— Yes, you do.

  — I don’t think so.

  — You have something not a lot of people have.

  — What’s that?

  — Real nerve.

  When he came home that evening, his wife said,

  — Brian, there’s something I want to talk to you about, something I have to ask you.

  He felt his heart skip. His children were running toward him.

  — Daddy!

  — Daddy and I have to talk for a minute, Sally told them.

  She led him into the living room.

  — What’s up? he said as calmly as he could.

  Grace and Harry, it turned out, wanted to come with their children and share the gardener’s cottage during the two weeks in August that Lily would be off at sleepaway camp and some arrangement could be made for Ian so that Sally and Brian could have some time to themselves. Now that would be impossible.

  She went on talking, but Brian barely listened. He was still hearing her first words that had been so frightening. He was rehearsing replies to a far more serious question. He would tell her the truth, could he do that? The truth was essential, yet it was the thing least wanted.

  — We should do this over a drink, he would say. We should do it when we’re calmer.

  — I’m not going to be calmer.

  He had to somehow put it off until she was the way she often was, clever and understanding. He would say something about perspective.

  — Just speak in plain English.

  — You can’t say it in plain English.

  — Try, she said.

  — You know these things happen. You’re a smart woman. You know something about the world.

  — Yes, tell me about it.

  Her mouth was turned down, a corner of it trembling.

  — There’s been someone, but it’s not important. Can’t you see that it’s not important?

  — Get out of here, she said, and don’t come back. Don’t try to see the children, I won’t let you. I’m going to change the locks.

  — Sally, you can’t do that. I could never live like that. Don’t be melodramatic, please. That’s not our kind of life. The words were beginning to jam up in his mouth. This is nothing unsolvable. You know very well that Pascale was your father’s mistress, I won’t guess for how long.

  — They got married.

  — That isn’t the point.

  He was beginning to stutter.

  — What is the point?

  — The point is there’s a superior way of living we should be intelligent enough to understand.

  — Which means you having some other woman?

  — You’re making this caustic. Don’t, please. It’s beneath us just to play roles. We’re above that. You know that.

  — All I know is that you’re a cheat.

  — I’m not a cheat.

  — Daddy’s going to kill you.

  He couldn’t find the words. Whatever he thought of was torn apart by her single-mindedness. But it would never come to this.

  On the other hand, Pamela had a life of her own; that was the only flaw. She went out at night, there were parties. Some Tunisians from the delegation were very nice.

  — Is that right? he said.

  She’d gone to a party at the Four Seasons, she told him, and walked to work the next morning with a thousand dollars in her shoe, although she didn’t say that. One of the Tunisians was particularly nice.

  — They like to have fun, she said.

  — You’re turning into a playgirl, Brian said, a little sourly. How do I know you’re not playing around with this guy?

  — You’d know it.

  — Maybe I would. Would you tell me? The truth? What’s his name?

  — Tahar.

  — I wish you wouldn’t.

  — I’m not, she said.

  In June, Sally and the children went to the country for the summer. For most of the week, Brian was in the city by himself.

  — How was I lucky enough to meet you? he said.

  They were having dinner amid the liveliness of the crowd, the intimacy within it, the voices all around. He had seen most of them. She was by far the prize of the room.

  — We’re going to be friends for a long time, she promised.

  Summer mornings with their first, soft light. Amorous mornings, the red numbers flicking silently on the clock, the first sunlight in the trees. Her stunning naked back. The most sacred hours, he realized, of his life.

  Dressing one morning, she asked,

  — Whose are these?

  In a folded packet on the night table had been a pair of shining earrings.

  — Are they your wife’s?

  She was trying one on, fastening it to her ear. She turned her head one way and the other, looking at herself in the mirror.

  — What are they, silver?

  — They’re platinum. Better than silver.

  — They’re your wife’s.

  — They were being repaired. I had to pick them up.

  It was hard not to admire her, her bare neck, her aplomb.

  — Can I borrow them? she asked.

  — I can’t. She knows I was supposed to pick them up.

  — Just say they weren’t ready.

  — Darling . . .

  — I’ll give them back. Is that what you’re afraid of? I’d just like to wear them once, something that’s hers but at the moment mine.

  — That’s very Bette Davis.

  — Who?

  — Just be careful and don’t lose them, he managed to say.

  That was a Tuesday. Two nights later a terrible event occurred. It was at a reception given by a group dedicated to the Impressionists; Pascale was a supporter but was away that evening and couldn’t attend. Sally had insisted that Brian go, and in the crowd coming up the stairway he had seen, with a stab of jealousy, more fierce because it was a complete surprise, Pamela. He began to push his way forward to see who she might be with.

  — Hey, where are you going in such a hurry?

  It was Del, his brother-in-law.

  — Where have you been hiding?

  — Hiding?

  — We haven’t seen you for weeks.

  Brian liked him, but not at this moment.

  — Why don’t you come to dinner with us tonight, afterward?

  — I can’t, Brian said unthinkingly.

  — Come on, we’re going to Elio’s, Del insisted. Look at all these women. Where do they come from? They weren’t around when I was single.

  Brian hardly heard him. Past his brother-in-law, near the windows not fifteen feet away, he could see Pamela talking to Michael Brule, not just exchanging a greeting but in some sort of conversation. She was wearing a pale blue dress, one he liked, cut low in back. Her dark hair was tied and he could see quite clearly, she was wearing the earrings. They were unmistakable. He moved a bit so as not to be observed, his heart beating furiously. Finally Brule was gone.

  — Darling, you must be crazy, he said in a furious, low voice when he reached her.

  — Hello, she said cheerfully.

  There was always such life in that voice.

  — What are you doing? he insisted.

  — What do you mean?

  — The earrings!

  — I’m wearing them, she said.

  — You can’t wear them. That was my father-in-law. He bought them! He gave them to Sally! Why did you wear them here?

  His voice was still low but people close by could hear the anxiety.

  — How was I to know? Pamela said.

  — Jesus, I knew I shouldn’t have lent them to you.

  — Oh, take the damned earrings, she said, suddenly annoyed.

  — Don’t do that.

  She was taking them off. It was the first time he had seen her angry and suddenly he was frightened, afraid to be in her disfavor.

  — Don’t, please. I’m the one who should be angry, he said.

  She pushed them into his hand.

  — And yes, she said, he saw them. Then, with astounding confidence, Don’t worry, he won’t say anything.

  — What do you mean? What makes you so sure? The answer suddenly struck him like an illness.

  — Don’t worry, he won’t, she said.

  Somebody was handing her a glass of wine.

  — Thank you, she said calmly. This is Brian, a friend of mine. Brian, this is Tahar.

  She did not answer the phone that night. The next day, his father-in-law called and asked to meet for lunch, it was important.

  They met at a restaurant Brule favored, with formal service and a European-looking clientele. It was near his office. Brule was reading the menu when Brian arrived. He looked up. His glasses, which were rimless, caught the light in a way that made his eyes almost invisible.

  — I’m glad you were able to come, he said, returning to the menu.

  Brian made an effort to read the menu himself. He made some remark about not having had a chance to say hello the night before.

  — I was extremely disturbed by what I learned last night, Brule said, as if not having heard.

  The waiter stood reciting some dishes that were not on the menu. Brian was preparing his reply, but after they had ordered, it was Brule who continued.

  — Your behavior isn’t worthy of the husband of my daughter, he said.

  — I don’t know if you’re in a position to say that, Brian managed.

  — Please don’t interrupt me. Let me finish. You’ll have your chance afterward. I discover that you’ve been having an affair with a young woman—I’m aware of the details, believe me—and if you place any value at all on your wife and family, I would say you have put that in grave jeopardy. If Sally were to learn of it, I’m certain she would leave you and, under the circumstances, probably retain custody, and I would support her in that. Fortunately, she doesn’t know, so there is still the possibility of this not being disastrous, providing you do the necessary thing.

  There was a pause. It was as if Brian had been asked a bewildering question, the answer to which he should know. His thoughts were fluttering, however, ungraspable.

  — What thing is that? he said, though knowing.

  — You give up this girl and never see her again.

  This wonderful girl, this smooth-shouldered girl.

  — And what about you? Brian said as evenly as he could.

  Brule ignored it.

  — Otherwise, Brule continued, I’m loathe to think of it, Sally will have to know.

  Brian’s jaw, despite his effort, was trembling. It was not only humiliation, there was a burning jealousy. His father-in-law seemed to hold every advantage. The manicured hands had touched her, the aging body had been imposed on hers. Some plates were served but Brian did not pick up his fork.

  — She wouldn’t be the only one to know, would she? Pascale would know everything, too, he said.

  — If you mean you would try to implicate me, I can only say that would be futile and foolish.

  — But you wouldn’t be able to deny it, Brian said stubbornly.

  — I’d most certainly deny it. It would just be seen as a frantic attempt to deflect your guilt and blacken others. No one would believe it, I assure you. Most important, Pamela would back me up.

  — What an incredible, what a pompous statement. No, she won’t.

  — Yes, she will. I’ve taken care of that.

  He was not to see or speak to her again, without explanation or any farewell.

  — I don’t believe it, Brian said.

  He did not stay. He pushed back his chair, dropped his napkin on the table, and, excusing himself, left. Brule continued with lunch. He told the waiter to cancel the other order.

  The earrings were still in his pocket. He set them in front of him and tried to call. She was away from her desk, her voice said. Please leave a message. He hung up. He felt a terrifying urgency; every minute was unbearable. He thought of going to her office but it would be difficult to talk to her there. She was away from her desk, in someone else’s office. Even that caused him unhappiness and envy. He thought of the hotel bar. In she had come in a short black skirt and high heels, on her white neck an opaque, blue necklace. With Brule it could not have been anything but sordid, some suggestion in that low voice, some clumsy act on a couch. What could it have been on her part except resignation, finally? He called again, and three or four more times during the afternoon, leaving the message to please call back, it was important.

  At six, he somehow made his way home. It was one of those evenings like the beginning of a marvelous performance in which everyone somehow had a role. Lights had come on in the windows, the sidewalk restaurants were filling, children were running home late from playing in the park, the promise of fulfillment was everywhere. In the elevator a pretty woman he did not recognize was carrying a large bunch of flowers somewhere upstairs. She avoided looking at him.

  He let himself into his apartment and immediately felt its emptiness. The furniture stood silently. The kitchen seemed cold, as if it had never known use. He walked around aimlessly and dropped into a chair. It was six-thirty. She would be home by now, he decided. She wasn’t. He made a drink and sat with it, sipping and thinking or rather letting the same helpless thoughts eat deeper, unalterable, as evening slowly filled the room. He turned on some lights and called her again.

  The anguish was unbearable. She had been annoyed, but surely that was only at the moment. It could not be that. She had been frightened by Brule somehow. She was not the sort of person to be easily frightened. He made another drink and continued to call. Sometime after ten—his heart leapt—she answered.

  — Oh, God, he said, I’ve been calling you all day. Where have you been? I’ve been frantic to talk to you. I had to have lunch with Brule; it was disgusting. I walked out. Has he talked to you?

  — Yes, she said.

  — I was afraid so. What did he say?

  — It’s not that.

  — Of course it’s that. He made some threats. Look, I’m coming over.

  — No, don’t.

  — Then you come here.

  — I can’t, she said.

  — Of course you can. You can do anything you want. I feel so terrible. He wanted to prevent me from talking to you. Listen, darling. This may take a little time to work out. We’ll have to lie a little low. You know I’m crazy about you. You know no one in the world has ever meant more to me. Whatever he said, nothing can affect that.

  — I suppose.

  He felt something then, a crack, a fissure. He had the sense of something impending and unbearable.

  — It’s not you suppose. You know it. Tell me something, tell me the truth. When did it happen between you and him? I just want to know. Before?

  — I don’t want to talk about it now, she said.

  — Just tell me.

  Suddenly something he hadn’t thought of came to him. He suddenly understood why she was so hesitant.

  — Tell me one thing, he said. Does he want to keep seeing you?

  — No.

  — Is that the truth? You’re telling me the truth?

  Sitting in a chair near her, legs sprawled like a lord, was Tahar with a bored look of patience.

  — Yes, it’s the truth, she said.

  — I don’t know what the solution is, but I know there is one, Brian assured her.

  Tahar could hear only her end of the conversation and did not know who it was with, but he made a slight motion with his chin that said, finish with that. Pam nodded a little in agreement. Tahar did not drink but he offered a powerful intoxicant: darkened skin, white teeth, and a kind of strange perfume that clung even to his clothes. He offered rooms above the souk with a view of the city one could not even imagine, nights of an intense blueness, mornings when you had drifted far from the familiar world. Brian was someone she would remember, perhaps someone she could always call.

  Tahar made another gesture of slight annoyance. For him, it was only the beginning.

  Palm Court

  LATE ONE AFTERNOON, near the close, his assistant, Kenny, palm over the mouthpiece, said there was someone named Noreen on the phone.

  — You know her, she says.

  — Noreen? I’ll take it, Arthur said. Just a minute.

  He got up and closed the door to his cubicle. He was still visible through the glass as he sat and turned toward the window, distancing himself from all that was going on, the dozens of customers’ men, some of them women, which once would have been unthinkable, looking at their screens and talking on the phone. His heart was tripping faster when he spoke.

  — Hello?

  — Arthur?

  The one word and a kind of shiver went through him, a frightened happiness, as when your name is called by the teacher.

  — It’s Noreen, she said.

  — Noreen. How are you? God, it’s been a long time. Where are you?

  — I’m here. I’m living back here now, she said.

  — No kidding. What happened?

  — We broke up.

  — That’s too bad, he said. I’m sorry to hear that.

  He always seemed completely sincere, even in the most ordinary comments.

  — It was a mistake, she said. I never should have done it. I should have known.

  The floor around the desk was strewn with paper, reports, annual statements with their many numbers. That was not his strength. He liked to talk to people, he could talk and tell stories all day. And he was known to be honest. He had taken as models the old-timers, men long gone such as Henry Braver, Patsy Millinger’s father, who’d been a partner and had started before the war. Onassis had been one of his clients. Braver had an international reputation as well as a nose for the real thing. Arthur didn’t have the nose, but he could talk and listen. There were all kinds of ways of making money in this business. His way was finding one or two big winners to go down and double on. And he talked to his clients every day.

  — Mark, how are you, tootsula? You ought to be here. The numbers came in on Micronics. They’re all crying. We were so smart not to get involved in that. Sweetheart, you want to know something? There are some very smart guys here who’ve taken a bath. He lowered his voice. Morris, for one.

  — Morris? They should give him an injection. Put him to sleep.

  — He was a little too smart this time. Living through the Depression didn’t help this time.