“Well why don’t you wise men of the school board just say, To hell with the way of the world, we’ll do what’s right! I can’t make you do what you don’t want to do, but I’ll be damned if I let you pretend it’s for Arthur’s own good!”

  Horace winced. He didn’t like it to hear Old Peg swear. She’d only taken it up lately, beginning with the time she cussed Millicent Mercher right in public for insisting on being called “Mistress Mercher” instead of “Goody Mercher.” It didn’t sit well with Horace, her using those words, especially since she didn’t seem to ken the time and place for it like a man would, or at least so he said. But Old Peg figured if you can’t cuss at a lying hypocrite, then what was cussing invented for?

  Pauley Wiseman started turning red, barely controlling a stream of his own favorite cusswords. But Whitley Physicker was now a gentleman, so he merely bowed his head for a moment. like as if he was saying a prayer—but Old Peg figured it was more likely he was waiting till he calmed down enough for his words to come out civil. “Goody Guester. you’re right. We didn’t think up that story about it being for Arthur’s own good till after the decision was made.”

  His frankness left her without a word, at least for the moment. Even Sheriff Pauley could only give out a kind of squeak. Whitley Physicker wasn’t sticking to what they all agreed to say; he sounded espiciously close to telling the truth, and Sheriff Pauley didn’t know what to do when people started throwing the truth around loose and dangerous. Old Peg enjoyed watching Pauley Wiseman look like a fool, it being something for which old Pauley had a particular knack.

  “You see, Goody Guester, we want this school to work proper, we truly do,” said Dr. Physicker. “The whole idea of public schools is a little strange. The way they do schools in the Crown Colonies, it’s all the people with titles and money who get to attend, so that the poor have no chance to learn or rise. In New England all the schools are religious, so you don’t come out with bright minds, you come out with perfect little Puritans who all stay in their place like God meant them to. But the public schools in the Dutch states and Pennsylvania are making people see that in America we can do it different. We can teach every child in every wildwood cabin to read and write and cipher, so that we have a whole population educated enough to be fit to vote and hold office and govern ourselves.”

  “All this is well and good,” said Old Peg, “and I recollect hearing you give this exact speech in our common room not three months ago before we voted on the school tax. What I can’t figure, Whitley Physicker, is why you figure my son should be the exception.”

  At this, Sheriff Pauley decided it was time to put an oar in. And since the truth was being used so recklessly, he lost control of himself and spoke truthfully himself. It was a new experience, and it went to his head a little. “Begging your pardon, Old Peg, but there isn’t a drop of your blood in that boy, so he’s no-wise your son, and if Horace here has some part of him, it isn’t enough to turn him White.”

  Horace slowly got to his feet, as if he was preparing to invite Sheriff Pauley outside to punch some caution into him. Pauley Wiseman must have known he was in trouble the second he accused Horace of maybe being the father of a half-Black bastard. And when Horace stood up so tall like that, Pauley remembered he wasn’t no match for Horace Guester. Horace wasn’t exactly a small man and Pauley wasn’t exactly a large one. So old Pauley did what he always did when things got out of hand. He turned kind of sideways so his badge was facing straight at Horace Guester. Take a lick at me, that badge said, and you’ll be facing a trial for assaulting an officer of the law.

  Still, Old Peg knew that Horace wouldn’t hit a man over a word; he hadn’t even knocked down that river rat who accused Horace of unspeakable crimes with barnyard animals. Horace just wasn’t the kind to lose control of himself in anger. In fact, Old Peg could see that as Horace stood there, herd already forgotten about his anger at Pauley Wiseman and was thinking over an idea.

  Sure enough, Horace turned to Old Peg as if Wiseman didn’t even exist. “Maybe we should give it up. Peg. It was fine when Arthur was a sweet little baby, but …”

  Horace, who was looking right at Old Peg’s face, he knew better than to finish his sentence. Sheriff Pauley wasn’t half so bright. “He just gets blacker every day. Goody Guester.”

  Well. what do You say to that kind of thing, anyway? At least now it was plain what was going on—that it was Arthur Stuart’s color and nothing else that was keeping him out of the new Hatrack River School.

  Whitley Physicker sighed into the silence. Nothing that happened with Sheriff Pauley there ever went according to plan. “Don’t you see?” said Physicker. He sounded mild and reasonable, which he was good at. “There’s some ignorant and backward folks”—and at this he took a cool look at Sheriff Pauley—“who can’t abide the thought of a Black child getting the same education as their own boys and girls. What’s the advantage of schooling, they figure, if a Black has it the same as a White? Why, the next thing you know, Blacks would be wanting to vote or hold office.”

  Old Peg hadn’t thought of that. It just never entered her mind. She tried to imagine Mock Berry being governor, and trying to give orders to the militia. There wasn’t a soldier in Hio who’d take orders from a Black man. It’d be as unnatural as a fish jumping out of the river to kill him a bear.

  But Old Peg wasn’t going to give up so easy, just because Whitley Physicker made one point like that. “Arthur Stuart’s a good boy,” she said. “He wouldn’t no more try to vote than I would.”

  “I know that,” said Physicker. “The whole school board knows that. But it’s the backwoods people who won’t know it. They’re the ones who’ll hear there’s a Black child in the school and they’ll keep their children home. And here we’ll be paying for a school that won’t be doing its job of educating the citizenry of our republic. We’re asking Arthur to forgo an education that will do him no good anyway, in order to allow others to receive an education that will do them and our nation a great deal of good.”

  It all sounded so logical. After all, Whitley Physicker was a doctor, wasn’t he? He’d even been to college back in Philadelphia, so he had a deeper understanding than Old Peg would ever have. Why did she think even for a moment that she could disagree with a man like Physicker and not be wrong?

  Yet even though she couldn’t think of a single argument against him, she couldn’t get rid of a feeling deep in her guts that if she said yes to Whitley Physicker, she’d be stabbing a knife right into little Arthur’s heart. She could imagine him asking her, “Mama, why can’t I go to school like all my friends?” And then all these fine words from Dr. Physicker would fly away like she’d never heard them, and she’d just sit there and say, “It’s because you’re Black, Arthur Stuart Guester.”

  Whitley Physicker seemed to take her silence as surrender, which it nearly was. “You’ll see,” said Physicker. “Arthur won’t mind not going to school. Why, the White boys’ll all be jealous of him, when he can be outside in the sun while they’re cooped up in a classroom.”

  Old Peg Guester knew there was something wrong with all this, that it wasn’t as sensible as it sounded, but she couldn’t think what it was.

  “And someday things might be different,” said Physicker. “Someday maybe society will change. Maybe they’ll stop keeping Blacks as slaves in the Crown Colonies and Appalachee. Maybe there’ll be a time when …” His voice trailed off. Then he shook himself. “I get to wondering sometimes, that’s all,” he said. “Silly things. The world is the way the world is. It just isn’t natural for a Black man to grow up like a White.”

  Old Peg felt a bitter hatred inside her when he said those words. But it wasn’t a hot rage, to make her shout at him. It was a cold, despairing hate, that said. Maybe I am unnatural, but Arthur Stuart is my true son, and I won’t betray him. No I won’t.

  Again, though, her silence was taken to mean consent. The men all got up, looking relieved, Horace most of all. It was plain they never figured Old Peg would listen to reason so fast. The visitors’ relief was to be expected, but why was Horace looking so happy? Old Peg had a nasty suspicion and she knew at once that it had to be the truth—Horace Guester and Dr. Physicker and Sheriff Pauley had already worked things out between them before they ever come a-calling today. This whole conversation was pretend. Just a show put on to make Old Peg Guester happy.

  Horace didn’t want Arthur Stuart in school any more than Whitley Physicker or anybody else in Hatrack River.

  Old Peg’s anger turned hot, but now it was too late. Physicker and Pauley was out the door, Horace following on out after them. No doubt they’d all pat each other on the back and share a smile out of Old Peg’s sight. But Old Peg wasn’t smiling. She remembered all too clear how Little Peggy had done a Seeing for her that last night before she run off, a Seeing about Arthur Stuart’s future. Old Peg had asked Little Peggy if Horace would ever love little Arthur, and the girl refused to answer. That was an answer, sure enough. Horace might go through the motions of treating Arthur like his own son, but in fact he thought of him as just a Black boy that his wife had taken a notion to care for. Horace was no papa to Arthur Stuart.

  So Arthur’s an orphan all over again. Lost his father. Or, rightly speaking, never had a father. Well, so be it. He’s got two mothers: the one who died for him when he was born, and me. I can’t get him in the school. I knew I couldn’t, knew it from the start. But I can get him an education all the same. A plan for it sprung into her head all at once. It all depended on the schoolmistress they hired, this teacher lady from Philadelphia. With luck she’d be a Quaker, with no hate for Blacks and so the plan would work out just fine. But even if the schoolmistress hated Blacks as bad as a finder watching a slave stand free on the Canadian shore, it wouldn’t make a bit of difference. Old Peg would find a way. Arthur Stuart was the only family she had left in the world, the only person she loved who didn’t lie to her or fool her or do things behind her back. She wasn’t going to let him be cheated out of anything that might do him good.

  13

  Springhouse

  ALVIN FIRST KNEW something was up when he heard Horace and Old Peg Guester yelling at each other up at the old springhouse. It was so loud for a minute there that he could hear them clear over the sound of the forgefire and his own hammering. Then they quietened themselves down a mite, but by then Alvin was so curious he kind of laid off the hammer. Laid it right down. in fact, and stepped outside to hear better.

  No, no, he wasn’t listening. He was just going to the well to fetch more water, some to drink and some for the cooling barrel. If he happened to hear them somewhat, he couldn’t be blamed, now, could he?

  “Folks’ll say I’m a bad innkeeper, making the teacher live in the springhouse instead of putting her up proper.”

  “It’s just an empty building, Horace, and we’ll put it to use. And it’ll leave us the rooms in the inn for paying customers.”

  “I won’t have that schoolmistress living off alone by herself. It ain’t decent!”

  “Why, Horace? Are you planning to make advances?”

  Alvin could hardly believe his ears. Married people just didn’t say such things to each other. Alvin half expected to hear the sound of a slap. But instead Horace must’ve just took it. Everybody said he was henpecked, and this was about all the proof a body’d need, to have his wife accuse him of hankering after adultery and him not hit her or even say boo.

  “It doesn’t matter, anyway,” said Old Peg. “Maybe you’ll have your way and she’ll say no. But we’ll fix it up, anyway, and offer it to her.”

  Horace mumbled something that Alvin couldn’t hear.

  “I don’t care if Little Peggy built this springhouse. She’s gone of her own free will, left without so much as a word to me, and I’m not about to keep this springhouse like a monument just because she used to come here when she was little. Do you hear me?”

  Again Alvin couldn’t hear what Horace said.

  On the other hand, he could hear Old Peg right fine. Her voice just sailed right out like a crack of thunder. “You’re telling me who loved who? Well let me tell you, Horace Guester, all your love for Little Peggy didn’t keep her here, did it? But my love for Arthur Stuart is going to get him an education, do you understand me? And when it’s all said and done, Horace Guester, we’ll just see who does better at loving their children!”

  There wasn’t exactly a slap or nothing, but there was a slammed door which like to took the door of the springhouse off its hinges. Alvin couldn’t help craning his neck a little to see who did the slamming. Sure enough, it was Old Peg stalking away.

  A minute later, maybe even more, the door opened real slow. Alvin could barely make it out through the brush and leaves that had grown up between the well and the springhouse. Horace Guester came out even slower, his face downcast in a way Alvin had never seen him before. He stood there awhile, his hand on the door. Then he pushed it closed, as gentle as if he was tucking a baby into bed. Alvin always wondered why they hadn’t tore down that springhouse years ago, when Alvin dug the well that finally killed the stream that used to go through it. Or at least why they never put it to some use. But now Alvin knew it had something to do with Peggy, that torch girl who left right before Alvin showed up in Hatrack River. The way Horace touched that door, the way he closed it, it made Alvin see for the first time how much a man might dote on a child of his, so that even when she was gone, the places that she loved were like holy ground to her old dad. For the first time Alvin wondered if he’d ever love a child of his own like that. And then he wondered who the mother of that child might be, and if she’d ever scream at him the way Old Peg screamed at Horace, and if he’d ever have at her the way Makepeace Smith had at his wife Gertie, him flailing with his belt and her throwing the crockery.

  “Alvin,” said Horace.

  Well, Alvin like to died with embarrassment, to be caught staring at Horace like that. “I beg pardon, sir,” said Alvin. “I shouldn’t ought to’ve been listening.”

  Horace smiled wanly. “I reckon as you’d have to be a deaf mute not to hear that last bit.”

  “It got a mite loud,” said Alvin, “but I didn’t exactly go out of my way not to hear, neither.”

  “Well, I know you’re a good boy, and I never heard of no one carrying tales from you.”

  The words “good boy” rankled a bit. Alvin was eighteen now, less than a year to being nineteen, long since ready to be a journeyman smith out on his own. Just because Makepeace Smith wouldn’t release him early from his prenticeship didn’t make it right for Horace Guester to call him a boy. I may be Prentice Alvin, and not a man yet afore the law, but no woman yells me to shame.

  “Alvin,” said Horace, “you might tell your master we’ll be needing new hinges and fittings for the springhouse doors. I reckon we’re fixing it up for the new schoolteacher to live here, if she wants.”

  So that was the way of it. Horace had lost the battle with Old Peg. He was giving in. Was that the way of marriage, then? A man either had to be willing to hit his wife, like Makepeace Smith, or he’d be bossed around like poor Horace Guester. Well, if that’s the choices, I’ll have none of it, thought Alvin. Oh, Alvin had an eye for girls in town. He’d see them flouncing along the street, their breasts all pushed up high by their corsets and stays, their waists so small he could wrap his great strong hands right around and toss them every which way, only he never thought of tossing or grabbing, they just made him feel shy and hot at the same time, so he looked down when they happened to look at him, or got busy loading or unloading or whatever business brought him into town.

  Alvin knew what they saw when they looked at him, those town girls. They saw a man with no coat on, just in his shirt-sleeves, stained and wet from his labor. They saw a poor man who’d never keep them in a fine white clapboard house like their papa, who was no doubt a lawyer or a judge or a merchant. They saw him low, a mere prentice still, and him already more than eighteen years old. If by some miracle he ever married one such girl, he knew how it would be, her always looking down at him, always expecting him to give way for her because she was a lady.

  And if he married a girl who was as low as himself, it would be like Gertie Smith or Old Peg Guester, a good cook or a hard worker or whatever, but a hellion when she didn’t get her way. There was no woman in Alvin Smith’s life, that was sure. He’d never let himself be showed up like Horace Guester.

  “Did you hear me, Alvin?”

  “I did, Mr. Horace, and I’ll tell Makepeace Smith first off when I see him. All the fittings for the springhouse.”

  “And nice work, too,” said Horace. “It’s for the schoolmistress to live there.” But Horace wasn’t so whipped that he couldn’t get a curl to his lip and a nasty tone to his voice as he said, “So she can give private lessons.”

  The way he said “private lessons” made it sound like it’d be a whorehouse or something, but Alvin knew right off, by putting things together, exactly who would be getting private lessons. Didn’t everybody know how Old Peg had asked to have Arthur Stuart accepted at the school?

  “Well, so long,” said Horace.

  Alvin waved him good-bye, and Horace ambled away along the path to the inn.

  Makepeace Smith didn’t come in that afternoon. Alvin wasn’t surprised. Now that Alvin had his full mansize on him, he could do the whole work of the smithy, and faster and better than Makepeace. Nobody said aught about it, but Alvin noticed back last year that folks took to dropping in during the times when Makepeace wasn’t at the forge. They’d ask Alvin to do their ironwork quick-like, while they was there waiting. “Just a little job,” they’d say, only sometimes the job wasn’t all that little. And pretty soon Alvin realized that it wasn’t just chance brought them by. They wanted Alvin to do the work they needed.

  It wasn’t because Alvin did anything peculiar to the iron, either, except a hex or two where it was called for, and every smith did that. Alvin knew it wouldn’t be right to best his master using some secret knack—it’d be like slipping a knife into a rassling match. It’d just bring him trouble anyway, if he used his knack to give his iron any peculiar strength. So he did his work natural, with his own strong arm and good eye. He’d earned every inch of muscle in his back and shoulders and arms. And if people liked his work better than Makepeace Smith’s, why, it was because Alvin was a better blacksmith, not because his knack gave him the advantage.