The tenth circle, p.27
The Tenth Circle,
p.27
Daniel would find Trixie, even if it meant he had to walk across every mile of Alaska to do it. Hed find her, even if he had to slip into his old skin-lying, stealing, hurting anyone who stood in his way. Hed find Trixie, and hed convince her that nothing she could do or say would make him love her any less.
He just hoped when she saw what hed become for her, shed feel the same way.
The race headquarters for the K300 were already in full swing when Trixie arrived with the veterinarian shortly after six oclock. There were lists posted on dry-erase boards: the names of the mushers, with grids to post their progress at a dozen race checkpoints. There were rule books and maps of the course. Behind one table a woman sat at a bank of phones, answering the same questions over and over. Yes, the race started at eight P.M. Yes, DeeDee Jonrowe was wearing bib number one. No, they didnt have enough volunteers.
People who arrived by snow machine stripped off several layers the minute they walked into the Long House Inn. Everyone wore footwear with soles so thick they looked like moon boots, and sealskin hats with flaps that hung down over the ears. There were one-piece snowsuits and elaborately embroidered fur parkas. When the occasional musher came in, he was treated like a rock star-people lined up to shake his hand and wish him the best of luck. Everyone seemed to know everyone else.
Youd think that in this environment, Trixie would have looked ridiculously out of place, but if anyone noticed her presence, they didnt seem to care. She wasnt stopped when she took a bowl of stew from the Crock Pot on the back table and then went back seconds later for another helping. It wasnt beef-frankly, she was a little scared to find out what it was-but it was the first food shed eaten in almost two days, and at that point, anything would have been delicious.
Suddenly the woman behind the table stood up and started toward Trixie. She froze, anticipating a moment of reckoning. Let me guess, she said. Youre Andi?
Trixie forced a smile. Howd you know?
The other JVs called from Tuluksak and said you were new and youd gotten snowed in Outside.
Outside where?
The woman grinned. Sorry, thats what we call all the other states. Well get someone to run you to the checkpoint before the mushers arrive.
Tuluksak, Trixie repeated. The word tasted like iron. I was hoping to get to Akiak.
Well, Tuluksaks where we stick all the Jesuit Volunteers who work up here. Dont worry-we havent lost one yet. She nodded toward a box. Im Jen, by the way. And it would be really great if you could help me carry that down to the starting line.
Trixie hefted the box, which was full of camera equipment, as Jen pulled her face mask up over her nose and mouth. You might want your coat, she said.
This is all I brought, Trixie replied. My, um, friends have my stuff with them.
She didnt know if this lie would even make sense, since she hadnt understood any of Jens comments about Jesuit Volunteers and Tuluksak in the first place. But Jen just rolled her eyes and dragged her toward a table covered with K300 merchandise for sale. Here, she said, tossing her a big fleece jacket and mittens and a hat that Velcroed under the chin. She took a pair of boots and a heavy anorak from behind the headquarter tables. Thesell be too big, but Harryll be too drunk later to notice theyre missing.
As Trixie followed Jen out of the Long House, winter smacked her with an open hand. It wasnt just cold, the way it got in Maine in December. It was bone-deep cold, the kind that wrapped around your spine and turned your breath into tiny crystals, the kind that matted your eyelashes together with ice. Snow was piled on both sides of the walkway, and snow machines were parked at right angles in between a few rusted trucks.
Jen walked toward one of the pickups. It was white, but one of the doors was red, as if it had been amputated from a different junk heap for transplant onto this one. Tufts of stuffing and coils sprang out from the passenger side of the bench. There were no seat belts. It looked nothing like Trixies fathers truck, but as she slid into the passenger seat, homesickness slipped like a knife between her ribs.
Jen coaxed the trucks engine into turning over. Since when did the Jesuit Volunteers start recruiting on playgrounds?
Trixies heart started to pound. Oh, Im twenty-one, she said. I just look way younger.
Either that, or Im getting too damn old. She nodded toward a bottle of Jgermeister jammed into the ashtray. Feel free to have some, if you want.
Trixie unscrewed the cap of the bottle. She took a tentative sip, then spit the liquor across the dashboard.
Jen laughed. Right. Jesuit Volunteer. I forgot. She watched Trixie furiously trying to wipe the mess up with her mitten. Dont worry, I think that its got enough alcohol in it to qualify as cleaning fluid.
She took a sharp right, turning the pickup over the edge of a snowbank. Trixie panicked-there was no road. The truck slid down an icy hill onto the surface of a frozen river, and then Jen began to drive to the center of it.
A makeshift start and finish line had been erected, with two long chutes cordoned off and a banner overhead proclaiming the K300. Beside it was a flatbed truck, on which stood a man testing a microphone. A steady stream of dilapidated pickups and snow machines pulled onto the ice, parking in ragged lines. Some pulled trailers with fancy kennel names painted across them; others had a litter of barking dogs in the back. In the distance was a belching hovercraft, one that Jen explained brought the mail downriver. Tonight it was serving free hot dogs, in honor of the race.
A pair of enormous flood lamps illuminated the night, and for the first time since shed landed in Bethel, Trixie got a good look at the Alaskan tundra. The landscape was layered in pale blues and flat silvers; the sky was an overturned bowl of stars that fell into the hoods of the Yupik children balanced on their fathers shoulders. Ice stretched as far as she could see. Here, it was easy to understand how people once thought you could fall off the edge of the world.
It all looked familiar to Trixie, as impossible as that might be. And then she realized it was. This was exactly how her father drew hell.
As mushers hooked dogs to their sleds, a crowd gathered around the chute. All the people looked immense and overstuffed in their outside gear. Children held their hands out to the dogs to sniff, getting tangled in the lead lines.
Andi. Andi?
When Trixie didnt answer-she forgot that was the name shed been given this time-Jen tapped her on the shoulder. Standing beside her was a Yupik Eskimo boy not much older than Trixie. He had a wide face the color of hazelnuts, and amazingly, he wasnt wearing a hat. Willies going to take you up to Tuluksak, Jen said.
Thanks, Trixie answered.
The boy wouldnt look her in the eye. He turned away and started walking, which Trixie assumed was the cue that she was supposed to follow. He stopped at a snow machine, nodded at it, and then walked away from her.
Willie disappeared quickly into the dark ring of night outside the flood lamp. Trixie hesitated beside the snow machine, not sure what she was supposed to do. Follow him? Figure out how to turn this thing on herself?
Trixie touched one of the handlebars. The snow machine smelled like exhaust, like her fathers lawn mower.
She was about to look for an On switch when Willie returned, holding an oversized winter parka with black wolf fur sewn into the hood. Still averting his glance, he held it out to her. When she didnt take it, he mimed putting it on.
There was still heat trapped inside. Trixie wondered whom hed taken this jacket from, if he or she was shivering now in the cold. Her hands were lost in the sleeves, and when she pulled up the hood, it blocked the wind from her face.
Willie climbed onto the snow machine and waited for Trixie to do the same. She glanced at him-what if he didnt know his way to Tuluksak? Even if he did, what was she going to do when everyone realized Trixie wasnt the person they were expecting? Most important, how was she supposed to get on the back of this thing without having to lean up against this boy?
With all of their layers, it was a tight fit. Trixie pushed herself back to the very edge of the seat, holding on to the rails at the sides with her mittened hands. Willie pulled the rip cord to start the machine and they groaned forward slowly, to keep the dogs from startling. He maneuvered around the chute and then gunned the engine, so that they flew across the ice.
If it was cold standing around, it was fifty times colder on a snow machine blasting at full throttle. Trixie couldnt imagine not having the parka; as it was, she was shivering inside it and had curled her hands into fists.
The headlamp on the front of the machine cut a tiny visible triangle in front of them. There was no road whatsoever. There were no street signs, no traffic lights, no exit ramps. Hey, Trixie yelled into the wind. Do you know where youre going?
Willie didnt answer.
Trixie grasped onto the handholds more firmly. It was dizzying, going at this speed without being able to see. She listed to the left as Willie drove up a bank, through a narrow copse of trees, and then back out onto a finger of the frozen river.
My names Trixie, she said, not because she expected an answer but because it kept her teeth from chattering. After she spoke, she remembered that she was supposed to be someone else. Well, its Trixie, but they call me Andi. God, she thought. Could I sound any more stupid if I tried?
The wind blew into Trixies eyes, which-as they started tearing-froze shut. She found herself huddling forward, her forehead nearly touching Willies back. Heat rose off him in waves.
As they drove, she pretended that she was lying prone in the back of her fathers pickup, feeling it vibrate underneath her as he bounced into the parking lot of the drive-in. The metal flatbed pressed against her cheek was still warm from a whole day of sun. They would eat so much popcorn that her mother would be able to smell it on their clothes even after shed put them through the wash.
A frigid blast of air hit her full in the face. Are we going to be there soon? Trixie asked, and then, at Willies silence, Do you even speak English?
To her surprise, he ground the brakes, until the snow machine came to a stop. Willie turned around, still avoiding her gaze. Its fifty-five miles, he said. Are you going to yap the whole time?
Stung, Trixie turned away and noticed the eerie light that had spilled onto the surface of the river up ahead. She traced it to its overhead origin-a wash of pink and white and green that reminded her of the smoke trails left behind by fireworks on the Fourth of July.
Who knew that when you cut a slit in the belly of the night sky, it bled color?
Thats beautiful, Trixie whispered.
Willie followed her gaze. Qiuryaq.
She didnt know if that meant Shut up or Hold on or maybe even Im sorry. But this time when he started the sled, she tilted her face to the Northern Lights. Looking up here was hypnotic and less harrowing than trying to squint at the imaginary road. Looking up here, it was almost easy to imagine they were nearly home.
7
M ax Giff-Reynolds had made a career out of focusing on the things most people never saw: a carpet fiber trapped on the inside edge of a victims coat, a grain of sand left at a crime scene that was indigenous to a certain part of the country, the dust of a coffee grinder on the makings of a dirty bomb. As one of two hundred forensic microscopists in the country, he was in high demand. Chances were that Mike Bartholemew would never have gotten anywhere close to him for an analysis of Trixies hair sample-if he hadnt known Max when he was a skinny little geek in college, back when they were roommates and Bartholemew served as bodyguard in return for private tutorials in chemistry and physics.
Hed driven to Boston that night with a hank of Trixie Stones hair on the seat beside him. The salon, Live and Let Dye, hadnt even sent the sample in to Locks of Love yet; it had been languishing in a drawer in the back room near the peroxide and the paraffin wax. Now he was sitting on top of a counter, waiting for Max to tell him something useful.
The lab was piled with boxes of dust and hair and fiber for comparison. A poster of Maxs hero, Edmond Locard, hung over his polarized-light microscope. Bartholemew could remember Max reading books about Locard, the father of forensic science, even back at U Maine. He burned off his fingerprints, Max had told him once with admiration, just to see if they grew back in the same patterns!
It had been almost thirty years since theyd graduated, but Max looked the same. Balder, but still skinny, with a permanent curve to his back that came from bending over a microscope. Huh, he said.
Whats that mean?
Max pushed back from his workspace. What do you know about hair?
Bartholemew grinned at the other mans gleaming pate. More than you do.
Hairs got three layers that are important, in terms of forensics, Max said, ignoring his comment. The cortex, the cuticle, and the medulla. If you think of a piece of hair as a pencil, the medulla is the graphite, the cortex is the wood, and the paint on the outside is the cuticle. The medulla is sometimes in pieces and differs from hair to hair on the same human head. The cells in the cortex have pigment, which is pretty much what Im trying to match up between your two samples. You with me so far?
Bartholemew nodded.
I can tell you, by looking at a hair, if its human or not. I can tell you if it came from someone of Caucasian, Negroid, or Mongolian origin. I can tell you where it came from on the body and whether the hair was forcibly removed or burned or crushed. I can tell you that a hair excludes a suspect, but I cant use it to pinpoint a particular one.
He spoke as he bent over the microscope again. What Im seeing in both samples is a moderate shaft diameter and diameter variation, medulla continuous and relatively narrow, soft texture. That means theyre both hairs from a human head. The hue, value, and intensity of the color are nearly identical. The tip of your known sample was cut with a pair of scissors; the other still has a root attached, which is soft and distorted-telling me it was yanked out. Pigment varies a bit between the two samples, although not enough for me to draw any conclusion. However, the cortex of the hair you found on the victims body is much more prominent than the hairs in the known sample.
The known sample came from a haircut three weeks before the murder, Bartholemew said. Isnt it possible that during those three weeks, the cortex got morewhat did you say again?
Prominent, Max answered. Yeah, its possible, especially if the suspect had some kind of chemical hair treatment or was excessively exposed to sunlight or wind. Theoretically, its also possible for two hairs from the same human head to just plain look different. But theres also the chance, here, that youre talking about two different heads. He looked at Bartholemew. If you asked me to get up in front of a jury, I couldnt tell them conclusively that these two hairs came from the same person.
Bartholemew felt like hed been punched in the chest. Hed been so certain that hed been on the right track here, that Trixie Stones disappearance flagged her involvement in the murder of Jason Underhill.
Hey, Max said, looking at his face. I dont admit this to many people, but microscopys not always an exact science. Even when I think I do see a match, I tell detectives to get a DNA analysis to back up what the scope says.
Mike sighed. I have a root on only one of the hairs. That rules out DNA.
It rules out nuclear DNA, Max corrected. He leaned over and took a card out of his desk. He scribbled something on the back and handed it to Bartholemew. Skips a friend of mine, at a private lab in Virginia. Make sure you say I sent you.
Bartholemew took the card. SKIPPER JOHANSSEN, he read. GENETTA LABS. MITOCHONDRIAL DNA.
By the time the storm blew in, Trixie had already lost feeling in her toes. She was nearly catatonic, lulled by the cold and the exhaust of the snow machine. At the first strike of ice against her cheek, Trixie blinked back to awareness. They were still somewhere on the river-the scenery looked no different than it had an hour ago, except that the lights in the sky had vanished, washed over by gray clouds that touched down at the line of the horizon.
Snow howled. Visibility grew even worse. Trixie began to imagine that she had fallen into one of her fathers comic book panels, one filled with Kirby crackle-the burst of white bubbles that Jack Kirby, a penciler from years ago, had invented to show an energy field. The shapes in the darkness turned into villains from her fathers art-twisted trees became the clawed arms of a witch; icicles were the bared fangs of a demon.
Willie slowed the snow machine to a crawl and then stopped it altogether. He shouted to Trixie over the roar of the wind. We have to wait this out. Itll clear up by morning.
Trixie wanted to answer him, but shed spent so long clenching her jaw shut that she couldnt pry it open wide enough for a word.
Willie moved to the back of the machine, rummaging around. He handed her a blue tarp. Tuck this under the treads, he said. We can use it to get out of the wind.
He left her to her own devices and disappeared into the whorls of snow. Trixie wanted to cry. She was so cold that she couldnt even classify it as cold anymore; she had no idea what he meant by treads, and she wanted to go home. She clutched the tarp against her parka, not moving, wishing that Willie would come back.
She saw him moving in and out of the beam cast by the snow machines headlight. He seemed to be snapping off the branches of a dead tree next to the riverbank. When he saw her still sitting on the snow machine, he walked up to her. She expected him to scream about not pulling her weight, but instead his mouth tightened and he helped her off. Get under here, he said, and he had her sit with her back to the snow machine before he wrapped it in the tarp and pulled it over her, an awning to cut the wind.
It wasnt perfect. There were three large slits in the tarp, and the snow and ice unerringly found those gashes. Willie crouched down at Trixies feet and peeled some of the bark off the birch branches hed gathered, tucking it between lengths of cottonwood and alder. He poured a little gas from the snow machine on top of the pile and ignited it with a lighter from his pocket. Only when she could feel the fire against her skin did she let herself wonder how cold it might be out here.
