“Kind of.”

  I grip her chin gently and force her to look at me. “Around me?”

  “I’ve never done anything with a guy…it’s a big step even if it is you. Probably bigger because it’s you.”

  “We don’t have—”

  “No.” She stops. “We have to.” She smiles at me and it almost stops my heart. “For both of our sanities.” She walks over to my bed and hops on it making her tits bounce deliciously and my mouth waters.

  “Something tells me after this, you’ll only drive me more insane.” I rub my forehead. “I’m already jealous as fuck any time a man breathes in your direction.”

  “So that’s why you were such a dick to Miles?”

  “Who?”

  “The guy from yesterday.”

  I snort. “The fuck? That guy was a douche.”

  “So, you said, but I also didn’t realize that was coming from a place of jealousy.”

  “Jealous of what?” I tell her as I move towards the bed. I pull my shirt off over my head and let it fall to the floor. “Some dumb jock?”

  “No, that he might want to take me out on a date or something.”

  She’s right, that shit did make me jealous as fuck. “I’ll take you out on a date, Gab.”

  “Oh really?”

  I hover over her. “We don’t have to go shouting to all of New York that we’re siblings. To your point, no one knows us here. We can go on a date across town where there’s no chance of running into anyone you or I know and…have a romantic evening,” I tell her. “If that’s what you want.”

  “I want you however I can have you.” She scoots her completely naked body up into the pillows and spreads her legs slightly. “James, I really need you.”

  “I fucking need you too, baby.” I tell her as I move up the bed. I get up on my knees and look down at her. “But I don’t want you to be pressured into something you’re not ready for.” God knows I’ve wanted this moment for months, but it would kill me if this destroyed her or us. I’m crazy about Gabrielle, but I’m not about to ruin our relationship over it. “Tell me this won’t fuck everything up.”

  “You could never pressure me into anything. I know how much you love me, James.” Her eyes well up with tears and she wipes them away before I can do it for her. “I’m so desperate for you, I can’t think straight.” She sits up on her elbows. “To answer your question from earlier, yes there are times I wished I hadn’t been adopted by our family. That I’d met you under different circumstances that didn’t involve us being related. I fantasized about meeting you here in New York. Out at a bar. You’re there for happy hour after work, I’m there after a long day of classes or a final. We talk, we hit it off. We exchange numbers. Or maybe I go home with you. You’re the sexiest man that’s ever paid attention to me, and for one night I want to be wild and spontaneous and have crazy hot sex with the fine as hell guy from the bar.”

  In one sentence, she’s called me sexy and fine as hell and while I know women find me attractive, it does something to me that Gabrielle finds me attractive. “Fuck.”

  “We’ve fucked under many different scenarios in my mind, James.” She giggles and it makes me smile.

  “Well, how about this one.” I lean up and let my tongue dart out, running it over her sweet lips. “Your brother— who loves you more than probably anyone in the world short of maybe…Mom—is also probably in love with you.”

  Her eyes widen and her hair falls slightly over her face before she pushes it back. “In love with…me?”

  “Yeah, Gab.” I cup her cheek and drag my lips over hers. “And it’s only going to become more intense once I’m inside of you.”

  “I love you too, James.” She holds my face. “I’ve been in love with you for so long.”

  I can’t stop the smile that finds my face as I move down her body. “I am so fucking desperate for you too, beautiful. I have to know what your orgasms taste like.”

  I move down her body and stop to worship her nipples. I run my tongue over them followed by my teeth, nibbling gently on the sexy buds. She arches her back pushing her perky breasts more into my mouth. “I’m going to fuck these later,” I say pushing them together and running my tongue back and forth over them both.

  “I want you to do anything…everything to me. Fuck, James. I want you to break me.” She whines. “Turn me inside out and fuck me in a way that’ll make me yours forever.”

  Her words— words that’ll haunt me long after this night is over make me want to slam my dick inside her. I move down her body even further, reaching her pussy and slide her legs over my shoulders. I spread her sex exposing her clit to me and I almost lose it. It’s slick with desire and pink like a Starburst. I lick my lips wanting to suck her into my mouth. “So pretty,” I whisper. “You ready, angel?” I ask her and when I look up, she’s staring down at me and breathing like she’d just run a marathon.

  “Yes, yes, please. I’ve fantasized about you eating me out for years.”

  I chuckle hearing her confession and lower my mouth, while keeping my eyes on hers. I drag my tongue through her folds one time, staring at her as she stares at me. Goosebumps erupt all over her flesh and the heels of her feet apply pressure to my back. She shakes slightly and I briefly wonder if she’s about to come already.

  “Wow.” She lets out a breathy sigh. “That feels…incredible.” She lets her head fall back. “Even better because it’s you.”

  And she’s probably right. My cock turned harder than steel the second my tongue tasted her tangy sweet flavor. I’ve never been this hard just eating pussy, making me think that the fact that it’s Gabrielle is making me more turned on.

  I continue eating her, alternating between licking and sucking her sweet clit before moving down and beginning to fuck her with my tongue. “I’m going to eat your ass later,” I tell her.

  She lets out a gasp and then a whine and her hands find my hair. She pushes my head down and raises her pelvis, grinding her cunt against my mouth. That’s so fucking hot. “I think I’m going to come.”

  “That’s right, baby. Come for me. Show me who this pussy belongs to.”

  Her eyes find mine. “Yours.”

  “That’s fucking right. That’s why you saved it for me, right? You saved this pussy for me because you knew no one could please you like I can.”

  “No one loves me like you do, J. I’ve always known that.”

  “No fucking one,” I growl. “Fucking remember that.” I grip her hips, dragging my tongue along her center again and again and again. “I’ll worship you, Gabrielle. You know that. I’ll love you harder and better than anyone.”

  She cries out, her body bowing off the bed as I feel her orgasm brewing. She digs her nails into my scalp as she humps my face, chasing the euphoric feeling. “I’m there.”

  “Come for me, Gab. Make that sexy cunt of yours come all over my face.”

  She cries out. “Yes! Right there, James! YES YES YES!” She screams as she grinds her pussy against my mouth. She spasms and jerks against me and I do my best to hold her down but her erratic movements are all over the place making me smile that she’s completely let go of her body. Her pussy quivers around my tongue and it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever experienced while doing this.

  “Too much.” She gasps as she tries to pull away from my mouth. She twitches and I grip her tighter not wanting her away from me. I continue to tongue her pussy, alternating between sweet kisses and nips at her clit. “Fuuuuuck.” Her hands move away from my head and up her body to her hair. She finally lets her eyes flutter open and her eyes find mine. They’re bright and shining with lust and love for me. She bites down on her bottom lip just as a smile begins to play at her lips.

  I’m a fucking goner.

  She sits up and rests on her elbows. Her skin is glowing even more than usual and her eyes are bright. My cock is harder than it’s ever been as I drink her in.

  “Wow.” Her breathing slows and she averts her gaze from the ceiling to find mine and a huge smile finds her face. “You’re really good at that.”

  Hearing her praise fall from her lips, makes me feel prouder than I’ve ever been to give a woman an orgasm. And then somehow, my dick hardens even more remembering that this was her first orgasm from a man.

  She pushes herself off her elbows and leans up to press her lips to mine. “Will you show me?”

  I move up her body slowly, dragging my tongue up her torso, circling her nipple before I’m hovering over her. “Show you what, angel?”

  “What do you like?”

  I start to tell her that I’ll like anything she does. That just the mere thought of her mouth on my dick has me ready to come inside my briefs which is something I haven’t done in probably a fucking decade. But then my darker, more sinister side takes over. Whispering thoughts that I should teach her what I want. Teach her what she likes so that she’ll be conditioned to only want it—no, need it from me. It’s selfish, but I’m selfish when it comes to Gabrielle. I want her. All of her. And I know for a fact, I’m never going to be ready to give her up now that I’ve had her.

  “I want to suck your dick,” she whispers and my carnal thoughts are interrupted by one of most men’s favorite sentences.

  I move to my back and spread my legs so that she can kneel between them. She places her hands on her thighs, almost as if she’s nervous to touch me and waiting for instruction. “Take off my briefs.” I nod at her and lift my hips to give her easier access. She smiles and pulls my briefs agonizingly slowly down my hips. She grazes my cock with her pinky and a wicked smirk finds her face when she sees it twitch. She’s not looking at me which makes this moment even more intense. Her bottom lip is trapped between her teeth and one eyebrow is quirked in the most enticing way.

  She throws my underwear behind her off the bed and leans down, resting her weight on her hands as she stares at me, giving me a sheepish grin. “Use my mouth to make you come, James.”

  I ball my hands into fists to temper the ache in my cock. “Fuck. You can’t say things like that. It rattles the beast inside of me, and I’m not ready to introduce you to that side of me.”

  “Why?”

  “Because this is all new to you.”

  “But…” She lets out a breath. “You’re not new to me. Your darkness is my darkness. Especially…while we’re here. I want to explore this with you. All of this. And that means learning what you like and what you need. I want to be those things.”

  “You’re all I’ve ever fucking needed, Gab.”

  She tries to hide the smile, but I see it pulling at her lips and a painful ache spreads in my chest as that nagging thought of where this could possibly go long term sparks. She wants this as bad as I do and navigating this when it’s over is not something I’m prepared for.

  I push the thoughts away, knowing that tonight we don’t have to deal with it.

  Tonight, I get to fuck her in every way possible.

  “Lick the tip,” I instruct her. She wastes no time to lower her head and tease the head of my cock with the tip of her tongue. She licks it lightly once and my eyes slam shut as pleasure courses through my body. She does it again and again and circles the tip and I forget I’m supposed to be instructing her because she seems to know what I want. She moves from the tip and drags her tongue up my shaft before wrapping her lips around the tip and sucking hard. My hand finds her head and I tangle my hand in her tresses.

  “Is that okay?” I breathe out, but I’m not totally sure I spoke a coherent sentence.

  “Yes.” She mumbles around my cock as she lowers her mouth slowly. I look down and see she’s halfway down before she moves back up and I smile at the thought that she’s trying to deep throat me.

  “Don’t force it, angel.”

  She pulls back and a trail of spit connects her wet lips to my cock. It twitches at the visual. “I want it to feel good.”

  “Your lips are wrapped around my dick, trust me, baby, it feels good.”

  She wraps her lips around my dick and goes further this time. She gags and the vibrations send goosebumps all over my arms. She swallows and I think it opens up her throat because she moves even further down.

  “Fuuuuuuck me. Jesus Christ, baby.”

  She must be struggling with the spit control because I feel wetness all around the base of my cock. She finds her groove, moving up and down my shaft rhythmically. She grips the base and moves up and down with her mouth, fucking me better than anyone ever has. I’ve been exercising restraint up until now but the pending orgasm has my hips jerking and wishing that I could really fuck her mouth.

  “Lose control,” she whispers. “You’re holding back.”

  I stare at her curiously. “How do you know that?”

  “Your muscles are tight. Like you’re exercising restraint.”

  “You know me so well, my God. Nothing is safe from you.” I chuckle.

  “Lose control, James. I can handle it. You don’t need to protect me from this. From you.”

  I grip her head. “Look at me.” Her eyes dart up to mine and I smile. “Tell me if it’s too much.”

  She nods and then she slides her mouth down me again. Only this time I meet her mouth, pushing my cock even further down her throat. Her nails dig into my thighs and a low groan rumbles in the back of my throat. No one has ever done that to me and I had no idea that it was so fucking sexy. I push further into her mouth. “Fuck. Baby, where…” I lose my train of thought because she does this thing with her tongue that renders me fucking speechless. She moves faster, up and down on me, making the sexiest sucking sounds as she pushes me closer to the edge.

  “Oh shit, angel, there.” I groan. “I’m going to come. Fuck, I’m going to come. I’m going to come.” My breathing becomes labored as my body jerks under her mouth and then my orgasm pulls me under. My grip tightens on her hair and I’m acutely aware of her fingers fondling my balls. “Right. Fucking. There,” I grit out.

  I think I momentarily black out and I find myself struggling to breathe as my orgasm goes on and on.

  My eyes open and for the first second or two everything is blurry. I can see her still between my legs but I can’t quite make out her features yet. She giggles but I feel like I’m on sensory overload so I shut my eyes again.

  “I’ll take that as you enjoyed it.”

  I raise my hand and give her a thumbs up because words are still failing me. After a minute, I finally feel like I can speak. “You’ve never done that before?”

  “No, but I’ve watched porn. I know the basics, J.”

  “Watching and doing are different things. Fuck.” I rub a hand down my face and when I open my eyes I’m glad to know I’m not permanently blind because my sister sucked the fucking soul out of me.

  I know there’s going to be some kind of consequence for the taboo relationship we’ve entered but I’m not prepared to lose my sight.

  I let out a breath as she crawls up my body and rests her chin on my chest as she looks up at me. “That was fun.”

  “I’m glad you enjoyed it. I sure as fuck did.” I laugh.

  A sheen of sweat covers her body making her glisten. “I want to taste you again.” I pull her gently. “I want you to ride my face. I need to give you so many orgasms that your body is loose when I’m inside you for the first time. It’s going to kill me to hurt you.”

  “It’ll kill us both if we don’t find out what the other feels like…right now.” She smiles but she listens to my instruction and straddles my face. Her scent overwhelms my senses. She smells familiar and also like something new entirely. I grip her hips and submerge my face in her folds, kissing and nipping at her clit as she grinds her cunt on my face.

  “Your beard,” she whimpers.

  “Does it feel good? I’ll shave it if you hate it.”

  “Don’t. You. Dare.” She moans and when I look up she’s pinching her nipples as she continues to bounce up and down, rubbing her cunt lips against my lips. “You don’t want to know how many times I’ve had this fantasy.”

  I stop briefly. “Tell me.”

  “Too many. God, you’re better at it than you are in my dreams.” I spread her lips with my thumbs and push my tongue inside her, fucking her relentlessly as I press my fingers to her clit.

  “Baby, come again for me.”

  “And then you’ll fuck me?”

  “Fuck yes.”

  I grip her ass, pushing and pulling her harder against my mouth as she rides me. “I love you,” she cries. “I love you so fucking much.”

  My heart, mind, and cock all work in tandem hearing those words. They all seem to be in agreement that I won’t be letting go of Gabrielle Calloway anytime soon.

  If ever.

  I move my tongue back to her clit and suck it between my lips and she loses it. “Oh God!” She screams and her hands drop to stroke my head. “I love you, I love you, I love you,” she cries as she climaxes on my tongue. Her sweetness floods my mouth and I’m rather surprised I’m able to make her squirt the second time I’ve touched her but I plan to wear that fact like a badge of honor.

  “I love you too,” I tell her as she falls to the side next to me. She barely lets herself recover before she’s on top of me again, hovering over my dick. “I want to fuck,” she breathes out. Her eyes are wild and she looks almost feral. “I need to feel you inside me.” She grips my dick and rubs her pussy on it, smearing her wetness all over it. “Once I do this…” she starts, “once we do this, I’m yours.”

  “Make no mistake, Gab.” I reach up and grip her face before bringing her down so that her lips are hovering mere inches above mine. “You have always been mine.”

  And with that, I let her go and nod at my dick. “Ride me.”

  “You’re not worried about…condoms?” She cocks her head to the side.

  “Cute that you think I don’t know you’re on the pill. And I’d never put you in harm’s way. I’m clean.” I add, “I’ve never fucked a woman without a condom, Gabrielle, but I can’t not know what your pussy feels like wrapped around my dick.”