At last he was what he had always pretended to be. An ordinary, powerless man. He hated it.

  For the flrst hours after Rom left, Leyel pretended he could take all this in stride.

  He sat at the lector and spun through the pages smoothly-- without anythifig,on the pages registering in his memory. He kept wishing Deet were there so he could laugh with her about how little this hurt him; then he would be glad that Deet was not there, because one sympathetic touch of her hand would push him over the edge, make it impossible to contain his emotion.

  Finally he could not help himself. Thinking of Deet, of their children and grandchildren, of all that had been lost to them because he had made an empty gesture to a dead friend, he threw himself to the softened floor and wept bitterly.

  Let Chen listen to recordings of what the spy beam shows of this! Let him savor his victory! I'll destroy him somehow, my staff is still loyal to me, I'll put together an army, I'll hire assassins of my own, I'll make contact with Admiral Sipp, and then Chen will be the one to sob, crying out for mercy as I disfigure him the way he has mutilated me--

  Fool.

  Leyel rolled over onto his back, dried his face on his sleeve, then lay there, eyes closed, calming himself. No vengeance. No politics. That was Rom's business, not Leyel's. Too late for him to enter the game now-- and who would help him, anyway, now that he had already lost his power? There was nothing to be done.

  Leyel didn't really want to do anything, anyway. Hadn't they guaranteed that his archives and libraries would continue to be funded? Hadn't they guaranteed him unlimited research funds? And wasn't that all he had cared about anyway? He had long since turned over all the Forska operations to his subordinates-- Chen's trustee would simply do the same job. And Leyel's children wouldn't suffer much-

  - he had raised them with the same values that he had grown up with, and so they all pursued careers unrelated to the Forska holdings. They were true children of their father and mother-- they wouldn't have any self-respect if they didn't earn their own way in the world. No doubt they'd be disappointed by having their inheritance snatched away. But they wouldn't be destroyed.

  I am not ruined. All the lies that Rom told are really true, only they didn't realize it. All that matters in my life, I still have. I really don't care about my fortune. It's just the way I lost it that made me so furious. I can go on and be the same person I always was. This will even give me an opportunity to see who my true friends are-- to see who still honors me for my scientific achievements, and who despises me for my poverty.

  By the time Deet got home from the library-- late, as was usual these days--

  Leyel was hard at work, reading back through all the research and speculation on protohuman behavior, trying to see ff there was anything other than half-assed guesswork and pompous babble. He was so engrossed in his reading that he spent the first fifteen minutes after she got home telling her of the hilarious stupidities he had found in the day's reading and then sharing a wonderful, impossible thought he had had.

  "What if the human species isn't the only branch to evolve on our family tree?

  What if there's some other primate species that looks exactly like us, but can't interbreed with us, that functions in a completely different way, and we don't even know it, we all think everybody's just like us, but here and there all over the Empire there are whole towns, cities, maybe even worlds of people who secretly aren't human at all."

  "But Leyel, my overwrought husband, if they look just like us and act just like us, then they are human."

  "But they don't act exactly like us. There's a difference. A completely different set of rules and assumptions. Only they don't know that we're different, and we don't know that they're different. Or even if we suspect it, we're never sure. Just two different species, living side by side and never guessing it."

  She kissed him. "You poor fool, that isn't speculation, it already exists. You have just described the relationship between males and females. Two completely different species, completely unintelligible to each other, living side by side and thinking they're really the same. The fascinating thing, Leyel, is that the two species persist in marrying each other and having babies, sometimes of one species, sometimes of the other, and the whole time they can't understand why they can't understand each other."

  He laughed and embraced her. "You're right, as always, Deet. If I could once understand women, then perhaps I'd know what it is that makes men human."

  "Nothing could possibly make men human," she answered. "Every time they're just about to get it right, they end up tripping over the damned Y chromosome and turning back into beasts." She nuzzled his neck.

  It was then, with Deet in his arms, that he whispered to her what had happened when Rom visited that day. She said nothing, but held him tightly for the longest time. Then they had a very late supper and went about their nightly routines as if nothing had changed.

  Not until they were in bed, not until Deet was softly snoring beside him, did it finally occur to Leyel that Deet was facing a test of her own. Would she still love him, now that he was merely Leyel Forska, scientist on a pension, and not Lord Forska, master of worlds? Of course she would intend to. But just as Leyel had never been aware of how much he depended on his wealth to define himself, so also she might not have realized how much of what she loved about him was his vast power; for even though he didn't flaunt it, it had always been there, like a solid platform underfoot, hardly noticed except now, when it was gone, when their footing was unsure.

  Even before this, she had been slipping away into the connnunity of women in the library. She would drift away even faster now, not even noticing it as Leyel became less and less important to her. No need for anything as dramatic as divorce. Just a little gap between them, an empty space that might as well be a chasm, might as well be the abyss. My fortune was a part of me, and now that it's gone, I'm no longer the same man she loved. She won't even know that she doesn't love me any more. She'll just get busier and busier in her work, and in five or ten years when I die of old age, she'll grieve-- and then suddenly she'll realize that she isn't half as devastated as she thought she'd be. In fact, she won't be devastated at all. And she'll get on with her life and won't even remember what it was like to be married to me. I'll disappear from all human memory then, except perhaps for a few scientific papers and the libraries.

  I'm like the information that was lost in all those neglected archives.

  Disappearing bit by bit, unnoticed, until all that's left is just a little bit of noise in people's memories. Then, finally, nothing. Blank.

  Self-pitying fool. That's what happens to everyone, in the long run. Even Hari Seldon-- someday he'll be forgotten, sooner rather than later, if Chen has his way. We all die. We're all lost in the passage of time. The only thing that lives on after us is the new shape we've given to the communities we lived in. There are things that are known because I said them, and even though people have forgotten who said it, they'll go on knowing. Like the story Rinjy was telling-- she had forgotten, if she ever knew it, that Deet was the librarian in the original tale.

  But still she remembered the tale. The community of librarians was different because Deet had been among them. They would be a little different, a little braver, a little stronger, because of Deet. She had left traces of herself in the world.

  And then, again, there came that flash of insight, that sudden understanding of the answer to a question that had long been troubling him.

  But in the moment that Leyel realized that he held the answer, the answer slipped away. He couldn't remember it. You're asleep, he said silently. You only dreamed that you understood the origin of humanity. That's the way it is in dreams-- the truth is always so beautiful, but you can never hold on to it.

  ***

  "How is he taking it, Deet?"

  "Hard to say. Well, I think. He was never much of a wanderer anyway."

  "Come now, it can't be that simple."

  "No. No, it isn't."

  "Tell me."

  "The social things-- those were easy. We rarely went anyway, but now people don't invite us; we're politically dangerous. And the few things we had scheduled got canceled or, um, postponed. You know-- we'll call you as soon as we have a new date."

  "He doesn't mind this?"

  "He likes that part. He always hated those things. But they've canceled his speeches. And the lecture series on human ecology."

  "A blow."

  "He pretends not to mind. But he's brooding."

  "Tell me."

  "Works all day, but he doesn't read it to me any more, doesn't make me sit down at the lector the minute I get home. I think he isn't writing anything."

  "Doing nothing?"

  "No. Reading. That's all."

  "Maybe he just needs to do research."

  "You don't know Leyel. He thinks by writing. Or talking. He isn't doing either."

  "Doesn't talk to you?"

  "He answers. I try to talk about things here at the library, his answers are--

  what? Glum. Sullen."

  "He resents your work?"

  "That's not possible. Leyel has always been as enthusiastic about my work as about his own. And he won't talk about his own work, either. I ask him, and he says nothing."

  "Not surprising."

  "So it's all right?"

  "No. It's just not surprising."

  "What is it? Can't you tell me?"

  "What good is telling you? It's what we call ILS-- Identity Loss Syndrome. It's identical to the passive strategy for dealing with loss of body parts."

  "ILS. What happens in ILS?"

  "Deet, come, on, you're a scientist. What do you expect? You've just described Leyel's behavior, I tell you that it's called ILS, you want to know what ILS is, and what am I going to do?"

  "Describe Leyel's behavior back to me. What an idiot I am."

  "Good, at least you can laugh."

  "Can't you tell me what to expect?"

  "Complete withdrawal from you, from everybody. Eventually he becomes completely antisocial and starts to strike out. Does something self-destructive--

  like making public statements against Chen, that'd do it."

  "No!"

  "Or else he severs his old connections, gets away from you, and reconstructs himself in a different set of communities."

  "This would make him happy?"

  "Sure. Useless to the Second Foundation, but happy. It would also turn you into a nasty-tempered old crone, not that you aren't one already, mind you."

  "Oh, you think Leyel's the only thing keeping me human?"

  "Pretty much, yes. He's your safety valve."

  "Not lately."

  "I know." .

  "Have I been so awful?"

  "Nothing that we can't bear. Deet, if we're going to be fit to govern the human race someday, shouldn't we first learn to be good to each other?"

  "Well, I'm glad to provide you all with an opportunity to test your patience."

  "You should be glad. We're doing a fine job so far, wouldn't you say?"

  "Please. You were teasing me about the prognosis, weren't you?"

  "Partly. Everything I said was true, but you know as well as I do that there are as many different ways out of a B-B syndrome as there are people who have them."

  "Behavioral cause, behavioral effect. No little hormone shot, then?"

  "Deet. He doesn't know who he is."

  "Can't I help him?"

  "Yes."

  "What? What can I do?"

  "This is only a guess, since I haven't talked to him."

  "Of course."

  "You aren't home much."

  "I can't stand it there, with him brooding all the time."

  "Fine. Get him out with you."

  "He won't go."

  "Push him."

  "We barely talk. I don't know if I even have any leverage over him."

  "Deet. You're the one who wrote, 'Communities that make few or no demands on their members cannot command allegiance. All else being equal, members who feel most needed have the strongest allegiance.'"

  "You memorized that?"

  "Psychohistory is the psychology of populations, but populations can only be quantified as communities. Seldon's work on statistical probabilities only worked to predict the future within a generation or two until you first published your community theories. That's because statistics can't deal with cause and effect.

  Stats tell you what's happening, never why, never the result. Within a generation or two, the present statistics evaporate, they're meaningless, you have whole new populations with new configurations. Your community theory gave us a way of predicting which communities would survive, which would grow, which would fade. A way of looking across long stretches of time and space."

  "Hari never told me he was using community theory in any important way."

  "How could he tell you that? He had to walk a tightrope-- publishing enough to get psychohistory taken seriously, but not so much that anybody outside the Second Foundation could ever duplicate or continue his work. Your work was a key-- but he couldn't say so."

  "Are you just saying this to make me feel better?"

  "Sure. That's why I'm saying it. But it's also true-- since lying to you wouldn't make you feel better, would it? Statistics are like taking cross sections of the trunk of a tree. It can tell you a lot about its history. You can figure how healthy it is, how much volume the whole tree has, how much is root and how much is branch. But what it can't tell you is where the tree will branch, and which branches will become major, which minor, and which will rot and fall off and die."

  "But you can't quantify communities, can you? They're just stories and rituals that bind people together--"

  "You'd be surprised what we can quantify. We're very good at what we do, Deet. Just as you are. Just as Leyel is."

  "Is his work important? After all, human origin is only a historical question."

  "Nonsense, and you know it. Leyel has stripped away the historical issues and he's searching for the scientific ones. The principles by which human life, as we understand it, is differentiated from nonhuman. If he finds that-- don't you see, Deet? The human race is re-creating itself all the time, on every world, in every family, in every individual. We're born animals, and we teach each other how to be human. Somehow. It matters that we find out how. It matters to psychohistory.

  It matters to the Second Foundation. It matters to the human race."

  "So you aren't just being kind to Leyel."

  "Yes, we are. You are, too. Good people are kind."

  "Is that all? Leyel is just one man who's having trouble?

  "We need him. He isn't important just to you. He's important to us."

  "Oh. Oh."

  "Why are you crying?"

  "I was so afraid-- that I was being selfish-- being so worried about him. Taking up your time like this."

  "Well, if that doesn't-- I thought you were beyond surprising me."

  "Our problems were just-- our problems. But now they're not."

  "Is that so important to you? Tell me, Deet-- do you really value this community so much?"

  "Yes."

  "More than Leyel?"

  "No! But enough-- that I felt guilty for caring so much about him."

  "Go home, Deet. Just go home."

  "What?"

  "That's where you'd rather be. It's been showing up in your behavior for two months, ever since Hari's death. You've been nasty and snappish, and now I know why. You resent us for keeping you away from Leyel."

  "No, it was my choice, I--"

  "Of course it was your choice! It was your sacrifice for the good of the Second Foundation. So now I'm telling you-- healing Leyel is more important to Hari's plan than keeping up with your day-to-day responsibilities here."

  "You're not removing me from my position, are you?"

  "No. I'm just telling you to ease up. And get Leyel out of the apartment. Do you understand me? Demand it! Reengage him with you, or we've all lost him."

  "Take him where?"

  "I don't know. Theater. Athletic events. Dancing."

  "We don't do those things."

  "Well, what do you do?"

  "Research. And then talk about it."

  "Fine. Bring him here to the library. Do research with him. Talk about it."

  "But he'll meet people here. He'd certainly meet you."

  "Good. Good. I like that. Yes, let him come here."

  "But I thought we had to keep the Second Foundation a secret from him until he's ready to take part."

  "I didn't say you should introduce me as First Speaker."

  "No, no, of course you didn't. What am I thinking of? Of course he can meet you, he can meet everybody."

  "Deet, listen to me."

  "Yes, I'm listening."

  "It's all right to love him, Deet."

  "I know that."

  "I mean, it's all right to love him more than you love us. More than you love any of us. More than you love all of us. There you are, crying again."

  "I'm so--"

  "Relieved."

  "How do you understand me so well?"

  "I only know what you show me and what you tell me. It's all we ever know about each other. The only thing that helps is that nobody can ever lie for long about who they really are. Not even to themselves."

  ***

  For two months Leyel followed up on Magolissian's paper by trying to find some connection between language studies and human origins. Of course, this meant weeks of wading through old, useless point-of-origin studies, which kept indicating that Trantor was the focal point of language throughout the history of the Empire, even though nobody seriously put forth Trantor as the planet of origin. Once again, though, Leyel rejected the search for a particular planet; he wanted to find out regularities, iiot unique events.

  Leyel hoped for a clue in the fairly recent work-- only two thousand years old--

  of Dagawell Kispitorian. Kispitorian came from the most isolated area of a planet called Artashat, where there were traditions that the original settlers came from an earlier world named Armenia, now uncharted. Kispitorian grew up among mountain people who claimed that long ago, they spoke a completely different language. In fact, the title of Kispitorian's most interesting book was No Man Understood Us; many of the folk tales of these people began with the formula