I tried. Sort of.

  Tried not to put us in this situation where we’ll be forced to lie to everyone in our lives and keep a secret from someone who means the world to me, but I’ve gone too far. Gone too far past flirting and kissing and rubbing my cock against her with our clothes on. Now I’ve seen her naked and touched her cunt and I can’t turn away from her. Now that I’ve seen her and touched her and licked her.

  I was trying to be a good man, but I’m not a saint.

  Her eyes drop to my dick instantly which is standing straight up with a pearl of precum pooling at the tip. She licks her lips and the rest of my resolve fucking snaps.

  I see the moment he decides to say fuck it because he’s on the bed and on top of me in a fucking instant. His lips are on mine and it hits me that this is the first time he’s kissed me since we’ve been in the room and I relish in his lips moving with mine. They’re soft and taste faintly of mint, like he brushed his teeth before he picked me up and then his tongue touches mine before exploring my mouth. I fucking love the way this man kisses.

  He kisses the way I do, like I want to be fucking consumed by the other person. I want to crawl inside Theo Graham’s skin and live there. I want to be that close to him and the way he’s kissing me makes me think he wouldn’t be opposed. And now his dick has dragged against my thigh and is currently rubbing against my sex without pushing inside.

  Fuck, this is so hot.

  His lips leave mine to find my neck and trail kisses down my body. His dick moves away from the space between my legs as he moves and I whimper at the loss of contact. One hand finds my breast while he pulls away and looks down at the other. His hooded eyes flit up to mine just as he traces the nipple with his tongue. “Oh my God,” I moan, my thighs rubbing together as I try to create some friction between them as he flicks my nipple with his tongue before sucking my breast into his mouth. My hands find his silky hair, pulling and simultaneously pushing him harder against me. I wrap my legs around him, locking my ankles behind his back and pressing my cunt into his chest as he continues to swirl his tongue around my nipple. My pussy is wet and tingling and I know the second he even breathes near my clit, I’m going to shatter.

  “Theo, please,” I moan.

  “Please what, beautiful?” He asks as he pulls off of one breast in favor of the other. He switches hands to palm the other breast, rolling my wet nipple between his fingers, squeezing gently and the feeling mixed with him calling me beautiful pushes me closer to the edge. He drags his teeth along the skin before he bites down gently, nibbling on the sensitive flesh.

  “God, please fuck me.”

  “I’m going to. Believe me.” His words come out shaky and I wonder if he’s nearing his breaking point too. “How do you want me to fuck you?”

  “I don’t care, just put it in, Theo,” I beg. “However you want.” My eyes are squeezed shut, my toes are curled tight and I’m clutching the sheets tighter with each kiss down my abdomen. I am so desperate to fucking come I think I might die.

  “One taste first, I’ll be quick,” he grunts.

  “I’m going to come if you do that,” I whimper, not that I hate the thought, but I want him to know it’s going to be quick because I am wound the fuck up.

  “Oh, please fucking do,” he grits out. “This”—he tugs on the hair of my narrow landing strip—“is fucking sexy. Do you always have this?”

  “I—I used to be bare,” I manage to stammer out.

  “Leave it. I was ready to come the second you took off your panties.”

  “Yes, whatever you want!” I agree, knowing that I’ll do anything he says in this moment to keep his hands on me.

  “Good girl,” he says and goosebumps erupt on my flesh. He spreads the lips of my sex and blows gently on my clit. I clench, and let out a moan. I hear a sharp intake of breath and manage to drop my eyes to look at him just as he drags his tongue through my slit.

  “Oh my Godddddd.” I moan as his tongue swirls around my clit before he begins to take long slow strokes up and down my cunt. The sounds that his mouth and my pussy are making are obscene and make me even wetter. “Fuck, Theo. I’m close. Fuck me…with your dick, please.”

  “Let me taste your orgasm first and then I’ll put my dick right here, how does that sound?”

  “Yes yes yes.” I cry out, because Christ, he knows what he’s doing. This isn’t the first time there’s been a mouth between my legs but this is definitely the best it’s ever felt. His tongue penetrates my opening and I clench around it before it slides back out and drags upwards towards my clit again. He’s pushing harder against me, allowing the bristles of his beard to press against my sex and even pierce my clit which feels different and foreign but sexy as hell. “Oh God, Theo. I’m going to come.” My eyes flutter shut as the sensations leading up to what I believe will be a very intense orgasm take over.

  “Thank fuck,” he says just before he suctions his lips around my clit and I fucking lose it. He’s holding my thighs down, so I’m unable to close them around his head and it feels so wanton being completely open and exposed to him as my climax washes over me.

  “Fuck fuck fuck, Theo. Right there. Oh my God.” I cry out as I roll my hips against his mouth and he continues to fuck me with it through my climax. “Ah!” I squeal, and I try to move away from his mouth. “Theo.” I grip his hair, pulling him away from my quivering flesh. He growls against me and when his eyes meet mine, they’re narrowed into slits. “Don’t look at me like that.”

  “I wasn’t done,” he bites my thigh gently and I gasp.

  “I want to fuck,” I tell him before biting down on my bottom lip and I see his nostrils flare sexily. “You said after you tasted me.” I reach for him. “Please, I know you’re hard.”

  He moves up my body to hover on top of me and when I look down between us, I see his dick engorged and leaking precum onto my stomach. It’s bigger than any I’ve been with, which is to be expected of someone Theo’s size but I’m equal parts excited and nervous about having something that huge inside of me.

  “You okay?” he asks, I assume sensing my apprehension.

  “I know it’ll fit but…” I whisper, before meeting his gaze, “it’s so big.”

  “Yeah baby, it’ll fit.” He looks down between us and then back up at me. “Are you sure you want to do this? It’s not too late to change your mind.”

  I grab his face, making our eyes lock. “I want it. I want you.”

  He nods before he drops his face into my neck. “Guide me into you.”

  I reach for his dick and squeeze gently causing him to hiss in my ear as I drag him through my seam. I slide him back and forth a few times, dragging the tip over my clit and he lets out a sound that sounds like a cross between a chuckle and a groan. “Oh my God, Avery. I’m going to explode, baby.”

  “Mmmm,” I moan, both at the feeling and his pet name that causes a flutter in my stomach. “I like the sound of that.” He presses his lips to my temple and then drags it down my face.

  “Let me in. Let me in your pretty cunt, right now.” I pull him closer and he slides in easily because of how wet I am, even with his size. “Fuuuuuuck you’re tight.” He bites down on my shoulder as he begins to move in and out of me slowly at first. His lips find mine as he grabs my hands and slowly brings them over my head, lacing them as he continues to fuck me and it’s even better than I imagined this would be.

  “God, Theo. Oh my God, it’s so good.” I cry out when he pulls away from my mouth in favor of dragging his tongue along my neck and sucking at the skin. A thought briefly floats through my head about having to explain a hickey but Theo spins his hips in a circle and thrusts in deeper, tapping my g-spot and my mind goes blank.

  “Avery, fuck me, your pussy feels amazing. I could live inside you.”

  He lets my hands go and they immediately go to the space behind his neck as I look into his dark eyes. I arch my back and then he’s out of me and I whine at the loss of contact. I watch as he gets on his knees and pushes both of my legs back towards my ears. I grab my ankles as he slips two of his fingers in his mouth before dragging them through my slit, rubbing the flesh back and forth and sliding them inside of me, curling them upwards, causing my eyes to roll back and a very loud scream to leave my lips.

  “FUCK,” I groan.

  “You like that?” He growls as he fucks me with his fingers before he slides them out and drops three slaps in rapid succession on my pussy.

  “Oh my God! I’m going to come. Put your dick back inside me.”

  “I stopped because you felt too good. I was going to come and I wanted to prolong it.” He lays another slap on my pussy, making my clit throb. “I should put you over my knee for having a body that looks and feels that good.” He pauses. “Don’t fuck anyone else, Avery,” he says through gritted teeth.

  “I won’t.” I cry. “I won’t. I don’t want to!”

  “Good.” He grunts. “This pussy is fucking mine now.” He slaps it again and I can feel the orgasm starting to form in my toes.

  “Yes!” I cry out as he slides his dick inside of me and begins to fuck me mercilessly.

  “You’re so fucking sexy,” he says as he moves my legs to rest over his shoulders. I look down at where we’re connected and it’s slick from our arousal. He continues to pound into me as he presses his lips to my ankle, dragging his tongue along the skin. “I want you so much, baby.”

  “Mmmm.” I moan. “I’m going to come again.”

  “Oh yeah? Let me feel you come around my dick. Fucking squeeze me, baby. Milk the cum out of me,” he says and my mouth drops open at hearing the polite and kind man I’ve known for almost nine years saying the dirtiest things to me.

  “Oh my God, Theo. Yes!” I cry out as his hand drops to my nipple and tweaks it just as he spins his hips in a circle and his pubic hair drags along my clit. “Fuck!” I cry out as my orgasm washes over me and forces my eyes shut. He doesn’t stop thrusting, continuing to fuck me through the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had as he chases his own. “Fuck, it’s too much, Theo.”

  “You can take it, baby. Take me. You’re doing so well.”

  “Oh God.” I cry out and I draw a hand to my mouth and bite down on a finger.

  “Tell me how it feels,” he says as his thrusts begin to get even more erratic.

  “So good.” I moan just as he pulls out again and drags his dick through my slit, to rub against my clit. “You’re a God, Theo. How do you have more stamina than I do?” I sigh because I know once I have this third orgasm I’m about to have, I’m going to be spent.

  He chuckles, “You don’t get a woman like you in bed and not give it your fucking all.” He grins and my clit pulses at the thought that he just wants to make me feel good.

  “Let me be on top,” I tell him because I am ready to take control of this ride and make him come. He rolls to his back and I climb on top of him sliding down slowly and when I’m sitting directly on him with his cock buried deep inside of me, he grips my hips.

  “When I tell you I’m about to come, you need to get off,” he says but the way his eyes slide down my body and his hands tighten around my hips, I’m thinking he definitely does not want to pull out.

  I lean down and drag my lips down his chin slowly while I squeeze his dick with my cunt. “I didn’t agree to that.”

  “Avery.”

  “Yes?” I say as I begin to move up and down on him and I watch as his eyes flutter closed before shooting open.

  “Fuck, I shouldn’t have let you on top.” His tongue darts out to lick his lips as he watches my tits bounce with every thrust and I drag my fingertips up his torso and his six-pack.

  The thought that he might come inside me sends a jolt of electricity to my clit and his words push me faster towards another orgasm. I lean down and drag my lips over his jaw and then meet his mouth, sliding my tongue between his lips. He groans and his hands grip me harder as he helps me up and down faster with each thrust. His hands wrap around my back as he holds me in place and begins to thrust upward into my wanting pussy.

  “Theo, I think I’m going to come again.” I drop my face into his neck. “Just like that.” I moan into his ear. “Oh my God, you fuck me better than anyone ever has.”

  “Yeah?” he growls into my ear. “Your pussy is fucking soaking me, baby. It’s so tight and hot. How am I supposed to fucking focus on anything ever again other than when’s the next time I can fuck you?”

  “Whenever you want,” I tell him. Half because it’s true, half because I’m about to come all over his dick a second time. “Oh fuck, I’m going to come again!” I cry out.

  “If you come while I’m inside of you, it’s going to set me off. Avery…fuck…I don’t want to come inside of you.” His voice is low and husky and sets my skin on fire.

  “Oh God! Right there, yes!” I cry out as I begin humping him through my climax, slamming down on him harder than I’d done a few moments ago and my orgasm shoots through me like a lightning bolt. I squeeze my eyes shut as I press my forehead to his shoulder.

  God, nothing has ever fucking felt like this.

  “You’re so fucking sexy when you come, Avery. God damn,” he whispers in my ear. “So so sexy.” I drag my hands up to rest on his cheeks and press my lips to his again and I slide my tongue into his mouth. I don’t know how long we stay like this. Our lips pressed against each other as our tongues move at the same pace as his dick inside of me, but at some point, I pull away because I think he’s holding back so he won’t come. “Please, I want it. Need it. Need to know how you feel when you lose it. Show me. Show me and then I’ll lick your dick clean.” I tell him as I keep riding him.

  “Oh fuuuuuuck,” he groans as I feel him unleash his load inside of me. “Fuck Avery, fuck fuck fuck!”

  “Yesssss,” I purr in his ear as his strokes start to slow. I drag my tongue along his ear, down his neck, and back into his mouth.

  His dick is still pulsing inside of me and I love the sexy feeling of it as I drop kisses along his shoulder and chest and everywhere I can reach. His eyes eventually open and he rubs his hands up and down my arms and lets out a low grumble that vibrates through my entire body. “You are…” He lets out a breath. “Wow.” I move off of him but I don’t miss that he reaches for me to bring me closer to him. I look up to find him looking down at me with a concerned expression. “Was all of that okay?”

  “Okay? I had three orgasms. Yeah…it was okay.” I laugh as I press a kiss to his chest. I sit up and dart my eyes down to his dick, seeing it softer but covered in my arousal. I lick my lips and I hear him instantly.

  “No, Avery. Give me a second.”

  “But…”

  “There will be plenty of times for you to suck me off, but let me recover from that.”

  My eyes immediately meet his. “Plenty of times?”

  He’s still on his back as he sighs. “I already know I want more.”

  I’m warm everywhere instantly at the thought of that. “Me too.”

  He smiles at me and pulls me into his arms, weaving a hand into my hair. “You’re so beautiful. I don’t know when you became this woman I can’t stop looking at but God damn, Avery.” His lips find mine and we kiss for a few moments before the sounds of vibrations stop me.

  “Someone’s phone is ringing,” I say and then realize my phone is still in the other room on the table so it must be Theo’s. “Who would be calling you at three in the morning?” I say as I turn my gaze to look at the clock on the nightstand. He’s up and around the bed, grabbing his pants from the floor, and pulling out his phone.

  He sighs. “It’s Lucas.”

  “Don’t answer it!” I’ve never known Theo to stay out all night, especially with having teenagers that were very prone to throwing parties. He didn’t trust any of us.

  “It might be important.”

  “He’s probably calling you because he got home and you’re not there. Hello?” I exclaim.

  “Then he’s probably worried.”

  “You didn’t leave a note?”

  “I—I wasn’t thinking clearly. I…I don’t know!” He says, clearly exasperated over the fact that he has to take this phone call moments after he was inside of me.

  I shake my head at him. “You’re going to get us caught! I have to teach you how to cover your tracks better. Well, answer it before he reports you missing.” I roll my eyes and get off the bed to get some water. He smacks my ass as I walk by him.

  “Smart ass.”

  “Hey son, you alright?” I ask as I watch his best friend’s naked ass walk into the living room. God, I’m going to hell.

  “Daaaaaaaaad,” he slurs. “Where the hell are youuuu? I’ve called you like four times. I even called Raegan, who also did not answer! What is wrong with this family? I’m drunk and I’m the one worried about you all. Where are you?”

  “I’m out, Son. What’s up?”

  “Out!? At three in the morning? Oh…ohhhhhh. Dad! You got a girlfriend? Shit, am I cramping your style by being here so you felt you couldn’t have a sleepover? My bad. I can go stay with one of my buddies. But Dad, I’m twenty-one, I don’t care if you want to have your girlfriend over.” He laughs.

  “No, Lucas, of course not.”

  “Of course not, to which? Do you have a girlfriend? You should have a girlfriend, Dad. I don’t want you to be lonely, especially with me being in New York and Raegan moving in with her old ass boyfriend.”

  “He’s my age, Lucas,” I snap.

  I’m not thrilled about how much older he is than Raegan but can we reign in the cracks on his age?

  “Whatttttteevvvverrrrr. So, you not coming home?”

  “I’ll be home in the morning.”

  “Okay, wrap it up! I don’t want a little sibling.”

  Avery appears with two bottles of water in one hand and her phone in the other and my eyes go to her stomach on instinct and I have to fight the intrusive thoughts of her round with my child. Fuck.