“Abaddon?” I laughed weakly. “No offense, but you do know Abaddon hates me.”

  “No. Abaddon hates me. That doesn’t mean you can’t bargain with him.”

  “I think he’s already struck a deal with Ross.”

  “He’s a demon. Make him a better one.”

  “Even if he wants me to hand you over?”

  “If that is what it takes, then so be it.”

  I stared at him while I thought. The last thing I wanted to do was hand Avriel over to Abaddon again. I had enough guilt on my conscience from the first time I’d done it. “I can’t. We’ll find another way.”

  “Landon,” Avriel said. “I am here for a reason. Abaddon is here for a reason. Can you be sure of what that reason is?”

  I couldn’t be sure of anything.

  “I’m not making any promises,” I said. “If we can’t sense him, how do we find him?”

  “I have an idea where he may be. The place is always the same, but the landscape has been remade since you arrived. Before, I called it the Grave. I could always find the demon there, kneeling before a headstone. We would talk then, before we would fight. He would tell me of his lost love.”

  He smirked at my surprise.

  “Abaddon was a human before Lucifer changed him. I didn’t know that either until we were trapped together. He killed his wife, and in time came to regret the decision.”

  “But he still delighted in torturing you.” My mind flashed back to the image of him up on the cross, and the screams of agony that followed my betrayal. Next, I thought of Charis. I was kidding myself to think that I wouldn’t hand him over without hesitation if it was the only way to get her back.

  “He was always a killer, and I’m not his wife.”

  “Right. So, where was the Grave?”

  “It was on an island. I would fly across, and he would be there.”

  “That isn’t very helpful,” I said. “We’re on an island right now.”

  Avriel shrugged. “I’m sorry, but that was how I knew it. It wasn’t a large island, and it was home to only the single headstone. It rested right in the center, a block of white marble carved in the visage of a weeping angel.”

  A statue of a woman alone in the center of an island? “You’re telling me he’s waiting at the Statue of Liberty?”

  Avriel shrugged again. “I don’t know that place.”

  I did, too well. It was where I had learned the truth about what I had agreed to do. Everything was coming full circle, and I didn’t like it.

  “Okay. We need to get to Liberty Island. Where are we right now?”

  The shifting walls had gotten me turned around. I had a sense of where we were in space, but not geography. As much as this place looked and felt like Manhattan, there was no way to be sure that it would stay that way.

  “The Chambers Street station should be right up ahead,” Clara said.

  “Perfect.”

  I started running. Clara and Avriel had no trouble keeping pace, and we covered the distance in no time. We reached Chambers Street within a few minutes. The station was deserted, the same as the rest of the city.

  “Which way to Charis?” I asked.

  Clara pointed north. “That way.”

  The Statue was south. I hated to move further from Charis, but there was no choice. “Okay, let’s go.”

  If I remembered right, it was about a mile from the World Trade complex to the Battery Park ferry, and the Chambers Street subway had only dropped us off a couple of blocks from where the Freedom Tower was rising into a sky painted with purple and black clouds, crackling with blue energy.

  “Ross isn’t going to like us not moving towards him,” I said as we started running down Church Street.

  “No, he isn’t,” Avriel said, pointing towards the sky. A single figure, slender and pale floated in contrast against the clouds.

  “An angel?” I asked. I knew it couldn’t be so.

  The figure swooped down, landing on the roof of the building ahead. Trinity Church.

  My eyes followed, and when they reached ground level I drew back. The once empty city had found its populace. People, cars, dogs, and even pigeons now moved through the streets in a smooth flow, headed from one place to another. There were horns honking, voices on cell phones, laughter and shouting. I tried to find the angel again in the sudden rush.

  She was gone.

  “What’s happening?” I asked.

  “Just as gathering his power makes us stronger, it also binds us closer together. As we know him better, he knows us better. He’s using your memories,” Clara said. “Or mother’s.”

  I saw it now. Standing in front of a small storefront was a large man in a white apron, a smile on his face as he waited for patrons to enter his butcher shop. I’d seen that man plenty of times before, walking from the apartment in Harlem to the park where I would play. He was out of place here.

  “Stay alert, Landon,” Avriel said. “He’s doing this to distract you.”

  I knew it, but still found it distracting. I blinked a couple of times and starting moving again. The traffic didn’t break around us like it did in the real world. It made travel slow.

  She was waiting for us outside of the church. Now that she was close, I could see what Ross had done.

  “Landon.” Josette opened her arms wide to me, her round face filled with a cheshire grin.

  She was everything that was good in the world, my symbol of the best of both human and Divine. He was using her likeness to get to me, and he was succeeding.

  “Not her,” I said, feeling my fury building. “Anyone else, but not her.”

  The attack came from behind us, a flash of cloth and a glint of iron. She was the bait, not the ambush. I was barely able to turn and get my arm up in time, and I cried out in pain as the sword dug down to the bone.

  He wrenched it out and stepped back, leaving us standing face to face. I knew the attacker. Charis’ lover, Joseph. He drew back the blade and readied himself while blood ran down my arm and dripped on the pavement.

  “A poor excuse for a replacement in her bed,” he said, spitting at my feet. “You don’t deserve her.”

  Behind me, I heard the sound of steel against steel.

  “Avriel the Just,” Josette said, laughing. “Just what?”

  Even if I could have looked, I didn’t want to. Josette deserved to be remembered in the way she lived and died; with dignity and grace.

  “I don’t have time for this,” I said. I could feel the blood pumping through me, my anger at full-tilt. The crowd was a distraction. Josette was a distraction. Joseph was a distraction.

  I was angry, but not stupid.

  I pulled the gun from my waist. I didn’t shoot it. I didn’t need to. I threw myself towards Joseph, holding the pistol against my palm to use it as a shield. He smiled and quick stepped towards me, bringing his body perpendicular and his blade through with an amazing grace.

  Ross was using Charis’ memories, but I had them, too. I knew the move was coming and I ducked under it with only centimeters to spare. In one smooth motion I turned and tossed the revolver into the air, and then launched it forward. Not at Joseph, at Clara.

  Until the last moment it looked like it would hit her, but I wasn’t aiming for her. When that last moment came, a streak of mottled brown fur wrapped Clara up in a pair of massive paws, and bent its legs to spring away. One moment wasn’t enough time, and the iron smashed into its head at mach four, the force of the crack echoing like a massive thunderclap, and the head snapping with such force that the neck was severed from the spine. The fake Ulnyx dropped Clara while I focused, pulling the gun back to me, using it like Mjolnir and flinging it towards Joseph. He tried to sneak in on me again, but he couldn’t. I knew everything he would do because Charis had spent hours training with him. The gun broke his sword hand to pieces.

  I could still hear Avriel squaring off against Josette, their blades skittering and cracking against one another. I still didn’t want to look, and I knew she was the one false face that I couldn’t bring myself to harm. “Avriel, end it,” I said. I used my power to break her blade apart. I felt sick when I heard his weapon sink into her.

  “Are you okay?” I asked Clara. She was looking down on the Great Were. It was clear she had aged again, her baby fat receded and her dangerously delicate beauty rising to the surface. I could see parts of me in her eyes and face, but her appearance was more Charis.

  “We need to move faster,” she said.

  We couldn’t move faster through these crowds. Wasn’t that the point? I returned the gun to my pants and wrapped my good arm around Clara’s waist. I had been able to use Ross’ power to fly in Purgatory. What was keeping me from doing the same here?

  “Dad, don’t. You’re going to weaken yourself.”

  “I have to.” I pulled in the power, focusing on bending this universe to my will. Ripples of energy cracked the world around me, and I launched into the air.

  Lady Liberty was easy to spot from altitude, and I only wasted a single heartbeat to ensure the archangel had followed my lead. I took a deep breath to steel myself against the demon’s innate power, and then spun in the sky and rocketed towards the Statue.

  I could see him before I landed, the dark tendrils of his power trailing out around him like the train of a massive cloak. He was there as Avriel had said, on his knees at the base of the pedestal. I came to ground a thousand feet back, out of the reach of his dark essence. Avriel landed next to me.

  “You two wait here,” I said. I turned to Avriel. “Do your job, and protect her.”

  I started walking towards the demon, trying to ignore the pain in my arm and the sudden feeling of exhaustion that was pulling on me. Convincing Abaddon to help me was the only option, because there was no way he wouldn’t destroy me in my current state.

  “Abaddon.” I got as close to him as I could before the reach of his energy threatened to cause me to collapse.

  The demon didn’t move.

  “Abaddon.”

  He bent down in prostration, and then rose to his feet. The swirling despair that surrounded him was sucked in as he turned, until he stood before me as only a man. His hair was short and white, his skin dark and aged. He wore a heavy wool trench coat above a black tuxedo, leaving him dark and foreboding even without the essence swirling around him. Ruby red eyes pierced the darkness and dove deep into me. When he smiled, his fanged teeth were pleasant instead of predatory.

  “Diuscrucis. Have you considered what we discussed, the last time we spoke?”

  Chapter 29

  “I’m still not sure I understand everything,” Brian said as we taxied towards a small hanger at Senmon Daiten. “I mean, I get why you’re so desperate to get your hands on this Box, but…” He stared out the window at nothing. “There’s so much that’s happening here, and nobody knows about it.”

  “You know about it. The question is, what are you going to do?”

  He kept looking out the window. “It’s a lot to take in, Rebecca. All of this has been a lot to take in, and this is supersonic unbelievable. If I hadn’t grown wings, I’d never think it was even possible.” He turned his head to look at me, seated across from him in the small jet. “I already said I would help you, before I even understood why. If you’re afraid that’s changed because of what you were, and what you’ve done… it hasn’t. It’s up to God to decide what happens to you, not me.”

  I’d been waiting for him to pass his judgement on me, despite what he had said. I was surprised to find myself relieved when he proved true to his word. “Thank you, Brian.” It was a simple thing, and all I had to offer, but it seemed to be enough.

  They were waiting for us inside the hanger. I saw them from the small window over the wing. Max, waving at the aircraft with a huge smile on his face. Sarah, calm and emotionless. Ulnyx, looking like a bodyguard in a black suit and standing with his arms folded across his broad chest.

  “He’s bigger than I imagined,” Brian said.

  “You haven’t seen him shift yet.”

  The plane rolled to a stop. The stewardess opened the door and dropped the ladder. I got up and went to the rear seat, where we had bound and gagged Obi. He’d slept most of the trip, but as soon as he’d woken up his efforts to exorcise me had resumed. I was unknotting the nylon rope the stewardess had found in an emergency toolkit when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

  “Rebecca. I’ll take care of him.” I looked up to see Sarah standing there. She had spoken to me without emotion, but I could see the concern for Obi on her face.

  Max came up the ladder as I moved aside to let her pass.

  “Ah, there you are my tasty raspberry tart. Oh, and in a man now, I see. Hmm… Brother Shane, if I’m not mistaken.” He put his arms around me and squeezed.

  “How did you know his name?” I asked.

  “I know the names of all of my enemies.” He let me go and turned to Brian. “And the white knight himself. Your assistance has been invaluable. I’m sorry about your friends, but we’ll do our best to make things right.”

  “Obi.” I heard Sarah behind me. “Obi, it’s me, Sarah.”

  He didn’t respond.

  “Open your eyes.”

  I didn’t see his eyes open, but I heard him begin to speak. She must have taken the tape off his mouth.

  “Sarah-“ I started to turn, to get her out of the way and put the tape back on.

  Max took hold of my wrists. “Wait.”

  “Obi, shhhh.” Sarah put her hand to his mouth and he quieted immediately, following her Command. It seemed even the power of the Deceiver could be overruled. “I want you to remember what happened. I want you to remember the truth.”

  The glazed look in his eyes vanished. He stared straight ahead for a moment, and then he looked at her.

  “Sarah? What are you doing here?” His eyes passed her, falling on Max. “What’s going on?”

  “The Deceiver,” Max said. “The Nicht Creidim used it on you.”

  “Oh. Crap.” He lifted his hand to his forehead. “I didn’t do anything stupid, did I?”

  “You tried to exorcise me,” I said.

  I should have expected he would laugh. “They could have convinced me of anything, and that’s what they chose? I might have done that willingly.”

  “They also made you hand over to box.”

  He stopped laughing. “Right. They would do that, wouldn’t they. It looks like we’re in an airplane. Where are we?”

  “Japan,” Sarah said. “Osaka.”

  “The Nicht Creidim have the Deceiver, the Damned, Truth, and the Box,” I said. “We’re here to get it all back.”

  Obi stretched and got to his feet. “So what are we waiting for? You have my Eagle?”

  “Up front,” I said.

  “We aren’t here to get it back,” Max said.

  My head whipped around. “What?”

  “You’re here to get it back. You and Sarah. You’re the only ones who can, but I think you already knew that.”

  I had considered it. I looked over at her. “You’re okay with this?”

  “No, but we don’t have a choice. I want Landon back too. I’ll let you in.”

  “Wonderful,” Max said, clapping his hands together. “Now, if you ladies don’t mind, we’re on a bit of a tight schedule.”

  “So what’s the plan?” I asked.

  “Ditch your current host, and I’ll let you hitch a ride. Ulnyx will drive us to the docks. After that, we improvise.” Sarah lifted the leg of her pants as she spoke, revealing a cursed and blessed dagger riding on her calf. “I’m not much of a fighter, but I know you are.”

  “None of the swords will work on you or Sarah. Between her power, and your experience, it should be like a walk in the park.”

  I was sure it wouldn’t be that easy. Joe was guaranteed to have tricks up his sleeve that none of us knew about. “What are you going to do?”

  “We’ll wait for you here. Once you get back, we’ll need to get airborne and go claim the Destroyer.” The demon put his hand on Brian’s shoulder. “If you wouldn’t mind?”

  “I’m in,” Brian replied. “I’ll go talk to the pilot.”

  “What the heck am I supposed to do?” Obi asked. “You woke me up just to leave me twiddling my thumbs again?”

  “We couldn’t exactly leave you spouting latin every time you were conscious,” Max said. “If you’re itching to get involved, you can ride shotgun with the fur ball.”

  “Not my first choice, but it beats hanging out here.”

  “Very well. You three better get moving. Be back with the Box in two hours, or I’m afraid the end of the world as we know it will come sooner than we’d like.”

  Everything was happening so fast. I glanced at Sarah. “Are you ready?”

  “As ready as I’ll ever be.”

  I let go of Brother Shane, feeling myself spread away from his soul and exit his body. Max grabbed him before he could collapse, holding him in a tight grip. I didn’t want to know what he would do with him.

  An instant later, I was trying to wrap myself around Sarah’s soul. I could feel the resistance, the energy roiling around me like a massive lightning storm, and I could hear Max telling her to relax. I pushed into the storm even as it rolled, trying to navigate my way through, trying to complete the connection.

  When I did, it hurt. Not like the others, where the pain was intense but manageable. It hurt more than any hurt I had ever experienced, or any hurt I could have possibly conceived. It was as if I had been shattered into a million tiny fragments, and each of those shards had been stabbed with a white hot sun. There was nothing to compare it to, and no way to get around it. I was forced to ride through the whirlpool, to hold on while I was pulled through the broken mess that was at the heart of the true diuscrucis. They always went mad eventually, I knew, but to see it, to feel it, to have it run through me… once I had come out the other side, it was all I could do to hold myself together.

  How Sarah was managing defied my understanding.

  “Are you with me?” Sarah asked.

  I was with her, but she was still in control. “Yes. Sarah, I-“