Fetch me a mate shifter.., p.10
Fetch Me A Mate (Shifter Mates of Hollow Oak Book 1),
p.10
"Hello, brother," said his replacement. The wolf who'd taken his place when he'd walked away from pack leadership. The constant reminder of every choice he'd regretted for three years.
"Danarius."
"Miss us?" Danarius's voice carried the easy confidence of someone who'd never doubted his place in the hierarchy. "You certainly missed our appointment."
"I was busy."
"So we noticed. Charming little gathering. We watched from across the square." Danarius's eyes flicked toward Diana standing behind Rowan. "Your human looked very... domestic. Very settled."
The possessive emphasis on 'your' made Rowan's wolf snarl. "She's not part of this."
"Isn't she?" Kael stepped closer, invasion of personal space meant to trigger submission responses. "Seemed pretty important to you from where we stood."
"Leave her out of it."
"That's not how this works," Danarius said. "You know better. Pack business doesn't have boundaries. Neither do consequences."
Diana's voice came from behind him, steady despite the obvious tension. "Rowan? What's going on? Who are these people?"
This was the moment. The choice he'd been dreading since the first text message. He could tell her the truth, drag her into pack politics and supernatural dangers she couldn't possibly understand. Or he could push her away hard enough that she'd stay inside, stay safe, stay out of reach when this turned ugly.
Rowan looked at the woman who'd given him a glimpse of what home could look like, and chose the cruelest mercy he knew.
"Go inside, Diana." His voice came out flat, cold, empty of everything he'd been feeling moments ago. "This doesn't concern you."
"But—"
"Go. Inside." He turned to see her fully, letting all his careful distance slam back into place. "These are business associates. Nothing you need to worry about."
The hurt that flickered across her face nearly broke his resolve. But she was too smart not to read the subtext, too empathic not to pick up on the danger radiating from his unexpected visitors.
"Fine." Her voice was steady, dignified. "I'll be inside if you need anything."
She retreated into the inn, closing the door firmly behind her. The sound of the deadbolt sliding home was quieter this time, but no less final.
"Smart woman," Danarius observed. "Knows when she's not wanted."
Rowan's hands tightened into fists. "What do you want?"
"Same thing we've always wanted. For you to come back and clean up the chaos you left behind."
"I'm not coming back."
"Yes," Danarius said, his smile cold as winter morning, "you are."
21
DIANA
Anger made Diana's hands shake as she drafted the winter events schedule. The inn would be booked solid through New Year's if she had anything to say about it. Weekly story circles, holiday workshops, seasonal celebrations that would keep the parlor fires burning and the guest rooms full. Fall was already among them, so it was time to think ahead.
She refused to let this morning's humiliation derail everything she'd built.
"Knock, knock," Twyla called from the front door, carrying a basket that smelled of cinnamon and chocolate. "Brought reinforcements."
"If those are your stress-relief muffins, I'll take a dozen."
"Chocolate chip therapy specials." Twyla set the basket on the reception desk and studied Diana's face. "Heard there was some excitement this morning. Early visitors."
"Something like that." Diana kept writing, her pen moving across the paper with mechanical precision. "Nothing I couldn't handle."
"Right. That's why you look like you've been chewing nails."
Diana set down her pen and looked up. "How much do you know?"
"Enough to know those weren't ordinary business associates." Twyla settled into the chair across from the desk. "Enough to know Rowan's got history he hasn't shared with you."
"Apparently he's got lots of things he hasn't shared." Diana picked up a muffin and broke it apart without eating. Diana thought about the way Rowan had looked at her last night, the plans they'd made, the promises he'd given. Then she thought about his cold voice this morning, the way he'd dismissed her like she was nothing more than an inconvenience.
She wanted to question Twyla, for her to tell her what she knew, but the other part of her wanted it to come from Rowan.
Then, the front door chimed again. Miriam entered with her knitting bag and a determined expression.
"Afternoon, ladies. I brought tea and my favorite fountain pen." She set both on the desk beside Diana's papers. "Figured you might need proper tools for whatever you're planning."
Diana gestured at her schedule. "Holiday celebration the second week of December. New Year's Eve party with champagne and dancing. Winter solstice storytelling circle. Valentine's weekend romance package."
"Ambitious." Miriam uncapped the fountain pen and handed it to Diana. "What about staff?"
"I'll hire locals. People who want this place to succeed."
"People who won't disappear without explanation," Twyla added pointedly.
"Exactly."
Miriam pulled out her knitting and settled into the parlor chair. "Mind if I ask what happened this morning? Whole square's buzzing with gossip about strange men and raised voices."
Diana's pen paused over the paper. "Rowan had visitors. They wanted to discuss his future plans."
"And those plans don't include Hollow Oak?"
"From the way it sounded, no.”
"And you believed him?"
The question caught Diana off guard. "Why wouldn't I?"
"Because last night he looked at you like you hung the moon," Twyla said. "Because he's spent weeks working on this place like he planned to live here forever. Because men don't usually invest that much time and care in temporary situations."
"People change their minds."
"Do they? Or do they get pressured into saying things they don't mean?"
Diana set down the pen and looked at both women. "What are you implying?"
"I'm implying," Miriam said gently, "that pack politics are complicated. That sometimes wolves have to choose between what they want and what keeps the people they care about safe."
"Pack politics?"
"Those men this morning weren't business associates," Twyla said. "They were shifters. Dominant ones. The kind who don't take no for an answer."
Diana felt pieces clicking into place. Rowan's recent tension, his excessive security preparations, his reluctance to make concrete plans for the future.
"He was protecting me."
"Maybe. Or maybe he was protecting himself. Either way, the result's the same." Miriam's needles clicked steadily. "Question is what you plan to do about it."
"What can I do? If he wants to leave, I can't force him to stay."
"No, but you can make sure he knows he has a choice." Twyla reached for a muffin. "That he has a place here if he wants it."
Diana looked at her carefully planned schedule, at the future she was determined to build with or without Rowan's help. But underneath the anger and hurt, something else stirred. Concern for a man who might be trapped by circumstances she didn't understand.
"He could be in danger, couldn't he?"
"Possibly," Miriam said quietly. "Depends on what he's running from and whether it's caught up to him."
"Then I should—"
"Should what? Chase after him? Demand explanations?" Twyla shook her head. "Wolves need to handle their own business, Diana. But they also need to know they're not alone."
Diana picked up Miriam's fountain pen, testing its weight. The ink flowed smoothly across paper, dark blue and permanent.
"What would you write?" she asked.
"Something simple," Miriam suggested. "Something true."
Diana thought for a moment, then began writing on a fresh piece of paper:
Rowan - This is your place too, if you want it. Whatever's happening, you don't have to face it alone. - Diana
She folded the note carefully and tucked it into an envelope.
"Where will you leave it?" Twyla asked.
"His truck. If he's planning on leaving town, he'll find it when he loads his tools."
"And if he's not really leaving?"
"Then maybe he'll understand that some offers don't have expiration dates."
Diana sealed the envelope and wrote his name across the front. Her handwriting looked steadier now, more determined.
"I need to ask you both something," she said. "If Rowan's in the kind of crap that brings dangerous people to my doorstep, am I putting the inn at risk by getting involved?"
Miriam and Twyla exchanged a look.
"Possibly," Miriam said finally. "But you're already involved, dear. The question is whether you're willing to fight for what you want or let fear make your choices for you."
"I didn't come to Hollow Oak to play it safe."
"No, you didn't." Twyla smiled. "You came here to build something worth keeping. That includes the people who matter to you."
Diana looked at the envelope in her hands, at the simple message that said everything and nothing. This morning she'd been humiliated, dismissed, treated like she didn't matter. But underneath Rowan's cold words, she'd sensed something else. Desperation. Fear. The kind of protective instinct that made people push away the things they cared about most.
"He matters," she said quietly.
"Then make sure he knows it," Miriam said. "Before it's too late to tell him."
As afternoon faded to evening, Diana walked out to the square where Rowan's truck sat parked beside the inn. She slipped the envelope under his windshield wiper, pressing it flat against the glass.
The anger was still there, simmering beneath the surface. But it was tempered now by understanding and something deeper. Love, maybe. Or at least the recognition that some people were worth fighting for, even when they couldn't fight for themselves.
Back inside the inn, she returned to her planning. If Rowan chose to stay, she'd have work ready for him. If he chose to leave, she'd have built something strong enough to survive without him.
Either way, she'd belong here by choosing to. Just like she'd promised herself she would.
22
ROWAN
The north shore of Moonmirror Lake stretched out like black glass under the afternoon sun. Rowan arrived first, positioning himself with his back to the water and clear sight lines to the tree line. Old habits. When you'd spent years as an alpha, you never stopped thinking tactically.
They emerged from the woods like shadows given form. Kael, Max, and Danarius, moving with the predatory confidence of wolves who'd never learned to doubt their place in the world's hierarchy.
"Punctual as always," Danarius said, his voice carrying across the water. "I was beginning to worry you'd developed bad habits."
"Cut the crap. What do you want?"
"Same thing we've wanted for three years." Danarius stopped just outside striking distance, a careful calculation. "For you to come back home and fix what you broke."
"I didn't break anything."
"Didn't you?" Kael stepped to Danarius's left, flanking maneuver disguised as casual positioning. "Walk me through it again, brother. The night you decided pack law didn't apply to you."
Rowan's wolf stirred beneath his skin, memories rising like bile. "That's ancient history."
"Not to Sarah's family. Not to the pack that trusted you to make the hard choices."
Hearing her name hit him hard. Sarah Trident, nineteen years old, eyes bright with rebellion and a smile that could light up rooms. Sarah, who'd fallen in love with a human boy and thought love could conquer pack law.
"She broke the rules," Rowan said quietly. "Not me."
"You were alpha." Max spoke for the first time, his voice a low rumble of violence. "Your job was to enforce those rules. Instead, you helped her run."
"She was pregnant."
"With a human's child." Danarius's tone carried the weight of absolute judgment. "An abomination that would have weakened our bloodline for generations."
"She was nineteen and terrified. I wasn't going to let you hunt her down like an animal."
"So you let her escape. Helped her disappear into the human world with our pack secrets and a belly full of mixed blood." Kael's smile was sharp as broken glass. "Very noble. Very stupid."
Rowan remembered that night three years ago. Sarah's desperate phone call, the way she'd begged him not to let them take her baby. The choice between pack law and basic humanity.
He'd made his choice. Helped her reach the safe house network, given her enough money to disappear completely. By morning, the pack council had voted him out and Danarius in.
"She's safe," he said. "That's all that matters."
"Is she?" Danarius grabbed his phone, scrolling through messages with theatrical casualness. "Because I've got some interesting updates on our runaway. Seems she's been living in Portland. Had her little mongrel child. Even got married to her human."
Rowan's wolf pressed against his ribs, reading the threat in Danarius's tone.
"You leave her alone."
"That depends entirely on you." Danarius pocketed the phone. "Come home, Rowan. You can take over the position as beta. Help us handle the... complications... that arose from your previous choices."
"What complications?"
"The human boy she ran with? Turns out he's been talking. Told his family about the monsters his girlfriend was running from. Some very specific details about pack structure, territorial boundaries, transformation cycles." Max cracked his knuckles, the sound echoing across the water. "Loose lips sink ships, as they say."
"You're talking about exposure."
"I'm talking about a human who knows too much and thinks he can use that knowledge for leverage." Danarius began walking along the shoreline, forcing Rowan to turn to keep him in sight. "He wants money. Protection. Guarantees that we won't come after his precious family."
"So give him what he wants."
"We did. For a while. But his demands keep escalating. Now he's threatening to go public with everything he knows about our kind." Danarius stopped, fixing Rowan with pale eyes that reflected no mercy. "The Council wants him handled. Permanently."
Rowan's wolf snarled fiercely, recognizing the trap closing around them.
"You want me to kill him."
"I want you to clean up the ridiculous mess you made. The boy dies, Sarah and the child disappear for good, and we can all pretend this unfortunate chapter never happened."
"And if I refuse?"
"Then we handle it ourselves. But first, we eliminate any other potential complications." Danarius's gaze drifted toward the town beyond the trees. "That pretty little innkeeper, for instance. Seems to know an awful lot about your daily routine. Where you work, where you live, who you care about."
"She doesn't know anything about pack business."
"Doesn't she? Because from where I stood this morning, it looked like she knows you very well indeed. Intimately, one might say."
Kael laughed, the sound cold as winter wind. "Got yourself a human girlfriend, Rowan? How deliciously ironic."
"Leave Diana out of this."
"Can't do that. See, we've learned not to trust your judgment when it comes to humans and their safety." Max stepped closer. "Last time you tried to protect a human, it created the situation we're dealing with now."
"Diana's not Sarah."
"No," Danarius agreed. "She's worse. She's a weakness you can't afford. A vulnerability we can exploit every time you step out of line."
The threat was clear. Crystal clear. Come back to the pack, help them murder an innocent man and the mother of his child, or watch Diana become a target in their war.
"How long do I have to decide?"
"Long enough to say your goodbyes, tie up loose ends." Danarius began walking back toward the tree line. "When we call, meet us at the old border stone. Come alone, come willingly, or we start making good on our promises."
"And if I run? Take Diana and disappear?"
"Then we hunt you both. And we make sure everyone in that cozy little town understands exactly what kind of monster they've been harboring." Kael's smile widened.
They melted back into the woods as silently as they'd come, leaving Rowan alone by the dark water. His reflection stared back at him, distorted by ripples that turned his face into something monstrous.
He knew it wouldn’t be long before he got the call. For him to choose between his past and his future, between the woman he loved and the innocent people his choices had put in danger.
His wolf howled inside his chest, claws scraping against ribs as it demanded blood, demanded protection for their mate, demanded an end to the threats that circled her like vultures. But what could he offer her? A life on the run? The constant fear of pack retaliation? The knowledge that loving him had painted a target on her back?
Or he could go back. Resume his place in the hierarchy, help them silence the witnesses to Sarah's escape, pretend Diana had been nothing more than a pleasant distraction. Keep her safe by removing himself from her life completely.
The choice should have been simple. One life against many. His happiness against Diana's safety.
It wasn't simple at all.
Rowan stripped off his clothes and let the shift take him, bones cracking and reshaping, human thoughts dissolving into wolf instinct. He ran into the deep woods, pushing his transformed body until muscles screamed and lungs burned, trying to outrun the impossible choice that waited for him.
But no matter how far or fast he ran, the truth followed: there was no good choice here. Only degrees of disaster, only ways of losing everything that mattered.
His wolf wanted to run back to the inn, to Diana's warm embrace and the future they'd planned together. Wanted to fight for what was his, consequences be damned.
The man knew better. The man understood that sometimes loving someone meant walking away, even when every instinct screamed against it.
