I flinch when he slaps the steering wheel with such force that it must cause him pain.

  “You’re really blank this time, aren’t you?” he asks, disgust lacing his expression. “That fucker made you forget everything.”

  I try to ignore the insulting tone in his voice.

  “The black-haired girl,” I say. “Her name is Malia?”

  He rolls his eyes when he nods. “That’s right.”

  “So, she’s okay?” I press.

  He arches his eyebrows in surprise. “Yes, of course she is. Why wouldn’t she?”

  I sigh with relief. A smile tugs at the corner of my mouth, the first in a while. That’s one less thing to worry about. Despite everything else, she is okay. And her name is Malia.

  “Malia,” I whisper. “Malia.”

  “Oh, not that again,” Christopher complains, starting the car with a sudden jolt that pushes me back into the seat.

  “Sorry.”

  I mouth the name silently, turning away so he won’t see my lips moving. As I see the town pass by through my window, I realize that I don’t even know where I am, where I’ve spent the past few days.

  “Where are we?” I ask. “What town is this?”

  He can’t suppress another sigh at my question, revealing that I should very well know where I am.

  “Newport, Rhode Island,” he says.

  “That is not my hometown,” I say, following an odd moment of clarity.

  “Correct,” he says. “You’re from Barrington, Massachusetts.”

  “Is that where we’re going?” I ask.

  He presses his lips together, refusing to look at me. “No.”

  “Where are we going? The police station?”

  Again, he doesn’t respond right away, letting a few moments of tense silence pass before he deigns me with a rather cryptic response.

  “We’re going somewhere where we can be alone,” he says, casting me a look from the side. “Just you and me, Liliane. Like it was always meant to be.”

  Chapter 34

  J

  “You were right. He’s not taking her to the station.”

  Carlos’s eyes are fixated on the tablet in his lap, watching a green dot moving along the street at a good distance before us.

  That dot represents Petal, and our distance to her is just as far as I’m comfortable with, far enough so Christopher won’t notice that he’s being followed, but close enough to ensure her safety.

  “Didn’t call the station either, nor her father,” Carlos adds, as he checks on Christopher’s phone activity on another screen. “You’d think that’s the first thing they’d do, right.”

  I nod. “I don’t think Christopher plans on reuniting Robert with his daughter any time soon.”

  Carlos throws a look back to me, his eyebrows arched in question. “What do you think his plan is?”

  I sigh, shifting on the backseat as my gaze wanders out to the window.

  “I don’t know,” I respond truthfully. “If he plans on hiding her somewhere, he’ll have to go into hiding himself.”

  “And you think he already has a place in mind?”

  “If he is who I think he is, yes,” I say. “He’ll take her to the same place as the others. But after that...”

  I break off, shaking my head, while Carlos turns his focus back to the tablet in his lap.

  I don’t think Christopher is going to kill her. Not like he did with the others. Petal is special to him.

  I can relate to the bastard in that regard. He doesn’t want anything other than I do. He wants to have her all to himself, he wants to own her.

  The only difference is, she doesn’t want to be with him. She never has. His unwelcome advances were the reason their friendship fell apart. She thought she had a friend in him, he thought she was meant to be his girlfriend, insisting that the whole town agreed. And her father. He may have been right about that part, but what does it matter?

  He never considered her wishes. No one did.

  And that includes me.

  I pushed her away, denying her something she wanted, just like they did. And telling myself that I did it for the right reason doesn’t make it any better.

  I thought my own pain was proof enough to tell that I was indeed doing the right thing. I sacrificed, I suffered for her. I lived in anguish so she could have the life she wanted.

  When she came back to town a few months ago, failure casting a black shadow over her as she tried to finally put her own dreams to rest and live the life her father always forced on her, I was no longer able to silence my own yearning. I never asked her to come, but I did show up at her flower shop, hoping for two things, none of which were present.

  I hoped the magic had gone. I hoped that four years of not seeing her would finally bring some sense into me.

  And I hoped to see her happy. I hoped to see her smiling, emitting the confidence of knowing that she chose exactly what she wanted for herself.

  Neither of the two were true when I saw her that day. That’s why I stepped inside. That’s why I showed myself to her, knowing that she’d come to me.

  I didn’t expect her to come with a demand this strong. I didn’t expect nor want to erase her memory to the extent she asked me to.

  But I was intrigued right away. Some people call me a freak, a lunatic, a psychopath even—and they’re not entirely wrong.

  I have a taste for the twisted, as does she. And this time, I didn’t deny either of us to act on that desire. I took her by the hand, leading the way as she dived into the darkness.

  I didn’t know where it would lead us, but I certainly didn’t expect to end up here, in a police car, chasing the man whose experience of being rejected by Petal has turned him into a killer.

  I can’t say the latter for sure, but the suspicion has been there for a while. When I talked to him at the police station for the first time, asking about possible relations between her disappearance and the legendary Bridgewater murderer, I could see his mind working, but not in the way one would expect. He rejected the idea, but formed another as he saw me in front of him.

  It was just a bad feeling back then, not enough to alarm my connections at the station. A man like me, with wealth and a name to himself, never has to worry about a lack of insight into things regular civilians are not supposed to see. I have good friends at the station, most of them older, more experienced and more influential than young Christopher.

  He’s known as a good guy, trustworthy, loyal and hardworking. When Petal rejected him and took off to California, Christopher and her father weren’t the only ones to mourn that decision.

  He’s so good for her, they said.

  How could she do this to him, they said.

  His popularity, the nice smile, the hurt boy look—all of it helped to fool them. They trusted him. No one saw it coming.

  No one ever had a closer look at him, until I asked them to. Until I asked them to check the autopsy report of the latest victim. Until I told them to check on the other victims as well, trying to find anything that might have been unusual.

  They did. And while what they found is not enough evidence to accuse him of the crimes committed, they certainly shed a different light on Christopher.

  The autopsy report of the latest victim had been tampered with. There was no mentioning of sedative in the original report, but that copy had been overwritten, using Christopher’s login data. He added that information in an apparent attempt to frame me for the murder. I don’t know if he already suspected Petal to be with me at the time he started his little intrigue, but boy must he have been elated when Malia showed up at the station to tell them where they could find her.

  I was already in contact with Carlos and his colleagues then, and I told them to play along, to let Christopher be the hero who rescued Petal from my grip. They knew about the legal contract I had with her and had no reason to suspect me of foul play, especially because Malia backed my story, albeit not with the right intention.

  I wanted to see what would happen. I wanted to see if Christopher would actually be stupid enough to take the bait and take Petal all to himself. Yes, I used her as bait, trusting in the fact that he wouldn’t hurt her, at least not right away. If he really is the Bridgewater murderer, he has killed before and would probably lack the inhibition to do it with her, too.

  But so far, that is nothing but a theory. He may just have tampered with the autopsy report to frame me, not caring whether they’d arrest the wrong man while the actual Bridgewater murderer was still out there—continuing with his sick deeds while enjoying his greatest catch yet.

  Petal.

  If he plans to take her into hiding, he’ll bring her to the same place as the others, I’m sure. And the fact that the green dot on Carlos’ tablet has passed the police station and is now leaving the town area, speaks for my theory.

  He took the bait.

  Now we’ll just have to wait and see what he does with it. With her.

  Chapter 35

  Petal

  “Just you and me, Liliane. Like it was always meant to be.”

  My blood freezes at his words. I tense up, suddenly feeling very lost and very helpless.

  Did I just go from smoke to smother?

  “What do you mean by that?” I probe, my heart racing with fear.

  A smirk spreads across his face.

  “Don’t worry, Liliane, I’ll treat you well. Better than he did, for sure,” he says. “Your friend, Malia, told me about the things he did to you. I promise you, you’ll never have to live through any of that with me.”

  He takes a deep breath, his features softening while he turns to me in an oddly robotic motion.

  “I love you, Liliane. I have loved you for years. I’d never let anything happen to you,” he adds. “And I can promise you that he will pay for what he did. You no longer have to worry about him.”

  “Why won’t you tell me where we’re going?” I ask, ignoring his eerie declaration of love. “Why won’t you answer my question?”

  He lets out a heavy sigh, slowly shaking his head.

  “You’ll see, we’re almost there.”

  “Where?” I probe, my eyes scanning the landscape outside as we keep driving. It’s almost completely dark around us now. No buildings, no people, no lights and no traffic. We’re driving out to the middle of nowhere.

  My pulse speeds up, fueled by rising panic as I try to think of something that could declare my darkest thoughts and assumptions null and void.

  I may not remember knowing this man, but he’s a policeman. He can be trusted. Right?

  “Why are we not going to the police station?” I keep asking. “Where are we?”

  He doesn’t respond this time, but just keeps driving, moving us further and further away from a place I could feel safe at.

  “Christopher!” I urge. “Please talk to me; you’re scaring me!”

  He hushes me, moving his right hand over to my side. I flinch when he pats my upper thigh in a calming, yet possessive, manner. His touch makes me recoil, and I feel like I’m being choked in the worst way. I try to move away from him, but he only tightens his grip, his bony fingers digging into my flesh through the jeans Jayson made me put on just moments before this man showed up.

  My breathing turns erratic, almost impossible to control, but I try my best at it anyway. I need to remain calm, focused, alert. It’s my only chance.

  My hand moves up to my neck, tracing the outline of the metal collar that’s still closed around it.

  “What’s that?” he barks from the side. “Did he fucking chain you with that?”

  This time, I’m the one denying a response.

  “Like a fucking dog he treats you,” Christopher adds. “Sick. We’ll get that off right when we get to the house.”

  The house. His house? Another mansion for me to be locked up in?

  “We won’t be able to,” I utter, my eyes locked on the road ahead. “It has a lock. You’ll need the key.”

  He lets out an angry growl while slowing down the car, turning right on to a barely visible path that seemingly leads to nowhere. It’s so dark out here that I don’t notice the little hut until he parks right in front of it. There’s no front light, no gate, nothing that suggests anyone has been here recently.

  He jumps out of the car, hurrying to the other side while I try to work the door. I don’t get it to open, forced to wait for him to open it for me from the outside.

  “Come,” he says, offering me his hand in a seemingly sweet gesture to help me get out of the car.

  I oblige, moving slowly as I follow him, my eyes scouring our surroundings. But there’s simply nothing to see. Nothing but darkness.

  “Why are we here?” I ask, my lips trembling. “Why are you scaring me like this?”

  “Oh sweety, no need to fear,” he says, trying to wrap his arm around me. “We won’t stay here long, just for a while, get some rest, get reacquainted—and then we’ll move on.”

  “To where?”

  He sighs, and even in the dark, I can see how he rolls his eyes at me.

  “Enough with the questions, Liliane. Just... come.”

  I try to evade his touch, but he’s faster and stronger than me, closing his hand around my upper arm before I manage to get out of his reach.

  “No!” I shriek, astonished at the volume of my own voice as it travels across the empty valley.

  I try to fight him, twisting and turning, my feet raking through the muddy ground when he drags me with him, the grip on my arm so tight that I’m sure it’ll leave bruises.

  “Okay, I’ve had enough of this!” he bellows, reaching at the side of his belt with the other hand.

  My horrified gaze is met with the barrel of a gun at the same time Christopher’s face gets lit up by a source coming from behind my back.

  His eyes widen with dreadful realization as he catches sight of the car that rolls up behind me. I can hear the tires moving through the mud before I can see it, blinded by its headlights as I turn around over my shoulder.

  Terror and relief blend in a dizzying solution, making me feel sick to my stomach, while car doors are being slammed, deep voices thundering through the darkness while I sink down to my knees right as his grip around my upper arm is loosened.

  A shot is fired, drowning out every other sound, every voice that cries out through the night. But I don’t know where the bullet travels.

  All I see is him.

  Jayson catches me before I hit the ground, wrapping his strong arms around me with fierce protection as he gathers me up, shielding me with his own body while keeping me safe. The turmoil that his appearance caused is ferocious but short-lived, only lasting a few seconds until silence cloaks us like a protective blanket.

  I can hear voices in the background, no more yelling, but uttering hurried words as people move around us. It’s nothing but white noise, bustle on the sidelines while we retreat inside a glass dome, right in the middle of it all, but still alone with each other.

  Jayson’s face is right above mine, a warm smile adorning his handsome face as he wipes away a strand of hair that’s sticking to my face.

  “How...,” I utter. “How did you find me?”

  The smile on his face widens as he lets out a little chuckle. He reaches down to my neck, hooking his finger through the little ring on my collar.

  “Ever heard of GPS?” he whispers.

  My hand reaches up to his, following the outline of the metal around my neck. “This?”

  He nods, leaning down to plant a kiss on my forehead.

  “I told you it was a very special gift.”

  Epilogue 1

  J

  Petal was thirteen years old when she let me stare into her abyss.

  I never asked for it, nor did I force it on her.

  But I knew I could help her.

  I knew I had to help her as soon as I heard her story. Even at such a young age, she’d gained notoriety for something so cruel that it’s unimaginable for most people, which is exactly why the chatter that surrounded her was so attractive to them.

  Everyone knew her as the girl who killed her mother.

  It didn’t matter whether it was true. It didn’t matter if it was a twist, added to make a horrible situation even more terrible for those involved.

  All that mattered was that she believed it herself.

  And how could they forget if she couldn’t?

  It was the first and last time I ever gave credit to Robert, her father. Because he was the only one who didn’t tell the story the way everyone else did. He didn’t think his daughter had killed his wife. He knew that it was an accident, something that happened due to a series of dark incidents, and his daughter was just a small speck in all of it.

  His wife was unfaithful, and she had been for years. Petal knew about it, but her father didn’t.

  It was the very first thing she said when she sat down before me. I had nothing but rumors going for me back then. I was a young college student who had just moved to the area. But I already knew about my gift, because I had used it before, albeit never with this kind of precision. My psychology professor was the one who first noticed, and if he hadn’t spread the word about his observations with me, who knows if things would have ever developed the way they did.

  Robert brought her to me, reluctant, but hopeful. We knew there was a risk, but to him, nothing could be worse than the state his daughter had been in ever since her mother’s death. She wasn’t simply depressed. She was barely alive. There was no room for her to mourn her mother’s death because she was tortured with guilt, numbing everything she was.

  “Make her forget that night,” he pleaded. “Give me my daughter back.”

  He meant it that day. All he wanted was for her to heal.

  And I made that happen.

  I sat down with Petal, alone, relying only on my gift for hypnosis in lieu of sedative drugs that would later enable me to control a person’s mind to a better degree. She looked so small, so fragile—and so broken by pain that I could feel it stabbing against my own heart just by looking at her.