memories,
And a sense of a past,
May gently groom and preen,
In friendships that will last a primate life.
the gentleness of whales
For the whales move slowly,
Larger than any other life,
Announced in the waters
With their plumes of spray,
Exhalations from lungs
Large beyond imagination;
As gentle as the touch
Of early morning sun;
For there are none like them,
None who have their dignity.
Above them green waters
Enfold and embrace
These creatures of another time;
When the space of the world
Was sufficient for Behemoth;
For there are none like them,
None who are as gentle.
Listen to their calls, songs
Of one to another, of things
That of each the other
Would wish to know;
Of the green depths and the waters
Where kin meets kin
Across the empty miles;
They flourish above wide forests
Of waving kelp, in caverns
Of liquid blue beyond
Our human envisioning;
For there are none like them
In the waters of this earth;
None who can replace them.
elephants
They are grey shapes in the trees,
They are like moving rocks,
They are the wide-legged ones,
The bearers of ivory, the small-eyed,
The trumpeters, with ears like sails,
The heavy-footed.
They are the ones who reproach us
For what we have done, for taking
Their world away from them;
They are the ones in whom the dignity of great forms
Is most resolutely and finally expressed.
You cannot understand our words,
Although your brains have memories, like ours,
And you mourn your dead, as we do;
So when we ask of you your forgiveness
For our history of wanton slaughter
Of elephant kind, our words are lost,
Indecipherable, lost to your loyal heart,
Lost in the silence of your shrinking forests,
Your dwindling home.
kangaroos
You occupy a land of reds and browns,
Of flame and water, and hard rock;
You move through eucalyptus scrub
And tinder grass, across a land so thirsty
That it aches; and yet you yourself are grey
And red and soft, and take your tiny young
Into the warm comfort of a maternal pouch,
Bound and leap across a landscape
Bathed in birdsong; the kookaburra,
The pink galah your minstrels;
Under these stars, dipping and wheeling
Through their southern night, you sleep on dust,
Part of our dreams, part of our symbolism
You cross small segments of the sky.
the dung beetle
Onerous your task,
You tiny Sisyphus,
Condemned, like him,
To move your boulder
Without cease;












