“On what grounds?”

  “Jaywalking. I’ll come up with something.”

  “I don’t know what happened to your wife in Desolation Canyon, but I am not her.”

  He closed the space between them. Hissing in a breath, Kit went rigid, leaning back so far she could easily topple over the sofa with the slightest movement. Through clenched teeth, he muttered, “Don’t you ever bring my wife up again.”

  Her chin went up another notch. “Oh, I see. It’s okay if you play unfair, but not me.”

  He thrust his face close to hers. Panic flared in her eyes, but he didn’t back down. Too much was at stake. “This isn’t a game. Haven’t you figured that out yet?”

  She brought her hands up and fisted them against his chest, then shoved him back a few feet. Scurrying to the side, she rounded the couch. “I’m very aware of the stakes. My career is on the line.”

  “So you would risk your life for your career?”

  “Life is a risk.” She shrugged, all the earlier tension evaporating. “What if you and Zach hadn’t taken a chance last year? You all would never have found the Aztec codices. He can write his own ticket anywhere now because of that discovery.”

  Her words threw him back four years to his last argument with Pamela. She’d practically said that very same thing to him. She’d wanted him to take a big corporate fraud case that he’d wanted nothing to do with. In fact, he’d brought her to New Mexico in the hopes of convincing her to relocate here. If they had stayed in New York, she would be alive today. He would have to live with that the rest of his life.

  “This isn’t about Zach or me. It’s about you.” Balling his hands at his sides, he fought to keep his temper in check, but it boiled in his stomach.

  “You are not my keeper. My work is very important to me, but I assure you I won’t take unnecessary risks.”

  There was nothing reassuring about what she said. His gut twisted into a huge knot. “Do you even know what an unnecessary risk is?”

  “I’m a highly educated woman. I’ve lived in New Mexico for half my life.” She pulled herself up tall.

  “So you’ve hiked in places like Desolation Canyon?”

  “Well, not exactly. If I had, I wouldn’t need you.”

  Need you. Those words stuck terror into his heart. “Where have you hiked?”

  “In Chaco, Mesa Verde.”

  He choked back a laugh. “I can see you are prepared.”

  Her glare returned. “I’ll do what it takes to be prepared. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m suddenly not hungry. I’m sure you can explain to Zach and Maggie why I left early.”

  The slamming of the front door echoed through Zach’s house and brought his cousin inside.

  “Obviously, the discussion didn’t go as I had planned.”

  Hawke rounded on Zach. “What did you think I was going to do? I don’t back down. You know that.”

  “You do when you’re wrong.”

  “You think I am?”

  “The information she has gathered is good. There just might be a Lost City of Gold out there or some other significant archaeological find.”

  “Then you take her.”

  “I would if I knew the area like you and hadn’t already committed to an expedition this summer. Besides, I’m not a real archaeologist.”

  “You’re the best amateur I’ve seen. And don’t forget you’re used to fieldwork as an anthropologist.”

  “This is probably a piece of cake after our adventure last year. At least there are no people trying to kill her and get the information she has.”

  “If she keeps going around telling people about it, there will be.” Hawke curled his hands into fists, remembering vividly how close he, Zach and Maggie had come to dying last year. He’d never been concerned about his own life, just his cousin’s and Maggie’s.

  “She’s smart. She knows when to keep her mouth shut.”

  “What’s for dinner? I’m starved.”

  Chuckling, Zach threw his arms up in the air. “I won’t mention it again—tonight. Let’s go eat.”

  * * *

  Kit stormed up to her porch and plopped down on the glider where she always liked to sit and work out her problems. The Guardian had been surprised when his GPS tracking device he’d planted under her car had indicated she was returning home. She hadn’t been gone long.

  Even in the dimming light, he could see her face clearly through the binoculars. Someone had made her angry. Who? The man who had come to her house earlier that evening. He’d left clearly displeased. Had he found Kit? Had he upset her?

  He would have to find out what was going on with her. He didn’t like her unhappy. Whatever it was, he could fix it. Although it was getting harder, years ago he had made it his purpose in life to protect her and give her what she needed. After all, he owed her.

  It was a shame, though; sometimes she didn’t know what was best for her.

  But that’s why I’m here.

  * * *

  The following week the door to Hawke’s office crashed open. Kit filled the entrance in all her anger. She stormed toward him as if a tornado swept through the station and planted her fists on his desk, leaning across it.

  “What gives you the right to ruin my life?”

  He met her fury with calm, folding his hands on his calendar blotter with his fingers interlaced. “I thought we had this little discussion last Saturday at Zach’s.”

  “This isn’t about Lester.”

  “Then what’s it about?”

  “I hired James Harrison to be my guide, and now he has disappeared. No one has seen him. What did you do to make him leave town?”

  “Who is James Harrison? I don’t know anyone by that name at Santa Maria Pueblo.”

  “After Lester, I got smart. I looked elsewhere for my guide. So how did you find out about Mr. Harrison? I didn’t even say anything to Zach in case he let it slip to you.”

  “Where in the world did you find this Harrison?”

  She straightened, waving her hand in the air. “That’s not important. He lives in the area.”

  “He does? At the pueblo?”

  “Well, no. Albuquerque. He assured me he knew what he was doing. He had references.”

  “Ah, references are important.” Why hadn’t he noticed how cute she was when she was angry? Her full lips formed a perfect little pout, and her eyes sparked with blue fire. But she was definitely trouble. He had to remember that.

  “They are. He’s led several groups through various canyons in the state.”

  “Any to Desolation Canyon?”

  “No, but isn’t one canyon like another?”

  “No, not at all.” Hawke lounged back in his comfortably padded chair. The day had turned interesting after a rather dull start. “And if you have to ask me that, then you have no business going in there.”

  “You’re just saying that to keep me away.” She sank into the seat across from his desk.

  “To put your mind at rest, I did not say anything to Harrison because I didn’t know about him.” His elbows on the arms of his chair, he steepled his fingers. “Contrary to what you may be thinking, I’ve not been following you around to see who you’ll contact next. I’ll tell you, however, that I’ve let it be known I wouldn’t be too happy if someone from the pueblo was your guide.”

  “I don’t give up easily, especially now.” Her eyes narrowed.

  He knew he shouldn’t ask, but he did. “Especially now?”

  “I discovered some more collaborating evidence that I’m on the right track.”

  “What?”

  “Zach gave me a piece of advice I think I’ll take. Trust no one.”

  Hawke laughed. “That sounds like my cousin. And in this situation I have to agree. Although I don’t think there’s a City of Gold out there, just the mere mention of the word gold makes men do crazy things.”

  “That’s it.” She leaped from the chair, her features red with anger. “You’re going after it without me.” She stretched her upper body across his desk as if she were coming at him. “You won’t find it without my information.”

  “Aren’t you forgetting that I’m the one who discovered the ruins of the mission? Do you know where they are?”

  She settled back, a scowl slashing across her face. “In Desolation Canyon.”

  “It covers a lot of ground. Give it up, Dr. Sinclair. You have no business going there. You’re out of shape and in no condition to make the trek.” After picking up the folder closest to him, he flipped it open. “You may have time to travel all the way here on a whim, but I have work to do and don’t have any more time to chitchat.”

  Kit wanted to bang her hands on the desk to get his attention as he perused the papers in the folder. His nonchalant bearing conveyed he had not a care in the world. She wouldn’t bang his desk, but she would find a way around the man. He blocked her path to what she wanted. She’d found James Harrison, so she would come up with another escort, and this time she wouldn’t say anything to anyone, not even her neighbor who was her sounding board.

  After a few seconds of staring at the top of his head, she gathered her composure, calm beginning to seep back into her. “Thank you, Mr. Lonechief.”

  Outside in the bright, cloudless day, she examined the small town of San Angelo. Only twenty miles to the north lay the start of the canyon system that led to the place she wanted to go. She’d worked too hard on this theory to back down. She didn’t want the gold; she wanted the credit. She had to publish something this year if she was to stay on the faculty at Albuquerque City College and get her tenure. The history department chairperson had made that clear to her, especially in the wake of budget cuts. Her job was all she had now. Yes, she had friends, family and the Lord, but she needed something to do to keep the past at bay, to keep her mind focused forward.

  * * *

  Later that day Kit stared down at the chart showing one-third of New Mexico. “Samuel, I could hug you! This is just what I needed. Where did you get such a detailed map of the area I’m interested in? I’ve never seen one like this.”

  “From the archaeology archives.”

  “I’ve seen some of their maps, but nothing like this.”

  He bent toward her and whispered, “These aren’t common knowledge and are usually kept under lock and key on the top floor of the library. Even what they are cataloged under doesn’t tell anyone much. You see where all the Indian ruins are marked. They don’t want people thinking they can go dig them up.”

  “I know that. Zach told me they keep most of the discovered ruins as is, not excavated. To disturb them would cause more damage and lost knowledge. This will really help.”

  “Have you found a guide yet?”

  “I’m working on it. I’ve got a lead. No one as skilled as Zach Collier’s cousin, but this map will help make up for the fact I can’t get him.”

  “I need to get it back upstairs. I’ll make a copy of it. Just wait right here.” Samuel took the map and turned toward the back room behind the counter.

  Kit stopped him with a hand on his arm. “You won’t get into trouble for bringing the map down here, will you?”

  He smiled. “Jessica, who runs that floor, owes me a favor. She knows I have it, but I promised I would bring it back by four, that all I needed to do was check a reference for one of the professors in the archaeology department.”

  Her hand slipping from his arm, she watched Samuel rush away. She certainly wouldn’t be excavating any ruins that had already been discovered, since what she was looking for hadn’t been unearthed. Besides, she wasn’t an archaeologist. When she found the City of Gold, she would leave that part to the experts.

  “It’s in there.” When Samuel came back, he handed her a large manila envelope. “I had to copy it in sections because of its size.”

  She took it, so thankful for his assistance. “I’m going to give you that hug.” She quickly did. “Thanks again. I’ve got someone I have to meet upstairs. See you,” she said, then hurried toward the steps that led to the third floor.

  On the staircase she passed Wes carrying a couple of large volumes. When he came to a stop, she did, too.

  “I’m beginning to think you live here,” he said with a nervous laugh.

  “I’ve been working on a paper for the American Historical Society magazine.” Which was true because she intended to publish her article in it.

  “Ah, our publish-or-perish requirement. I’ve been contemplating what I’ll write about. If you’ve got time later, I would like to discuss it with you.”

  “You aren’t worried I’ll steal your idea?”

  “Not you.” Appreciation glinted in his eyes. “You’re the most ethical person I know. Besides, it sounds like you’ve got yours well under control. Will you be in your office later?”

  “No, I’m going home in a few minutes. Come by tomorrow.”

  “Tomorrow it is.” Wes continued his descent to the second floor.

  Kit watched him for a few seconds before mounting the steps. She had a meeting with another guide prospect in the back part of the library. Not many people frequented that area, especially during the day. She felt like a spy, setting up a rendezvous, having to consider where she could go without being unduly noticed. Since she was often at the library, no one would think that was strange. Having Ronald Hoffman come to her office was out of the question. The same for her house. So this was it, because she was determined no one would know whom she had hired this time.

  A tall, thin man removed a book from a shelf and flipped through it before putting it back. He took another one down.

  After scanning the area for anyone else, she hastened forward. “Are you Mr. Hoffman?”

  He looked toward her. “Yes. Dr. Sinclair?”

  She nodded.

  “Did you bring the deposit?”

  She rummaged in her purse until she found the envelope with the money in it. “You’ll get twice that when we complete the trip.”

  He counted the bills. “I don’t know why you want to go there, but I’ll take you for the agreed-upon amount. From what I’ve heard, it won’t be easy.” His pinpoint gaze skimmed down her length. “Are you sure you can handle it?”

  “Of course. Are you sure you know how to get to Desolation Canyon?”

  “Of course. As I told you earlier on the phone, I haven’t been there personally, but I know where it is, and that type of terrain is something I’m used to.”

  “When can we leave?” She hugged the manila envelope to her chest. If he didn’t know how to get there, she could figure it out with this detailed map.

  “You said something about this Saturday. I can go then.” He presented her with a list of supplies. “You’ll need to bring these.”

  “Where do we meet?”

  “At Black Horse Pass at seven in the morning. It’ll probably take at least five days.” He moved past her toward the exit.

  “Thank you,” she said, but the man had already disappeared around the corner.

  Suddenly her legs gave away. She sagged to the floor. What had she set in motion? Ronald Hoffman’s credentials had checked out. He’d used to work for an adventure group who had taken people on trips into the wilderness around New Mexico and the surrounding states. If she couldn’t have Hawke Lonechief, he was the next best thing.

  * * *

  Kit finished loading her red Honda. The darkness of predawn had lightened to a dim gray, but the sun was still hidden below the eastern horizon. Excitement surged through her at the idea she would be hiking toward Desolation Canyon in a couple of hours.

  Marcus Perry, dressed in his navy-blue jogging shorts and white T-shirt, came out onto his porch. She waved at her neighbor and friend. He loped toward her while pulling neon-orange sweatbands on his wrists. From the curious gleam in his eyes, she knew she wouldn’t be able to get away without telling him something.

  He glanced into her backseat. “Going camping in a certain canyon?”

  “I hope. But don’t say anything to anyone. You know what happened to the last guide I had.”

  “So Hawke Lonechief finally agreed.”

  “No. He still refuses, but this person should be good.”

  “Who’d you get this time?” Marcus began some limbering-up exercises.

  “Ronald Hoffman.” Even if Marcus ran into his house right now—which she didn’t see her friend doing—it was too late for Hawke to interfere. “He was in the news a few weeks ago. He found that family missing in the Carson National Forest.”

  “Yeah, I remember reading about him. But the big question is, does he know where you want to go?” Marcus touched his toes.

  “He hasn’t actually been there, but he’s very experienced at being a guide.”

  “Did I tell you I met him last Saturday night?”

  “Who? Ronald?”

  “No, Lonechief.” He lunged to each side. “Can’t be too careful.”

  “I agree. That’s why I checked this Ronald out and no one knows about what I’m doing today.”

  “Well, except me. But I wasn’t talking about your guide. I was talking about exercising. It’s so easy to pull a muscle, especially if you don’t limber up correctly.” He jogged in place. “I think I’m finally loosened up to start my run.”

  “That’s good, but what do you mean you saw Lonechief Saturday night? Did you go to the dedication ceremony?”

  “No, he came by here looking for you.”

  “He did?”

  “I caught him pounding on your front door, not too happy you weren’t home.”

  A picture of Hawke frustrated as he stalked back to his Jeep darted through her mind. Good! It served him right for scaring off her other guides. What if at this very moment he was hiking to the canyon to see if what she theorized was true? Now that she thought about it, just because he was Zach’s cousin didn’t mean she could trust him.

  Trust No One. That needed to be her new motto.

  “I’d better go. I don’t want to be late.”

  “Before you start hiking, make sure you limber up. I don’t want you to pull a muscle out there.” Marcus bent forward and kissed her on the cheek.

  She slid into her front seat and waved at her friend as he jogged down the street. When she backed out of her driveway, she couldn’t stop the feeling of urgency that overcame her. She navigated her car toward the highway that led out of town.