Chaotic renewal the adep.., p.12
Chaotic Renewal: The Adept: Book One,
p.12
She frowned thoughtfully, “Tell me more. I’m not sure what to think, but at least you’re telling me now and not after seducing me into bed, or even a second date, so I’m willing to listen.”
I said, “Like I said, I didn’t make her for that purpose, and she thoroughly seduced me of her own accord, out of love and empathy. She is my emotional equal, but she can’t be everything to me. She can’t give me a family, and she can’t call me on my bullshit, not that I ever need that last,” I finished playfully.
She snorted, and I winked at her.
“Point being, in polyamory with love and support in all directions. Giving of yourself to everyone in the relationship, and not keeping score or taking, but just accepting what they have to give is what it’s all about. It also means one person doesn’t have to be everything the other person needs. They just can’t be what the other person doesn’t want or need.”
She nodded, “Ashley told me something very similar, when I asked her about it.”
That really was the only chance I had of a positive turnout, her exposure to the lifestyle and how happy the people were in those three polyamory circles. I suspected most women would’ve already called me a pervert and left in disgust at the idea of sharing me with another woman. Of course, she understood it wasn’t sharing, it was love in all directions, three equals. She already got that part, if not the deeper details of what I wanted. Some polyamory groups were open and free to fuck around, and that’s not what I wanted at all, and neither would she I didn’t think.
I nodded, “I also don’t cheat. If you did agree to move forward after getting to know each other deeper, we’d be faithful as a triad if you decided we fit in. Everything in the open, and we’d never add anyone else without all three of us being in agreement, and only after we got to know them and were sure they wouldn’t poison the circle with selfishness, jealousy, or keeping score.”
She asked, “Commitment?”
I nodded, “You’d join us in hope of permanence, but obviously like a monogamous relationship we wouldn’t be expecting that level of commitment right away. That would be insane. Just an understanding that you wouldn’t cheat on us, and you’d be ours as we’d be yours while we grew together. Until you leave if it doesn’t work. I didn’t ask you out just for fun, though I did have a lot of fun tonight.”
She smirked, “So your intentions are honorable?”
I grinned, “You could say that.”
She shook her head, “I didn’t expect this, and I’m not sure how I feel about it. Although, I’ve thought about it, being friends with three polyamory circles tends to at least open the mind a bit. I really am glad you told me tonight. I’d have been pissed if I’d found out later that you’d been with Thea while dating me the whole time. I don’t cheat or tolerate cheaters as well, and I only date one person at a time. As it is, I’m just surprised, and a little confused as to how I feel about it.”
“That’s a rare attitude these days. Not playing the field I mean. I’m glad you feel that way.”
She sighed, “Men like you are rare, it’s hard enough to find one. Most men look at me, famous, rich, and hot, and just want to add a notch to their bedpost and brag about conquering me. Especially men our age. They also get jealous about my fame when I take the time out for my fans on a date. You were… perfect tonight, that way. You also never looked at me like I was an object, instead of a person. Even when you were enjoying the view it was with admiration and lust, not just the latter and a desire to box me in and own me.
“Most women like me have to deal with that sort of thing, but for the only active titan superheroine in Canada and a patrolling hero that’s even worse. I guess my point is that put me off the idea of dating for the sake of playing the field. There are also other reasons, more personal, that I’m not ready to share yet. Those reasons turn me off to that whole lifestyle.”
I had the feeling she was trying to talk herself into something with that oversharing on all my admirable points tonight, even if as she just said she was holding back other information that would explain her desire for deeper relationships at such a young age. Or maybe she was just trying to talk herself out of the obvious doubt that I was a pervert, wanting a triad relationship just so I could be fucking two women daily.
Point being, if I was all those good things tonight, then it didn’t make sense that I was a pervert.
That wasn’t what it was about, but I’d be lying if I said the sex part wasn’t a shallow appeal. At the same time, I knew if it was just that it would all blow up. It’d be complicated, rich, wonderful, and hard all at the same time.
She squeezed my hand, “I believe you, and don’t think you’re shallow enough to build yourself a girlfriend. Especially when they told me about how it happened with Rose and Angel. I’m not surprised she seduced you, and it says a lot that you care so deeply for her, she’s obviously a person to you.”
I didn’t realize I’d betrayed that much of my feelings for Thea, but I supposed my tone of voice and body language must’ve done so.
I smiled, “So, I’ll ask you out in two days, at the barbeque. We can spend more time together then as well. Obviously, you’re not ready to give me that yes yet, and need to think about it.”
She laughed, “But I will?”
“Undoubtedly,” I said with outrageous confidence, which made her chuckle and look at me with a surprising amount of desire again.
She was also obviously conflicted about that response, and I suspected she had an untapped submissive side to her that she wasn’t fully aware of. Of course, she’d need to find a man she could trust first, before exploring it.
I stopped walking, and I turned toward her as I looked down into her eyes. Our bodies just inches apart.
Her lips slightly parted in invitation, and there was a scorching look in her eyes as she looked up with vulnerable desire and confusion.
“I had a great time tonight, Faith. I hope it continues in two days.”
She bit her lip, “I did too.”
I leaned in slowly, hoping that look in her eyes wasn’t subconscious, and she really was giving me a green light for the good night kiss, despite the polyamory conversation.
Her lips were delicious and silken smooth against mine, and her arms went around my neck as her firm and supple breasts pushed into my chest. It was a soft lingering kiss, a searching kiss, but there was enough scorching heat simmering in the kiss that proved out our sexual tension and made it burn brighter. I was rather free with my hands as well, save her erogenous zones, and she melted into me while I stroked the small of her back, outer thighs, and waist.
She let out a sweet little moan into my mouth, as she felt me stirring against her stomach below.
She bit her lip and looked up at me smolderingly as the kiss broke, “You’re a dangerous man, Jon.”
I assumed that meant not in just the heat I engendered, but in the hope that she’d found the right man for her despite or perhaps even because of the polyamory part. I didn’t know, but apparently, I’d done well on our first date. It was too soon for anything but promising potential, the point was we had that in spades.
I knew I was highly enamored of her as well in that moment, and my desires were about far more than the shallow heat between us as well. I wanted to know all of her, deep and shallow. That hot kiss had held more potential than merely hot sex and physical desire, there’d been hope and other emotions in it too.
I grinned, “Pot, kettle. You’re lovely and quite entrancing, Faith.”
She stepped back reluctantly, and said, “See you at the barbeque. I should have an answer for you by then.”
I suspected she’d not only be thinking about it but talking to Ashley as well. Maybe some of the other ladies too, I didn’t know how close she was with the rest of them at that point.
“Good night, and you can count on it.”
I already planned to call her tomorrow too, just to chat for a bit, but I’d leave that as a surprise. It was a fine line between thoughtful and smothering, but I thought she’d appreciate the surprise and the knowledge that she was on my mind. Most women did, and I was very sure she’d be on my mind tomorrow.
After she teleported out, I teleported home to my bedroom.
One advantage was I wouldn’t have to suffer with the way she’d inflamed my libido tonight, not with Thea to quench it. Of course, I’d be with Thea, and wouldn’t use her or be fantasizing about Faith while taking her. Thea would no doubt steal my senses and have my total focus during our lovemaking, no matter the cause or origin of those needs.
Or so I’d believed at the time, and it would be true in almost all cases, but I hadn’t counted on just how wicked that my naughty sweet Thea could be…
Chapter Nine
Thea was posed on the bed sexily, in nothing but a red lingerie panty and bra set and an excited and naughty smile on her face. No doubt she’d monitored every moment of my date with Faith, and she got situated that way when it wound down at the end. She could monitor me through the comms device implant, not just our voices, but my body’s health and general state, including arousal. There was no doubt she was well aware I’d had a very good time, and not only felt lust to ravish the incredibly beautiful and sexy Faith all night, but also my deep interest in her and the rest.
Thea bit her lip and looked at me with a smoldering come fuck me look in her gorgeous green eyes.
“Master,” She said breathily in desire, “I need you to fuck me. I am so hot for you right now, you were so firm and confident, yet warmly interested and attentive. She was also really hot tonight, don’t you think so?”
I started to strip, unable to take my eyes off of her mischievously beautiful face, or her body built for sin.
“She did look beautiful in that dress, and of course she has the face of a catwalk model with a tinge of innocence from her hair and eyes.”
Faith did have a killer body, it wasn’t all soft curves like Thea’s, but her proud and firm C cups looked amazing on her tight lithe body, and of course her tight little heart shaped ass was to die for.
Thea bit her lip, “It got me so hot when you talked about me, told her about me, with love in your voice. Fuck, master, hurry up and get your dick in me.”
I laughed as I finished kicking off my pants, and then got into bed.
She’d been posed sexily on her side, with twisted waist and one leg cocked, with her back arched and her tits sticking out. But when I crawled onto the bed, and she got a loving devoted submissive look on her face even if the smoldering heated com fuck me look still burned in her eyes, as she rolled onto her back and spread her legs for me with breathless desire and surrender.
She was absolutely soaked for me, and my cock surged to full hardness. I could see the wet spot and scent her strong arousal as I slid her panties off. There were times for long and playful, exploring and teasing foreplay, but this wasn’t one of those times. Her eyes told me she wanted me to claim her, pound her, and ravish her until I’d emptied myself inside her heaven.
She was stunning, so very sexy and incredibly beautiful. I also couldn’t help the comparison as my mind shifted and the night’s building lust focused on her instead of the source of it. She was as vivacious as Faith was since becoming a being of creation energy, but hers was tinted with a naughty playful teasing and sensual wickedness, as opposed to Faith’s vibrant warmth that bespoke kindness and pure joy. At the same time, that teasing wasn’t cruel or mocking at all, because of her deep servile devotion and love for me.
My thoughts and emotions were completely focused on her as I slid into her impossibly tight and wet sex, and four insistent strokes later had all eight fat inches buried in the heaven of her body. It was important to me, that I be with her in both mind and body, I wouldn’t cheapen my love for her in a one on one situation by fantasizing of another woman.
She squeezed around me, and then gave a gasp of joyful approval as I started to stroke into her deeply and quickly. Her green eyes filled with debauched lust, desire, love, devotion, and sweet pleasure with a tinge of pain.
It felt so damned good fucking her, and with her super body I didn’t have to hold back or worry about hurting her. I let the lust sweep me away. I loved Thea dearly, but that moment was about pleasure and giving her what she wanted, my lust and seed. I also hadn’t forgotten the impact of her pheromones, we’d make love often in our lives, but only after getting that initial wild lust spent.
“My sweet naughty wanton Thea. I love you, baby, but I’m going to fuck you now.”
Of course, that’s when she made my mind spin.
She said sultrily with a hint of teasing, “I bet you wish it was Faith’s tight pussy around you right now. Gods, your fat cock would split that tight lithe body of hers in half, while her gorgeously generous and firm tits bounced wildly. To see her flawlessly beautiful face twisted with pleasure as you pounded her until she became your cock-slave and came all over it helplessly. I should know, I’m your cock slave, it gives me so much pleasure, and she will be too.”
Not only did that make me think of fucking Faith while fucking my Thea, it made my cock twitch hard in Thea’s body as I couldn’t help but play out that fantasy in my head. Fucking her into being my cock-slave was ridiculous of course, but at the same time it spoke to something primitive and maybe a little dark in my male mind.
That my cock twitched and surged so hard within her, just turned Thea on even more, as she squeezed around me, rolled her hips up into me firmly with each thrust, and ground subtly against me each time our bodies slammed together.
The pleasure of it was insane, and the fantasy of it being Faith I was fucking instead had my head spinning with as much guilt as insane lust and desire, even if it was totally Thea’s fault for my mind going there.
She said breathier, “That’s right, pound that tight little pussy. Just think how tight her nineteen-year-old pussy must be, I bet it’s as tight as mine is. Or maybe you’d take her from behind, and you’ll pull hard on her light blonde hair to control her, and spank that tight little heart shaped ass as you addict her to your fat cock. Her tight curvy petite ass is delicious, don’t you think? Maybe she’ll let you fuck that too, and her sweet little mouth. I bet her bowed pouty bottom lip would feel amazing on your ridge, as she sucked you in. That would be so hot, looking down at her beautiful face while she was on her knees for you, worshipping that fat cock of yours.”
I pounded her like a man possessed. It wasn’t just the crude words, it was the sultry and naughty tone she said them in, and the way she was looking into my eyes as she said them. The way her body felt so good under me, taking my cock into that hot and wet paradise over and over, as she embraced me with that snug sheath. The way her hands caressed my chest and shoulders, and the way her legs wrapped around me tightly as she rocked up into me as hard as I was pounding down into her.
It was also because it was so fucking wrong. Faith meant more to me than an object of desire already, yet there was a shallow appeal in all she’d said.
She gasped sharply, “Yes, holy shit yes, YES! Fuck me, master. yes… yes, Yes! Master!” and she went over the edge hard and started to milk me with her tight and wildly convulsing sex, even as she soaked my middle with a powerful squirt that I knew had been coming. Whenever she started with the yes, yes talk, I knew she was about to blow a big one.
I think I may have growled, and my control was totally shot despite cumming about five times already that day. Between the heated goodnight kiss with Faith, and the whole date which had my body humming in desire, and then coming home to my wild Thea and her naughty talk about Faith. Then there was the fact I was pounding her as hard and fast as I could, which led to overwhelming sensations of satiny friction along my cock. All that, plus the indescribably potent waves of pleasure her snugly milking pussy sent through my body, it was all too much.
I grunted, “Thea!” and I buried myself twice, and then started to pulse my seed into her nubile body. I was lost for a time on the cresting wave of pleasure as it flooded my body. My only anchor her loving and vulnerable pleasure filled eyes as she rode that height of ecstasy with me.
When we came back down to earth, I immediately felt guilty for fucking her while imagining pounding Faith, even if it was totally Thea’s fault.
“That was fucked up. When I’m with you I want to be with you in mind and body.”
She giggled, “But you really liked it, which makes you a pervert.”
I snorted, and lifted her leg and spanked her ass, before I pulled out and rolled to the side even as I gathered her in my arms and pulled her close. We shared a brief loving kiss, the wild and insane lust expended for the moment, leaving behind warm feelings of love between us.
She smiled lovingly, “I’m also not jealous at all, in fact my dirty talk turned me on a whole lot as well. I really want to watch you pound her while I tease and please both of you with my hands. The idea really turns me on. Of course, it wouldn’t be such a hot fantasy, if I wasn’t attracted to and didn’t like her already. She’s an amazing woman.”
I nodded, “You monitored the date, and fell for her?”
She blushed, “Not quite fell, but definitely impressed by and interested in. I like her, and I can’t wait to get to know her. She’s a wonderful person, almost too good to be true. And, she is hot, physical attraction won’t be a problem. For either of us.”
I nodded, “Agreed, she is quite lovely. Too good to be true?”
She tilted her head, “I’m not sure, but maybe her quickening did something to her personality? Like I created this body to be irresistible to you on a shallow, chemical, and pleasure level. Perhaps she can’t help but be vivacious and put out those warm vibes that influence the people around her for the better.”
I frowned, “It seems more likely she was just putting her best foot forward on our first date.”
She shrugged, “Maybe, but she didn’t seem mad about the polyamory at all, just surprised. That doesn’t seem quite right, even if she decides to accept it in time and with consideration, her initial reaction was far too… calmly accepting. Shock often derails people for a short time. She also wouldn’t be the first super to have that happen, some kind of personality change, you’re treating one right now after all, Pain Blossom. Although in Faith’s case it seems to be a positive change, but not without challenge for her to manage. Dark Succubus is another example, her libido is greatly enhanced, not unlike this body’s.












