A frequency of truth, p.32
A Frequency of Truth,
p.32
Vesper knew who he meant. “Ash has already risked enough, helping me with the trials, the grimoire, and the masking spell.”
“He’s also one of the few people who understands how Nightreach’s magic works at its core.” Rafe shuffled through the scattered papers, arranging them into neat piles. “These symbols…some of them look ancient. Like they predate the city itself. And it’s no coincidence that more of the grimoire has decoded. It’s got to be linked to the Arcana, not just the Echo.”
The pendant at her throat warmed against her skin, reminding her of Ash’s careful work on the masking spell. She’d seen the way his eyes lit up when examining her grimoire, how excited was to help her study magical theory.
“You’re right.” Vesper lifted her head. “He’d probably love to see these. But bringing him here puts him in D’Arco’s path.”
“The choice would be his.” Rafe’s voice softened.
“He’s probably on D’Arco’s radar anyway,” Blair said. “This is how hostile takeovers happen. They come for the academics first. Ideas are more powerful at mobilising a mob than just handing them weapons. Give someone an ideal to fight for—good or bad—and they’ll defend it to the death.”
“He may be safer with us,” Rafe murmured. “As far as safe goes these days.”
Vesper thought of Ash’s shop, with its towering shelves and carefully organised chaos. The way he moved through the stacks with certainty, knowing exactly where each text belonged.
“I suppose…” Vesper picked up one of her sketches. “He did mention wanting to know more about my Resonant abilities. And the grimoire.”
“I think that should be our next step. Other than having a rest.” Blair gathered her things, stifling a yawn. “Right, I need a shower. Been wearing these clothes since forever.” She headed towards the small bathroom, closing the door behind her.
The archive fell quiet save for the steady drip of water from the kitchenette tap. Vesper watched Rafe sort through the papers, his movements precise despite his obvious exhaustion. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, matching her own.
“We don’t have to decide now,” Rafe said. “Get some rest first. Clear your head.”
But clearing her head came with other problems. Her fingers dug into the worn wood of the desk, her knuckles white against the dark grain. The symbols before her blurred as memories crashed through her mind—Cassandra’s face twisted in shock, the surge of shadow magic, the sickening moment when life left her body.
Her chest tightened. The air felt too thick, too heavy. She’d killed someone. The power had flowed through her with frightening ease, light and shadow mixing into something deadly. The memory of it crawled beneath her skin.
What was she?
She forced herself to breathe, to focus on the parchment, but the symbols twisted into dark reminders. Her hands trembled against the desk’s edge. She couldn’t look at Rafe, couldn’t bear to see judgement or fear in his eyes. What if he saw her differently now? The thought made her stomach clench.
Warm fingers covered her hand, steadying its shake. Rafe’s touch calmed her, drawing her away from the spiralling thoughts. His palm pressed gently against her knuckles until they loosened their death grip on the table.
Vesper risked a glance at him. The careful mask she’d constructed cracked at the edges as she met his gaze. There was no judgement there, no fear—only understanding and quiet support. His thumb traced small circles on the back of her hand, and something in her chest unknotted slightly.
“I keep seeing it,” she whispered, her voice rough. “Every time I close my eyes.” She drew a shaky breath, her fingers still entwined with Rafe’s. “When I fought Cassandra, something changed inside me. The magic wasn’t just light anymore—it was different. Darker.” Her voice remained steady, but strain threaded through each word. “I felt this…rush of power, and I knew exactly how to use it.”
The memory of it coiled through her chest, making her skin prickle. She pulled her hand away from Rafe’s, studying her trembling fingers as if they might still show traces of shadow magic.
“I killed her. Not just with Resonant magic, but with something else. Something that felt…” She swallowed hard. “Natural. Like it was already part of me, waiting to be used.”
Rafe’s expression darkened, concern etching deep lines around his eyes. He didn’t speak, didn’t move to touch her again. He simply watched her with that quiet intensity that seemed to see straight through her carefully constructed walls.
“What if—” Her voice caught. “What if this power isn’t just about being Resonant? What if there’s something darker in me, something I don’t understand?”
“Magic isn’t inherently light or dark,” Rafe murmured. “It’s raw energy, responding to need and intent. Even shadow magic started as a neutral force before practitioners twisted it.” He leaned forward, his gaze holding hers. “You used that power to protect yourself, to protect us. The darkness you felt wasn’t corruption—it was survival. Magic responds to our deepest needs, especially in moments of crisis.”
Vesper’s fingers found the smooth surface of her moonstone pendant, tracing its familiar contours. The crystal pulsed gently against her skin, Rafe’s masking spell humming with quiet protection. Her magic stirred in response, a subtle resonance that felt pure and untainted, despite her fears. This was the magic she knew—gentle yet powerful, like moonlight on still water. The magic Rafe had helped her understand and control.
She lifted her gaze to find him watching her, his expression carefully neutral. But she caught the slight tension in his shoulders, the way his hands rested too still on the desk. He was giving her space to work through this, yet staying close enough to catch her if she fell.
Her fingers fell from the pendant as her breathing evened out. The questions about the Echo and her own nature still loomed, but they felt less overwhelming with Rafe beside her.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
Rafe smiled. “I’ll contact Ash first thing. He’ll probably leap at the chance to study these symbols.” He gathered the scattered papers into a neat stack. “Sleep. You’ve done enough for now.”
Vesper’s muscles protested as she pushed back from the desk. The weight of the day—the ritual, the fight, Cassandra’s death—had given her a roaring headache.
The narrow bed in the corner beckoned, promising relief from the constant pressure behind her eyes. Each step carried her further from the evidence of what she’d seen, what she’d done, what she might become.
Perhaps she’d see things differently tomorrow.
She could only hope.
Vesper woke some time later, her head feeling like it had been stuffed with a thousand pounds of cotton wool. Magic thrummed beneath her skin, an echo of the ritual that refused to fade.
She shuffled to the bathroom, stumbling like a zombie, and splashed water on her face. Looking up into the stained mirror, she narrowed her eyes. A stranger stared back at her, all dark-eyed and wild hair. The demure librarian, who carefully applied her makeup every morning and wore simple blouses and blazers, was long gone.
Footsteps echoed from above. Vesper darted out of the bathroom and reached for the dagger where she’d left it on the desk, but she relaxed at the familiar vibration of Rafe’s magic. He appeared down the stairs a moment later, his gaze moving to the dagger. Behind him stood Ash.
“Vesper!” he exclaimed, stepping around Rafe. “I’m glad to see you’re in one piece. Rafe told me about the ritual… It shook the entire city.”
“Well, we certainly tried to keep it quiet,” Rafe said with a chuckle. “Welcome to Selene’s archive. What you see here stays here. There are people who’d kill to access these resources.”
“D’Arco’s agents,” Ash nodded, his expression grave. “I’ve noticed them watching my shop. More frequently now.” He stepped further into the space, his movements careful and controlled. “Your secrets are safe with me. My discretion is my livelihood, after all.”
The air grew thick with protective magic as Rafe activated additional wards behind them.
“Thank you for coming,” Vesper gestured to her notes. “We need your help again.”
“Symbols,” Ash murmured, moving to the desk. “Connected to the Echo.”
“Not just connected,” she said. “They were on it.”
He looked up, his eyes wide with surprise. “On the Echo?” He glanced at Rafe. “What exactly happened yesterday?”
Rafe recounted the events down to the last detail. “The ritual worked exactly as Selene’s notes suggested,” he explained, running a hand through his dishevelled hair. “But Cassandra tracked us when we accessed the ley lines. She brought four shadow mages, and it was all we could do to hold them back.”
Ash’s sharp intake of breath drew Vesper’s attention. His watchful grey eyes had widened, cataloguing every detail of Rafe’s account.
“Vesper channelled both light and shadow through the ley lines,” Rafe continued, sparing her from finishing. “I’ve never seen anything like it. The power nearly brought the cathedral down on our heads.”
Vesper’s hands trembled. She clasped them together, remembering the raw energy that had coursed through her body, the way it had felt both foreign and familiar.
“Cassandra’s dead.” Rafe’s voice grew quiet. “Her body…the magic binding her to D’Arco was visible. Like black veins under her skin.”
“D’Arco will know,” Ash said, his face grim. “That kind of binding doesn’t break quietly.”
“Yeah.” Rafe nodded. “We’re running out of time. The ritual showed Vesper the Echo, but not where it is. Someone bound it with shadow magic a long time ago.”
“These symbols…” Vesper gestured to her notes. “They were on the Echo itself. We think it’s trying to tell me something. And not only that…” Her fingers tingled as she picked up the grimoire. The book seemed to pulse with its own heartbeat now, as if the ritual had awakened something within its pages, too. She placed it carefully on the desk beside her scattered notes, aware of Ash’s intense focus on her movements.
“More decoded pages appeared here after the ritual.” She opened to a newly revealed section, where intricate patterns sprawled across previously blank pages. The ink shifted and swirled beneath her touch, never quite settling into fixed positions. “They match what I saw on the Echo in my vision.”
Ash leant forward, his sharp features cast in shadow by the archive’s dim lighting. His grey eyes narrowed as he studied the moving text, one hand hovering just above the surface as if testing its magical resonance.
“Extraordinary,” he breathed. “The grimoire’s responding to your Resonant nature. These symbols feel alive.”
Vesper’s skin prickled as she watched the patterns dance across the page. The same sensation she’d felt during the ritual stirred within her chest—that peculiar blend of recognition and unease, like remembering a dream she’d never actually had.
“There’s more.” She flipped through the following pages, revealing diagrams that seemed to shift and change depending on how she looked at them. “Each time I touch the book, new markings appear. But they’re fragments.”
Ash’s expression grew more troubled with each page turn. His usual composed demeanour cracked slightly, revealing genuine concern beneath. “This level of magical complexity…it’s not just about finding the Echo anymore, is it?”
“No,” Vesper admitted, her throat tight. “I think something is coming. Something worse than D’Arco’s return.”
Ash traced the flowing symbols, her own magic humming in response to his careful examination. The grimoire’s pages continued their hypnotic dance of emerging and fading text, but Ash’s expression had shifted from concern to something closer to recognition.
“These patterns,” he muttered, “they’re not random. Look here—” He pointed to a recurring symbol that resembled a twisted tree. “This appears in some of our oldest texts about Nightreach’s founding. The ancient builders used shadow magic to protect the city’s most vital secrets.”
“Shadow magic?” Vesper’s skin crawled at the memory of Cassandra’s corrupted power.
“It wasn’t always used for evil.” Ash pulled a worn leather journal from his satchel. “Shadow magic was once considered neutral, like water or air. The first mages used it to hide things in plain sight.”
Rafe moved closer, his shoulder brushing against hers. “The ley line convergence under Saint Aldwin’s—it’s not the only one in Nightreach. There’s a pattern to how they’re laid out.” He traced invisible lines in the air. “The cathedral sits at one point, but there are others. Together they form—”
“A ward,” Vesper breathed, seeing it take shape. “The whole city is one massive ward.”
“Yes.” Ash nodded. “Nightreach is built upon a framework of ley lines that draws the essence of London through the veil of reality. Our city is built on top of that framework. That’s why it always changes. There was a reason the ritual needed to be performed at one of these convergence points.”
Vesper’s fingers tingled as she touched the grimoire again. “The ley lines are a network… So, I didn’t just have to tap into them for power.”
“There are many people who believe the ley lines are more than just a source of magic,” Ash explained. “Some believe they are the soul of our world. The place where magic was born. Where we all come from.”
“Then the Arcana must be artefacts made from pure magic,” Vesper exclaimed. “The oldest magic. And the Echo is plugged into the network… Concealed by shadow magic…”
“The Echo must still be in the city,” Rafe said, his voice low with realisation. “The ley lines in Nightreach are closed. They end at the walls.”
Ash chuckled, his eyes sparkling. “You didn’t need me. You know what you’re doing.”
“Of course we need you,” Vesper said. “These symbols—”
“Won’t decode themselves.” Ash pulled up a chair. “This is the greatest mystery of our age, you know. A piece of the Arcana surfacing? A myth proven real? I’m not missing it for anything.”
Rafe laughed. “See? I told you he’d sign up.”
Another set of footsteps echoed on the stairs. Blair emerged, her usually composed demeanour holding an edge of tension that made Vesper’s stomach twist.
“Any news?” Rafe asked.
“The city is oddly quiet after the ritual,” Blair said, crossing to the table. “But apparently there was a disturbance in the Fold. And rumours of something big happening with the Luminous Concordat. Something about an execution.”
“An execution?” Vesper raised her eyebrows. “Marina?”
Rafe looked troubled. “I hope not. I still think it was someone else who let those mages into Thornhallow.”
“You hope not?” Vesper asked, raising an eyebrow. “Marina almost made you explode.”
“Yes, but execution?” He shook his head. “The Concordat hasn’t performed an execution in decades.”
“Concordat aside,” Blair’s fingers drummed against her watch, “my contacts report surges of corrupted magic across Nightreach. The kind that leaves shadows where there shouldn’t be any. He’s gathering power, building something.”
“Or breaking something down,” Rafe muttered.
Blair nodded. “The wards protecting this archive are strong, but we need to be careful.”
The grimoire pulsed faintly on the desk, as if responding to their concern. It sounded like the entire city sat on a knife’s edge.
“I’ll reinforce the wards,” Rafe said, already moving toward the entrance. “Add some nasty surprises for anyone who tries forcing their way in.”
“It’s all concerning,” Ash said, “but our task is clear. The Echo should be the priority. A lot of people are in danger, and helping them…” He frowned, lowering his gaze.
“We’ll do what we can,” Blair said. “But I’m not sure I can be of much help. I’ve come this far, but I don’t have magic. Perhaps I should be out there…”
Vesper’s heart clenched at Blair’s words. The detective had become more than just an ally—she’d proven herself invaluable time and again. Without her connections and investigative skills, they’d never have found the ritual components. Vesper reached across the table and caught Blair’s wrist, her fingers brushing against the detective’s enchanted watch.
“You belong here as much as any of us,” she said firmly. “Magic isn’t everything. Your instincts, your knowledge of both worlds—we need that. And after what happened at the cathedral…” Vesper swallowed hard, remembering the chaos of battle, how Blair’s quick thinking had saved them more than once. “I wouldn’t trust anyone else to watch my back.”
Blair’s eyes shimmered with unexpected tears as she stared at Vesper. “I know, but…”
“We’ll talk about it later,” Rafe said. He looked over at Vesper. “Right now, we need to recover and make sense of our paths. This is getting complicated and clear heads are better than exhausted ones.”
“I’m going to head back to the shop,” Ash murmured. “I’ll be fine there for now and there are some texts I’ll need to help with the translations.”
“I’ll go with you,” Rafe said. “Just to make sure you don’t run into any problems.”
“And I’m going to make some tea,” Blair stated, moving over to the kitchenette.
Vesper rubbed her tired eyes as the men’s footsteps faded up the archive stairs. She traced a recurring pattern in the grimoire—something between a spiral and a knot—watching as it briefly illuminated beneath her touch before fading back into the page. The symbols held a strange familiarity, like words on the tip of her tongue that she couldn’t quite grasp.












