“Little brothers and sisters first,” he said. “Littlest first.” He looked at Bean. “You.”

  “Not him!” said the next littlest. “We don’t even know him.”

  “Bean was the one wanted us to kill you,” said another.

  “Bean,” said Achilles. “Bean, you were just looking out for my family, weren’t you?”

  “Yes,” said Bean.

  “You want a raisin?”

  Bean nodded.

  “You first. You the one brought us all together, OK?”

  Either Achilles would kill him or he wouldn’t. At this moment, all that mattered was the raisin. Bean took it. Put it in his mouth. Did not even bite down on it. Just let his saliva soak it, bringing out the flavor of it.

  “You know,” said Achilles, “no matter how long you hold it in your mouth, it never turns back into a grape.”

  “What’s a grape?”

  Achilles laughed at him, still not chewing. Then he gave out raisins to the other kids. Poke had never shared out so many raisins, because she had never had so many to share. But the little kids wouldn’t understand that. They’d think, Poke gave us garbage, and Achilles gave us raisins. That’s because they were stupid.

  2

  KITCHEN

  “I know you’ve already looked through this area, and you’re probably almost done with Rotterdam, but something’s been happening lately, since you visited, that . . . oh, I don’t know if it’s really anything, I shouldn’t have called.”

  “Tell me, I’m listening.”

  “There’s always been fighting in the line. We try to stop them, but we only have a few volunteers, and they’re needed to keep order inside the dining room, that and serve the food. So we know that a lot of kids who should get a turn can’t even get in the line, because they’re pushed out. And if we do manage to stop the bullies and let one of the little ones in, then they get beaten up afterward. We never see them again. It’s ugly.”

  “Survival of the fittest.”

  “Of the cruelest. Civilization is supposed to be the opposite of that.”

  “You’re civilized. They’re not.”

  “Anyway, it’s changed. All of a sudden. Just in the past few days. I don’t know why. But I just—you said that anything unusual—and whoever’s behind it—I mean, can civilization suddenly evolve all over again, in the middle of a jungle of children?”

  “That’s the only place it ever evolves. I’m through in Delft. There was nothing for us here. I already have enough blue plates.”

  Bean kept to the background during the weeks that followed. He had nothing to offer now—they already had his best idea. And he knew that gratitude wouldn’t last long. He wasn’t big and he didn’t eat much, but if he was constantly underfoot, annoying people and chattering at them, it would soon become not only fun but popular to deny him food in hopes that he’d die or go away.

  Even so, he often felt Achilles’ eyes on him. He noticed this without fear. If Achilles killed him, so be it. He had been a few days from death anyway. It would just mean his plan didn’t work so well after all, but since it was his only plan, it didn’t matter if it turned out not to have been good. If Achilles remembered how Bean urged Poke to kill him—and of course he did remember—and if Achilles was planning how and when he would die, there was nothing Bean could do to prevent it.

  Sucking up wouldn’t help. That would just look like weakness, and Bean had seen for a long time how bullies—and Achilles was still a bully at heart—thrived on the terror of other children, how they treated people even worse when they showed their weakness. Nor would offering more clever ideas, first because Bean didn’t have any, and second because Achilles would think it was an affront to his authority. And the other kids would resent it if Bean kept acting like he thought he was the only one with a brain. They already resented him for having thought of this plan that had changed their lives.

  For the change was immediate. The very first morning, Achilles had Sergeant go stand in the line at Helga’s Kitchen on Aert Van Nes Straat, because, he said, as long as we’re going to get the crap beaten out of us anyway, we might as well try for the best free food in Rotterdam in case we get to eat before we die. He talked like that, but he had made them practice their moves till the last light of day the night before, so they worked together better and they didn’t give themselves away so soon, the way they did when they were going after him. The practice gave them confidence. Achilles kept saying, “They’ll expect this,” and “They’ll try that,” and because he was a bully himself, they trusted him in a way they had never trusted Poke.

  Poke, being stupid, kept trying to act as if she was in charge, as if she had only delegated their training to Achilles. Bean admired the way that Achilles did not argue with her, and did not change his plans or instructions in any way because of what she said. If she urged him to do what he was already doing, he’d keep doing it. There was no show of defiance. No struggle for power. Achilles acted as if he had already won, and because the other kids followed him, he had.

  The line formed in front of Helga’s early, and Achilles watched carefully as bullies who arrived later inserted themselves in line in a kind of hierarchy—the bullies knew which ones got pride of place. Bean tried to understand the principle Achilles used to pick which bully Sergeant should pick a fight with. It wasn’t the weakest, but that was smart, since beating the weakest bully would only set them up for more fights every day. Nor was it the strongest. As Sergeant walked across the street, Bean tried to see what it was about the target bully that made Achilles pick him. And then Bean realized—this was the strongest bully who had no friends with him.

  The target was big and he looked mean, so beating him would look like an important victory. But he talked to no one, greeted no one. He was out of his territory, and several of the other bullies were casting resentful glances at him, sizing him up. There might have been a fight here today even if Achilles hadn’t picked this soup line, this stranger.

  Sergeant was cool as you please, slipping into place directly in front of the target. For a moment, the target just stood there looking at him, as if he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Surely this little kid would realize his deadly mistake and run away. But Sergeant didn’t even act as if he noticed the target was there.

  “Hey!” said the target. He shoved Sergeant hard, and from the angle of the push, Sergeant should have been propelled away from the line. But, as Achilles had told him, he planted a foot right away and launched himself forward, hitting the bully in front of the target in line, even though that was not the direction in which the target had pushed him.

  The bully in front turned around and snarled at Sergeant, who pleaded, “He pushed me.”

  “He hit you himself,” said the target.

  “Do I look that stupid?” said Sergeant.

  The bully-in-front sized up the target. A stranger. Tough, but not unbeatable. “Watch yourself, skinny boy.”

  That was a dire insult among bullies, since it implied incompetence and weakness.

  “Watch your own self.”

  During this exchange, Achilles led a picked group of younger kids toward Sergeant, who was risking life and limb by staying right up between the two bullies. Just before reaching them, two of the younger kids darted through the line to the other side, taking up posts against the wall just beyond the target’s range of vision. Then Achilles started screaming.

  “What the hell do you think you’re doing, you turd-stained piece of toilet paper! I send my boy to hold my place in line and you shove him? You shove him into my friend here?”

  Of course they weren’t friends at all—Achilles was the lowest-status bully in this part of Rotterdam and he always took his place as the last of the bullies in line. But the target didn’t know that, and he wouldn’t have time to find out. For by the time the target was turned to face Achilles, the boys behind him were already leaping against his calves. There was no waiting for the usual exchange of shoves and brags before the fight began. Achilles began it and ended it with brutal swiftness. He pushed hard just as the younger boys hit, and the target hit the cobbled street hard. He lay there dazed, blinking. But already two other little kids were handing big loose cobblestones to Achilles, who smashed them down, one, two, on the target’s chest. Bean could hear the ribs as they popped like twigs.

  Achilles pulled him by his shirt and flopped him right back down on the street. He groaned, struggled to move, groaned again, lay still.

  The others in line had backed away from the fight. This was a violation of protocol. When bullies fought each other, they took it into the alleys, and they didn’t try for serious injury, they fought until supremacy was clear and it was over. This was a new thing, using cobblestones, breaking bones. It scared them, not because Achilles was so fearsome to look at, but because he had done the forbidden thing, and he had done it right out in the open.

  At once Achilles signaled Poke to bring the rest of the crew and fill in the gap in the line. Meanwhile, Achilles strutted up and down the line, ranting at the top of his voice. “You can disrespect me, I don’t care, I’m just a cripple, I’m just a guy with a gimp leg! But don’t you go shoving my family! Don’t you go shoving one of my children out of line! You hear me? Because if you do that some truck’s going to come down this street and knock you down and break your bones, just like happened to this little pinprick, and next time maybe your head’s going to be what breaks till your brains fall out on the street. You got to watch out for speeding trucks like the one that knocked down this fart-for-brains right here in front of my soup kitchen!”

  There it was, the challenge. My kitchen. And Achilles didn’t hold back, didn’t show a spark of timidity about it. He kept the rant going, limping up and down the line, staring each bully in the face, daring him to argue. Shadowing his movements on the other side of the line were the two younger boys who had helped take down the stranger, and Sergeant strutted at Achilles’ side, looking happy and smug. They reeked of confidence, while the other bullies kept glancing over their shoulders to see what those leg-grabbers behind them were doing.

  And it wasn’t just talk and brag, either. When one of the bullies started looking belligerent, Achilles went right up into his face. However, as he had planned beforehand, he didn’t actually go after the belligerent one—he was ready for trouble, asking for it. Instead, the boys launched themselves at the bully directly after him in line. Just as they leapt, Achilles turned and shoved the new target, screaming, “What do you think is so damn funny!” He had another cobblestone in his hands at once, standing over the fallen one, but he did not strike. “Go to the end of the line, you moron! You’re lucky I’m letting you eat in my kitchen!”

  It completely deflated the belligerent one, for the bully Achilles knocked down and obviously could have smashed was the one next lower in status. So the belligerent one hadn’t been threatened or harmed, and yet Achilles had scored a victory right in his face and he hadn’t been a part of it.

  The door to the soup kitchen opened. At once Achilles was with the woman who opened it, smiling, greeting her like an old friend. “Thank you for feeding us today,” he said. “I’m eating last today. Thank you for bringing in my friends. Thank you for feeding my family.”

  The woman at the door knew how the street worked. She knew Achilles, too, and that something very strange was going on here. Achilles always ate last of the bigger boys, and rather shamefacedly. But his new patronizing attitude hardly had time to get annoying before the first of Poke’s crew came to the door. “My family,” Achilles announced proudly, passing each of the little kids into the hall. “You take good care of my children.”

  Even Poke he called his child. If she noticed the humiliation of it, though, she didn’t show it. All she cared about was the miracle of getting into the soup kitchen. The plan had worked.

  And whether she thought of it as her plan or Bean’s didn’t matter to Bean in the least, at least not till he had the first soup in his mouth. He drank it as slowly as he could, but it was still gone so fast that he could hardly believe it. Was this all? And how had he managed to spill so much of the precious stuff on his shirt?

  Quickly he stuffed his bread inside his clothing and headed for the door. Stashing the bread and leaving, that was Achilles’ idea and it was a good one. Some of the bullies inside the kitchen were bound to plan retribution. The sight of little kids eating would be galling to them. They’d get used to it soon enough, Achilles promised, but this first day it was important that all the little kids get out while the bullies were still eating.

  When Bean got to the door, the line was still coming in, and Achilles stood by the door, chatting with the woman about the tragic accident there in the line. Paramedics must have been summoned to carry the injured boy away—he was no longer groaning in the street. “It could have been one of the little kids,” he said. “We need a policeman out here to watch the traffic. That driver would never have been so careless if there was a cop here.”

  The woman agreed. “It could have been awful. They said half his ribs were broken and his lung was punctured.” She looked mournful, her hands fretting.

  “This line forms up when it’s still dark. It’s dangerous. Can’t we have a light out here? I’ve got my children to think about,” said Achilles. “Don’t you want my little kids to be safe? Or am I the only one who cares about them?”

  The woman murmured something about money and how the soup kitchen didn’t have much of a budget.

  Poke was counting children at the door while Sergeant ushered them out into the street.

  Bean, seeing that Achilles was trying to get the adults to protect them in line, decided the time was right for him to be useful. Because this woman was compassionate and Bean was by far the smallest child, he knew he had the most power over her. He came up to her, tugged on her woollen skirt. “Thank you for watching over us,” he said. “It’s the first time I ever got into a real kitchen. Papa Achilles told us that you would keep us safe so we little ones could eat here every day.”

  “Oh, you poor thing! Oh, look at you.” Tears streamed down the woman’s face. “Oh, oh, you poor darling.” She embraced him.

  Achilles looked on, beaming. “I got to watch out for them,” he said quietly. “I got to keep them safe.”

  Then he led his family—it was no longer in any sense Poke’s crew—away from Helga’s kitchen, all marching in a line. Till they rounded the corner of a building and then they ran like hell, joining hands and putting as much distance between them and Helga’s kitchen as they could. For the rest of the day they were going to have to lie low. In twos and threes the bullies would be looking for them.

  But they could lie low, because they didn’t need to forage for food today. The soup already gave them more calories than they normally got, and they had the bread.

  Of course, the first tax on that bread belonged to Achilles, who had eaten no soup. Each child reverently offered his bread to their new papa, and he took a bite from each one and slowly chewed it and swallowed it before reaching for the next offered bread. It was quite a lengthy ritual. Achilles took a mouthful of every piece of bread except two: Poke’s and Bean’s.

  “Thanks,” said Poke.

  She was so stupid, she thought it was a gesture of respect. Bean knew better. By not eating their bread, Achilles was putting them outside the family. We are dead, thought Bean.

  That’s why Bean hung back, why he held his tongue and remained unobtrusive during the next few weeks. That was also why he endeavored never to be alone. Always he was within arm’s reach of one of the other kids.

  But he didn’t linger near Poke. That was a picture he didn’t want to get locked in anyone’s memory, him tagging along with Poke.

  From the second morning, Helga’s soup kitchen had an adult outside watching, and a new light fixture on the third day. By the end of a week the adult guardian was a cop. Even so, Achilles never brought his group out of hiding until the adult was there, and then he would march the whole family right to the front of the line, and loudly thank the bully in first position for helping him look out for his children by saving them a place in line.

  It was hard on all of them, though, seeing how the bullies looked at them. They had to be on their best behavior while the doorkeeper was watching, but murder was on their minds.

  And it didn’t get better; the bullies didn’t “get used to it,” despite Achilles’ bland assurances that they would. So even though Bean was determined to be unobtrusive, he knew that something had to be done to turn the bullies away from their hatred, and Achilles, who thought the war was over and victory achieved, wasn’t going to do it.

  So as Bean took his place in line one morning, he deliberately hung back to be last of the family. Usually Poke brought up the rear—it was her way of trying to pretend that she was somehow involved in ushering the little ones in. But this time Bean deliberately got in place behind her, with the hate-filled stare of the bully who should have had first position burning on his head.

  Right at the door, where the woman was standing with Achilles, both of them looking proud of his family, Bean turned to face the bully behind him and asked, in his loudest voice, “Where’s your children? How come you don’t bring your children to the kitchen?”

  The bully would have snarled something vicious, but the woman at the door was watching with raised eyebrows. “You look after little children, too?” she asked. It was obvious she was delighted about the idea and wanted the answer to be yes. And stupid as this bully was, he knew that it was good to please adults who gave out food. So he said, “Of course I do.”

  “Well, you can bring them, you know. Just like Papa Achilles here. We’re always glad to see the little children.”

  Again Bean piped up. “They let people with little children come inside first!”

  “You know, that’s such a good idea,” said the woman. “I think we’ll make that a rule. Now, let’s move along, we’re holding up the hungry children.”