The only area left unbound was where she was mounted upon him. Bending forward, she let her hair trail over his bare skin in that way she knew he loved, that made him want her more. Wherever bare skin showed, she teased him with mouth, tongue, teeth and fingers, until he was surging up against her as much as he was able, fighting to fuck her with the ful passion she was unleashing in him. Like his blood, this had a power and energy al its own. She was safe from his bite, because no matter how savage that desire became, he wouldn’t take blood from her now, nothing to drain her energy. Leaning down, she nipped his lips, even as he growled against her.

  “Bring your pussy up to my mouth. Let me taste you, eat your cream. Let me pleasure you.” She al owed that, straddling his head. A guttural sound of contented lust vibrated in her throat as he used that knowledgeable tongue, the delicate play of fangs and teeth, to work her clit, to emulate the act of fucking her, to make up for the temporary loss of his cock. “Love eating your pussy . . . making me so fucking hard . . .”

  The words of raw male want, an additional stimulation, made her tremble. She wanted to come that way, and she did, stiffening and arching up, crying out the pleasure as he kept up the fast thrust of his tongue, the worrying of her clit in the firm press of his lips, the slide of his jaw along the inside of her thighs. His voice was in her mind, ful y focused.

  Come for me . . . give me your come, let me have the taste of you on my mouth, inside of me.

  Fuck me, my lady. Fuck me now while your cunt is still quivering. Let me feel it.

  She wanted that, too. Pul ing away from his mouth, she shifted down and slammed onto his cock with force, giving herself the excruciating pleasure of his enormous thickness shoving deep into her. The nearly unbearable aftershocks mounted as she pumped him, gripping him, rising and fal ing along his length. She watched al those delicious muscles constrict against the torment she was inflicting upon him. He was exercising his ful strength against the enchantment, and that was what she wanted. She wanted it tested. She reinforced several places when she saw movement in the bindings, though the focus it required was astronomical, her body stil captured in the grip of the pleasure he’d given it.

  “Come for me, Jacob. Come for your Mistress.” He let go, her muscles milking him, giving him no choice in the matter whatsoever. He groaned out the release, cal ed out to her. Bending down, she fastened her lips over his in a desperate, needy, everything-she-felt kiss. He answered the hunger and need, everything in his response a demand to her to release him, to let him hold her.

  But she couldn’t do that. As he finished, she kept riding him until he was jerking at the sensitivity. It made her lips curve in that feline smile that exasperated him, her delight in torturing him. When she at last lifted off of him, it was with reluctance.

  Time was passing, though, the parameter Rhoswen had set.

  She didn’t clean herself. She wanted his seed inside of her, wanted his scent on her body. So she put the leggings back on, slid the strap of the pack on her shoulder, making sure the waterproof flask with the blood was placed careful y in it. Then she moved to the window, making sure the curtain was secure to protect him from the sun that had crested the horizon in early morning mel ow pinks and yel ows. Turning, she gazed at him through the sudden darkness. His eyes glowed at her.

  “Having you bound won’t make it easier, but I

  know you won’t fight and lose against your fledgling bloodlust to fol ow me, despite the sunlight. At nightfal , the enchantment wil fade, and you’l be able to move. Be here for me, Jacob. Be here for me when I come back.”

  “I wil always be here for you, my lady.” His voice was hoarse, his body stil tight, the muscles tense. It would have been a tempting display, if not for the sense of parting. “You wil do it. I know you wil . If anyone can do this, it’s you.”

  Moving back to his side, she feathered his hair from his forehead. “I love you,” she said.

  Then, steeling herself from giving him anything further, from relenting to al the things she could see fighting within him, she moved to the doorway, let herself out. She wasn’t surprised to see the herald waiting, a few discreet steps from their door. His job was to lead her to the proper portal. At least Rhoswen had given her that, though she was sure it was not a favor.

  As she fol owed him down the winding stairs, the compulsion of a knight, the savagery of a vampire, kicked in, just as she knew it would. She heard the banging, the foot rests of the heavy bed shifting, slamming down on the stone floor as he tried to get free. The animal roar of rage and frustration came on its heels, driving her to move even faster around that winding staircase, so her heart wouldn’t break for his pain.

  As she’d said, she didn’t accept that being a queen meant being lonely. However, some things a queen had to do alone. Else she wasn’t a queen at al .

  The place the herald took her wasn’t far. She rode the same gentle palfrey, but when they ducked into the forest, she noticed the mare started to act nervous. This was a dark portion of the wood, and not just because of a lack of dawn light. There was a feeling of forboding here. The tree spirits, if any were present, were watchful and stil . She saw no activity by solitary Fae, not even a scattering of the insect kind. Rhoswen had described the desert as a prison for Fae offenders, and she wondered if this was like approaching a prison in the mortal world, the surrounding area tailored to discourage the idle traveler. A warning that this was not a place to linger.

  The herald pul ed up before a pair of trees that formed an archway. Several paces into that archway, al became pitch blackness. Terror and horror emanated from it, such that the herald had to speak twice to snap her attention from it. “Hold out your hand for the entry seal.”

  When she did, he positioned the silver pestle on the top of her hand. A burning smel warned her a moment before the excruciating agony of the brand.

  The herald had tightened his grip, anticipating her withdrawal, but she steeled herself to immobility. As she held his gaze, she was mildly satisfied to see him flinch and look away. She knew Jacob had registered her pain, and did her best to send him a brief reassurance. He was staying as close as he could to her for as long as he could, and she didn’t mind that. Knowing her as he did, he was staying quiet, watchful, though the helpless rage stil simmered in him at how she’d left him bound. But it was for the best, at least until she was where she needed to be. She’d deal with the repercussions later. Actual y, she’d look forward to them, if she survived this.

  The herald released her, nodded. “Leave the horse behind. Fol ow the path ahead, no matter how dark it gets. The seal wil open the portal.” She held up the brand. “This tel s it I’m a prisoner of the desert world, doesn’t it?”

  “It’s the only way you can gain entry. It also keeps anyone from wandering in there uninvited.”

  “Once there, it’s what keeps me locked in. So how do I return?”

  He shook his head. “Her Majesty did not give me those details.”

  Of course she didn’t. But Rhoswen wanted that gemstone, so Lyssa expected that was her return passport. She wondered why the queen hadn’t sent someone for this long before, but perhaps, once again, it had to do with those rules. Just as Keldwyn had been blocked from being Catriona’s rescuer, maybe only one of family blood had any chance of finding and retrieving their father’s soul essence.

  Perhaps Rhoswen had tried before, unsuccessful y.

  She was beginning to understand what Keldwyn had said, back at Mason’s estate. Though the Fae world operated in apparent capricious chaos, there was a rhythm to it Lyssa was starting to anticipate.

  She gave the herald a courteous nod. “Your escort is appreciated.”

  He looked surprised, but after a hesitation, he responded, “Good luck, Lady Lyssa.”

  Since she was likely to die here, he probably assumed no one would ever tel the queen he’d cal ed her by the honorific. But she stil respected his reckless abandon. Giving him a tight smile, she turned and faced that darkness.

  She could see in the dark, but even this was a stretch for her mixed race abilities. As she moved into that black corridor, a cold gripped her. Deep, bone-aching, desolate cold, reminding her of the Gaoth Shee. If the desert was as scorching as deserts went, she’d be happy for the air-conditioning in a few moments. At least that was what she told herself. She steeled herself against webs brushing her face, their scuttling inhabitants passing over her hair, shoulders. Then there was a moan, a series of howls, desolate, savage.

  The welcoming committee, no doubt. She gripped the pruning knife at her hip, ridiculous as a weapon though it was. She hoped her own magic would function in a world designed for banished Fae, but it wasn’t the only resource she had. Jacob, as a trained warrior, had taken over many of her combat requirements since his vampire transition. However, she’d fought in the Territory Wars and knew how to handle a variety of weapons. She was also wel versed on hand-to-hand fighting techniques. Since most of them had been employed against vampires of similar strength, at least in her earlier days, she’d had to rely on skil , not superior strength, to win. That would stand her wel here. She hoped.

  The ground under her feet changed, became unstable. She lurched forward another step and suddenly she went from deathly blackness into startling daylight. It was like birth. A birth into Hel .

  Harsh sunlight beat down upon her. Turning around, she saw no evidence of a black tunnel through a cold forest. It was al sandy, blinding desert, at every point of the compass. So eerily flat and devoid of geographic features it had to be an enchantment. The sand burned through her thin boots, tel ing her they wouldn’t be a sufficient protection for long. This kind of sunlight was designed to peel the skin from the body. She thanked al the gods she had dissuaded Jacob from coming, even as she realized she herself might be overcome from the heat in the end.

  She couldn’t feel Jacob at al . He’d been right. The portal cut her off from his mind, from everything. It was always a disturbing feeling not to have it, when they used that connection like a sixth sense. Pushing aside that sinking feeling, she verified the pouch of Jacob’s blood had made it through. Then she reached under her tunic. She’d brought one other item besides Rhoswen’s “supplies.” She’d showed it to Jacob in her mind when they were discussing how she might find the rose bush, but she hadn’t been sure if it would make it through. She’d hoped, though, because she’d felt a strong compulsion to bring it.

  Cupping it in her hand, she held the enchanted rose that Keldwyn had given her months ago, the surviving rose from her father’s rose bush. At the time, she’d believed that his offering it to her had been motivated by sentiment. Knowing what she now did of Keldwyn, she hoped there were other r e a s o ns . Now’s not the time to become inconsistent, arrogant schemer.

  Closing her eyes, she held the rose in her hand and thought about that decaying rose bush, her father’s soul beneath it. Almost instantly, she felt a barely there but distinctive . . . pul .

  Just like a Ouija board. Her lips curled over her sharp fangs.

  Tearing away the hem of her thigh-length tunic, she removed her boots and stuffed the extra fabric down into the soles, standing on each folded boot in turn to protect her feet until she put them back on.

  Better. Removing the wide brimmed hat from the pack, she fitted it squarely on her head. Three days.

  She had three days to do this.

  Tucking the rose back beneath her tunic, she felt

  the pulse of its magic like a tiny heartbeat, confirming it could guide her from that sheltered position. Shouldering the pack, she moved forward, made it twenty steps through the deep sand, and then came to an abrupt halt.

  Despite there being nothing on any horizon a moment before, three figures had appeared, not anywhere near as far away as they should have been. She could tel they were swathed in a ragtag col ection of protective clothing. As the dry wind brought their scent, her eyes narrowed, her pulse quickening. They didn’t smel . . . alive.

  Putrefaction. As someone who’d walked the earth a thousand years, she wel knew the smel of rotting flesh. They began to move toward her more swiftly.

  She’d also seen an enemy charge before. They wouldn’t be pausing to find out her business or seek her as an al y. These were bandits, wanting to take whatever she’d brought through for their own survival.

  Reaching deep inside of her, she hoped the magic was there. It was, but there was a price to be paid. Cursing, she kicked at the hot sand, trying to get to a lower point. Even though she only saw more sand, it stil put her closer to Earth. There was Earth energy here; she could feel it. Fae magic couldn’t be spun from something unnatural, no matter how unnatural the results.

  Ripping off her boots, she plunged her feet into the hole she’d made, gritting her teeth as the sand that poured back on them burned her flesh.

  She saw the gleam of sharpened objects carried by the oncoming attackers, perhaps the Fae form of prison shivs, things taken from previous arrivals. She could also now see the source of the smel . The clothes they were wearing, the layers, had come from the skins of other victims, improperly tanned and leathered. It didn’t matter to the wearers, because she was seeing faces that had long ago peeled away into cancerous, tumescent terrain.

  Blackened lips, swol en places on the throat and around the eyes. The tips of the pointed ears pushed through lank, filthy hair, al of it framing eyes sun-poisoned mad.

  She could fight this group off, but how many more like this would she encounter? She’d only gone twenty steps before she’d been discovered. How far would she have to go to get to that rose bush?

  “Father, help me,” she muttered. Bracing herself for the attack, she reached down through her scorching feet to summon the magic to repel them.

  With berserker rage fueled by bloodlust, Jacob managed to crack several of the branches by midday. The effort left his arms bloody. He’d given his lady a large amount of blood, so it only depleted his strength further. It didn’t make sense, but at times a vampire nature was very much an animal one, particular when goaded by fury or fear. He was smarter than this, but feeling that darkness close around her, the way her mind simply winked out of existence, no longer accessible to him, was more than he could tolerate. He understood her logic, knew he couldn’t fol ow her into the sunlight, but that meant nothing. He was supposed to be with her. His gut was fair screaming it.

  Jacob had gotten his upper body free when Keldwyn arrived. He came with one of the serving girls, a wide-eyed waif who’d apparently heard his struggles and gone for help. Jacob had to wonder if he’d paid her to come to him at any signs of trouble, because he didn’t figure Keldwyn had been lounging around the castle grounds with nothing better to do.

  Plus it looked like he’d ridden hard to be there.

  At the sight of him, Keldwyn wisely pushed the girl behind him and told her to stay at the door. Moving toward the bed, he lifted his hand and the branches remaining on Jacob’s lower body loosened, fel away. As he shoved out of them, he leaped from the bed and charged for the door, not giving a damn about why Keldwyn was here.

  He hit a wal . It knocked him to the floor, made him see spots. Keldwyn completed the shield chant, lowered his hand. “If you try again, it wil stop you again. You cannot help her, Jacob. The desert world is on a different time scale from this one, anyhow. It has been a few hours here, whereas there it has been two days.”

  He took deep breaths he didn’t need, trying to steady himself. Jesus, his brain was scrambled. And his lady needed him calm. He would have thanked Keldwyn for that sharp blow the floor had delivered to his head, as bracing as a slap, but he wasn’t feeling particularly grateful. “So she essential y has more time than she realizes,” he managed in a hoarse voice. “Three days here, according to Rhoswen’s specifications, could be a week or more there.”

  “Yes, and no. You are correct about the time, but the conditions in that world . . . it is unlikely she wil survive three days, even in that world’s time.” Jacob hit the floor the same way again. The girl made a smal noise behind Keldwyn. “Send her out of here,” Jacob snarled.

  “I wil not. Once you calm down, you wil need human blood.”

  “I’m not taking it from an unwil ing host.”

  “An utterly irrational response, just like the way you’re acting now. But she is not unwil ing.” Keldwyn extended his hand. “Sel ya?”

  Sel ya was a blond-haired, blue-eyed human delicate enough to pass as Fae. Though she looked pale and a bit nervous, there was a strength to her elfin features. A firm hold to her chin told him Keldwyn was tel ing the truth.

  “It would be my honor, sir.” She bobbed a curtsy.

  “I’m not a sir,” Jacob grumbled, but he slid to his backside, bracing himself against the bed. Pul ing his knees up, he used them to hold his elbows as he rubbed his face. Having enough blood would help him think through this, figure it out. He took another deep breath, met her gaze.

  “I’m hungry and not entirely stable, Sel ya. I need to ask the impossible. I need you not to be afraid. You can’t let me smel your fear, you understand?”

  “I can entrance her, so she has no fear,” Keldwyn noted. However, Sel ya surprised Jacob by meeting Keldwyn’s lifted hand with her own. Putting her smal palm against his larger one, she blocked the entrancement magic before it happened.

  “If it’s al the same to you, my lord,” she said, “I think I can do what he says without that.”

  “You’ve fed a vampire before.” Jacob recognized it when her gaze turned back to him.

  She nodded. “A few years ago, he helped me get away from a . . . bad situation in my world. He doesn’t know this is where I ended up, because he had a sorcerer help me, and that was one of the sorcerer’s and Lady Rhoswen’s conditions, that he not know where I was, just that I was safe, and happy. But while I was staying with Lord Mason, I fed him once or twice.”