Speaker for the dead 2 t.., p.42
Speaker for the Dead: 2 (The Ender Quintet),
p.42
Coming here. Thirty years from now. I’ll be older than she is now. Coming here. By then I’ll have my family, too. Novinha’s and my children, if we have any, all grown, like hers.
And then, thinking of Novinha, he remembered Miro, remembered what Olhado had suggested several days ago, the day they found the nesting place for the hive queen.
“Would you mind terribly,” said Ender, “if I sent someone to meet you on the way?”
“Meet us? In deep space? No, don’t send someone to do that, Ender—it’s too terrible a sacrifice, to come so far when the computers can guide us in just fine—”
“It’s not really for you, though I want him to meet you. He’s one of the xenologers. He was badly injured in an accident. Some brain damage; like a bad stroke. He’s—he’s the smartest person in Lusitania, says someone whose judgment I trust, but he’s lost all his connections with our life here. Yet we’ll need him later. When you arrive. He’s a very good man, Val. He can make the last week of your voyage very educational.”
“Can your friend arrange to get us course information for such a rendezvous? We’re navigators, but only on the sea.”
“Jane will have the revised navigational information in your ship’s computer when you leave.”
“Ender—for you it’ll be thirty years, but for me—I’ll see you in only a few weeks.” She started to cry.
“Maybe I’ll come with Miro to meet you.”
“Don’t!” she said. “I want you to be as old and crabbed as possible when I arrive. I couldn’t put up with you as the thirty-year-old brat I see on my terminal.”
“Thirty-five.”
“You’ll be there when I arrive!” she demanded.
“I will,” he said. “And Miro, the boy I’m sending to you. Think of him as my son.”
She nodded gravely. “These are such dangerous times, Ender. I only wish we had Peter.”
“I don’t. If he were running our little rebellion, he’d end up Hegemon of all the Hundred Worlds. We just want them to leave us alone.”
“It may not be possible to get the one without the other,” said Val. “But we can quarrel about that later. Good-bye, my dear brother.”
He didn’t answer. Just looked at her and looked at her until she smiled wryly and switched off the connection.
Ender didn’t have to ask Miro to go; Jane had already told him everything.
“Your sister is Demosthenes?” asked Miro. Ender was used to his slurred speech now. Or maybe his speech was clearing a little. It wasn’t as hard to understand, anyway.
“We were a talented family,” said Ender. “I hope you like her.”
“I hope she likes me.” Miro smiled, but he looked afraid.
“I told her,” said Ender, “to think of you as my son.”
Miro nodded. “I know,” he said. And then, almost defiantly, “She showed me your conversation with her.”
Ender felt cold inside.
Jane’s voice came into his ear. “I should have asked you,” she said. “But you know you would have said yes.”
It wasn’t the invasion of privacy that Ender minded. It was the fact that Jane was so very close to Miro. Get used to it, he told himself. He’s the one she’s looking out for now.
“We’ll miss you,” said Ender.
“Those who will miss me, miss me already,” said Miro, “because they already think of me as dead.”
“We need you alive,” said Ender.
“When I come back, I’ll still be only nineteen. And brain-damaged.”
“You’ll still be Miro, and brilliant, and trusted, and loved. You started this rebellion, Miro. The fence came down for you. Not for some great cause, but for you. Don’t let us down.”
Miro smiled, but Ender couldn’t tell if the twist in his smile was because of his paralysis, or because it was a bitter, poisonous smile.
“Tell me something,” said Miro.
“If I won’t,” said Ender, “she will.”
“It isn’t hard. I just want to know what it was that Pipo and Libo died for. What it was the piggies honored them for.”
Ender understood better than Miro knew: He understood why the boy cared so much about the question. Miro had learned that he was really Libo’s son only hours before he crossed the fence and lost his future. Pipo, then Libo, then Miro; father, son, grandson; the three xenologers who had lost their futures for the piggies’ sake. Miro hoped that in understanding why his forebears died, he might make more sense of his own sacrifice.
The trouble was that the truth might well leave Miro feeling that none of the sacrifices meant anything at all. So Ender answered with a question. “Don’t you already know why?”
Miro spoke slowly and carefully, so that Ender could understand his slurred speech. “I know that the piggies thought they were doing them an honor. I know that Mandachuva and Leaf-eater could have died in their places. With Libo, I even know the occasion. It was when the first amaranth harvest came, and there was plenty of food. They were rewarding him for that. Except why not earlier? Why not when we taught them to use merdona root? Why not when we taught them to make pots, or shoot arrows?”
“The truth?” said Ender.
Miro knew from Ender’s tone that the truth would not be easy. “Yes,” he said.
“Neither Pipo nor Libo really deserved the honor. It wasn’t the amaranth that the wives were rewarding. It was the fact that Leaf-eater had persuaded them to let a whole generation of infants be conceived and born even though there wasn’t enough food for them to eat once they left the mothertree. It was a terrible risk to take, and if he had been wrong, that whole generation of young piggies would have died. Libo brought the harvest, but Leaf-eater was the one who had, in a sense, brought the population to a point where they needed the grain.”
Miro nodded. “Pipo?”
“Pipo told the piggies about his discovery. That the Descolada, which killed humans, was part of their normal physiology. That their bodies could handle transformations that killed us. Mandachuva told the wives that this meant that humans were not godlike and all-powerful. That in some ways we were even weaker than the Little Ones. That what made humans stronger than piggies was not something inherent in us—our size, our brains, our language—but rather the mere accident that we were a few thousand years ahead of them in learning. If they could acquire our knowledge, then we humans would have no more power over them. Mandachuva’s discovery that piggies were potentially equal to humans—that was what they rewarded, not the information Pipo gave that led to that discovery.”
“So both of them—”
“The piggies didn’t want to kill either Pipo or Libo. In both cases, the crucial achievement belonged to a pequenino. The only reason Pipo and Libo died was because they couldn’t bring themselves to take a knife and kill a friend.”
Miro must have seen the pain in Ender’s face, despite his best effort to conceal it. Because it was Ender’s bitterness that he answered. “You,” said Miro, “you can kill anybody.”
“It’s a knack I was born with,” said Ender.
“You killed Human because you knew it would make him live a new and better life,” said Miro.
“Yes.”
“And me,” said Miro.
“Yes,” said Ender. “Sending you away is very much like killing you.”
“But will I live a new and better life?”
“I don’t know. Already you get around better than a tree.”
Miro laughed. “So I’ve got one thing on old Human, don’t I—at least I’m ambulatory. And nobody has to hit me with a stick so I can talk.” Then Miro’s expression grew sour again. “Of course, now he can have a thousand children.”
“Don’t count on being celibate all your life,” said Ender. “You may be disappointed.”
“I hope so,” said Miro.
And then, after a silence: “Speaker?”
“Call me Ender.”
“Ender, did Pipo and Libo die for nothing, then?” Ender understood the real question: Am I also enduring this for nothing?
“There are worse reasons to die,” Ender answered, “than to die because you cannot bear to kill.”
“What about someone,” said Miro, “who can’t kill, and can’t die, and can’t live, either?”
“Don’t deceive yourself,” said Ender. “You’ll do all three someday.”
Miro left the next morning. There were tearful good-byes. For weeks afterward, it was hard for Novinha to spend any time in her own house, because Miro’s absence was so painful to her. Even though she had agreed wholeheartedly with Ender that it was right for Miro to go, it was still unbearable to lose her child. It made Ender wonder if his own parents felt such pain when he was taken away. He suspected they had not. Nor had they hoped for his return. He already loved another man’s children more than his parents had loved their own child. Well, he’d get fit revenge for their neglect of him. He’d show them, three thousand years later, how a father should behave. Bishop Peregrino married them in his chambers.
Before the marriage, though, there were two days of note. On a day in summer, Ela, Ouanda, and Novinha presented him with the results of their research and speculation: as completely as possible, the life cycle and community structure of the piggies, male and female, and a likely reconstruction of their patterns of life before the Descolada bonded them forever to the trees that, till then, had been no more to them than habitat. Ender had reached his own understanding of who the pequeninos were, and especially who Human was before his passage to the life of light.
He lived with the piggies for a week while he wrote the Life of Human. Mandachuva and Leaf-eater read it carefully, discussed it with him; he revised and reshaped; finally it was ready. On that day he invited everyone who was working with the piggies—all the Ribeira family, Ouanda and her sisters, the many workmen who had brought technological miracles to the piggies, the scholar-monks of the Children of the Mind, Bishop Peregrino, Mayor Bosquinha—and read the book to them. It wasn’t long, less than an hour to read. They had gathered on the hillside near where Human’s seedling tree reached upward, now more than three meters high, and where Rooter overshadowed them in the afternoon sunlight. “Speaker,” said the Bishop, “almost thou persuadest me to become a humanist.” Others, less trained to eloquence, found no words to say, not then or ever. But they knew from that day forward who the piggies were, just as the readers of the Hive Queen had understood the buggers, and the readers of the Hegemon had understood humankind in its endless quest for greatness in a wilderness of separation and suspicion. “This was why I called you here,” said Novinha. “I dreamed once of writing this book. But you had to write it.”
“I played more of a role in the story than I would have chosen for myself,” said Ender. “But you fulfilled your dream, Ivanova. It was your work that led to this book. And you and your children who made me whole enough to write it.”
He signed it, as he had signed the others, The Speaker for the Dead.
Jane took the book and carried it by ansible across the lightyears to the Hundred Worlds. With it she brought the text of the Covenant and Olhado’s pictures of its signing and of the passage of Human into the full light. She placed it here and there, in a score of places on each of the Hundred Worlds, giving it to people likely to read it and understand what it was. Copies were sent as messages from computer to computer; by the time Starways Congress knew of it, it was too widely distributed to be suppressed.
Instead they tried to discredit it as a fake. The pictures were a crude simulation. Textual analysis revealed that it could not possibly have the same author as the other two books. Ansible usage records revealed that it could not possibly have come from Lusitania, which had no ansible. Some people believed them. Most people didn’t care. Many who did care enough to read the Life of Human hadn’t the heart to accept the piggies as ramen.
Some did accept the piggies, and read the accusation that Demosthenes had written a few months before, and began to call the fleet that was already under way toward Lusitania “The Second Xenocide.” It was a very ugly name. There weren’t enough jails in the Hundred Worlds to hold all those who used it. The Starways Congress had thought the war would begin when their ships reached Lusitania thirty or forty years from then. Instead, the war was already begun, and it would be fierce. What the Speaker for the Dead wrote, many people believed; and many were ready to accept the piggies as ramen, and to think of anyone who sought their deaths as murderers.
Then, on a day in autumn, Ender took the carefully wrapped cocoon, and he and Novinha, Olhado, Quim, and Ela skimmed over the kilometers of capim till they came to the hill beside the river. The daisies they had planted were in furious bloom; the winter here would be mild, and the hive queen would be safe from the Descolada.
Ender carried the hive queen gingerly to the riverbank, and laid her in the chamber he and Olhado had prepared. They laid the carcass of a freshly killed cabra on the ground outside her chamber.
And then Olhado drove them back. Ender wept with the vast, uncontrollable ecstasy that the hive queen placed within his mind, her rejoicing too strong for a human heart to bear; Novinha held him, Quim quietly prayed, and Ela sang a jaunty folksong that once had been heard in the hill country of Minas Geráis, among the caipiras and mineiros of old Brazil. It was a good time, a good place to be, better than Ender had ever dreamed for himself in the sterile corridors of the Battle School when he was little, and fighting for his life.
“I can probably die now,” said Ender. “All my life’s work is done.”
“Mine too,” said Novinha. “But I think that means that it’s time to start to live.”
Behind them, in the dank and humid air of a shallow cave by a river, strong mandibles tore at the cocoon, and a limp and skeletal body struggled forth. Her wings only gradually spread out and dried in the sunlight; she struggled weakly to the riverbank and pulled strength and moisture into her desiccated body. She nibbled at the meat of the cabra. The unhatched eggs she held within her cried out to be released; she laid the first dozen of them in the cabra’s corpse, then ate the nearest daisies, trying to feel the changes in her body as she came alive at last.
The sunlight on her back, the breeze against her wings, the water cool under her feet, her eggs warming and maturing in the flesh of the cabra: Life, so long waited for, and not until today could she be sure that she would be, not the last of her tribe, but the first.
This is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious, and any resemblance to real people or events is purely coincidental.
SPEAKER FOR THE DEAD
Copyright © 1986, 1991 by Orson Scott Card
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