I think we stand at a moment in time when the survival of our human-ness depends on our ability to marry the observance of the invisible force with the forces of our actions.

  The Essenes suggested that we have forgotten the lost science of prayer. Gregg Braden and John Hagelin write that prayer transcends science, religion, and even mystical traditions. They correlate prayer with the forces in quantum physics. They claim that the energy of collective prayer with the agreed-upon intention could alter the prophecies.

  Again and again in the Bible Code are encrypted, along with the prophecies of gloom and doom, the four words in Hebrew: “Will you change it?” The Bible Code also suggests that we play a significant role in the outcome of predicted events. The words “Will you change it?” presuppose a being who asks the question. Who would that be? And who wrote the Code anyway? Its accuracy is alarmingly consistent. How could the first five books of the Old Testament (the Torah, which has been unaltered through time) have embedded in its text a code that portended the future thousands of years ago? It’s as if the writers saw a future technology able to unlock its warning when we would need it.

  Ancient prophets said we had the ability to change the future by the actions we take in the present. The question now is—are we waking up to what we’ve become too late?

  Einstein said time does not flow in only one direction. The future exists simultaneously with the past. There is a connection within physics between time and prophecy. Time is the major factor in the way we lead our lives, but because we see time as linear, we are frustrated with not having enough of it. There is an ancient school of thought that the present and the future are knowable now. It’s difficult for me to understand that, but I can imagine it. Such must be the quantum physics inherent in prophecy. If a person’s mind is holographic enough, he or she can tap into the ALL and, therefore, see the “future.” That must be what Hawking meant when he told me there was never a beginning (a Big Bang) and there will never be an end.

  Being an invalid who can’t move at all, he must have inner capacities to see universal time in its true sense. Was this the case with Edgar Cayce, John the Divine, Mayan and Aztec prophets, and the writer or writers of the Bible Code? If they were immersed in the universal time and “God” energy, perhaps that is why they also understand that a communal intention of feelings could change an outcome. Hence, communal prayer.

  I met with John Hagelin and the Maharishi Yogi’s people concerning just that. They claimed that through massive collective prayer meetings they reduced crime in a given city or even altered the weather. It’s called the Maharishi Effect.

  Is the secret, then, that we must work on our intentions communally and together? How will we know if we get an answer? They say, “Don’t pray for world peace—see it. Don’t think of it as the opposite of war. Such a thought gives too much power to war.” The Maharishi, Hagelin, and Braden are seeing and evolving their ideas in the same way.

  The science of “determinism” (German philosopher Gottfried Leibniz) says that everything witnessed or experienced in this world, regardless of its random appearance (accidents), happens because of the events that preceded it. To me, that is not quite the definition of karma, but close.

  In quantum physics, “free will” enters the equation. We change everything by observing it. Quantum physics is the study of radiating light waves (quarks, photons) and nonphysical energies which, when we move them, create our physical world. Therefore, if we moved the nonphysical photons and quarks within the action of intentional prayer, perhaps we could change the physical outcome of prophecy. This implies the possibility of multiple outcomes for an event that has been seen to have already begun.

  We used to be told that it is scientifically and physically impossible for two objects to occupy the same space at the same time. Quantum physics has proved otherwise. It is called the Bose-Einstein condensate, named after the authors. If two future events are seen simultaneously, even for a second of time, then one can move past the other and become the future reality in a “quantum leap.” If our invisible universe (God) is what holds us all together, why couldn’t we intentionally appeal to it to create an outcome we not only want but learn to “see?”

  The Essene Gospel of Peace says, “In the moment of breathing in and breathing out is hidden all the mysteries.” Tiny changes of free intention can lead to gigantic changes of presupposed outcome. That means we need to change the way we express ourselves in the present. We have parallel possibilities in anything we do in life. The chaos of our world is a wake-up call to examine what our own self-meaning represents and what we want for the world.

  The feeling in prayers, not the words, is what influences the unseen universe. We breathe life into the prayers through feeling. They say we need to feel that what we ask for is already there. It is that silent language of feeling that allows us to become portals through which Heaven can pass to Earth. Hidden in the mists of our ancient time, we each have a memory of this silent, powerful language that connects us to one another, the cosmos, and Heaven itself.

  It seems that my course in life has been to use expression in dancing and acting to explore some of my questions relating to human identity. I’m fascinated by the character and motivations of people. Why do we do the things we do? Why don’t we long more to explore the invisible power of the universe within us? I’ve been mystically inclined as long as I can remember. I don’t know where it came from, except for the aforementioned characteristics of my parents. I only know I get more pleasure from asking questions than anything else in life. I accept very little at face value, yet I’m a trusting innocent who believes that there’s some truth in everything.

  People who know me say I have a low bullshit quotient and a high bullshit detector. So it has been confusing for many of my acquaintances that I believe in so much that I can’t see. The search for visibility is worth it. The absence of evidence is not evidence of absence. Some of my searching and incessant questioning has not been easy, either for me or those who know me.

  The Lost Gospel of Thomas explains it best for me.

  Let those who seek continue seeking until they find.

  When they find, they will become troubled.

  When they become troubled, they will be astonished.

  Recognize what is in your sight, and that which is hidden

  from you will become plain to you.

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  11

  PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN NEW MEXICO SEE MANY “AWE-INSPIRING phenomena” in the sky, especially if they live at as high an altitude as my house is (eight thousand feet above sea level). As I’ve said before, I’ve always been interested in whether there is “life out there.” I sit alone on my eagle’s-nest balcony and wonder if maybe tonight I’ll again see the same kind of phenomena I saw when I was in Peru. There, as I watched alone from my eighteen-thousand-foot-high lookout post, craft darted across the sky night after night, seemingly to tease those scientists below with their telescopes and recording devices. People come from all over the world to record and witness these events. It is common conversation in the Andes that people from other worlds come to our world to mine our minerals and observe us.

  How long have the other-world beings been with us? Could they have actually been written about in the Bible? I go to my library and open the old Bible on my desk at random. It “accidentally” opens to 1 Thess. 4:16–17: “For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven, with a shout with the voice of the archangel, and with the trumpet of God…. Then we…shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air; and so shall we ever be with the Lord.”

  My mind goes to the Pillar of Cloud that guided the Israelites by day and the Pillar of Fire by night through their forty years in the desert. I had always wondered about that, too. That led to hours of reading the Bible (particularly the Old Testament) from the star-being point of view. I found it extremely exhilarating and intriguing. Had star beings been with us from the beginning?

  Who were the gods of the Bible? I say gods in the plural because “gods” in the plural was the original translation, unlike the King James Version. I wonder what else has been altered from the Great Book since its inception.

  As I read many books on the subject I began to agree that there is sufficient evidence that the human race has been influenced by beings far superior technologically to us. There is ancient evidence of their influence in art, science, genetic engineering, harvesting, soul science, mathematics, and in general many areas of life that propelled us forward far faster than the speed by which we would have progressed alone. Yet in the process, we humans seem to have learned, by proxy, many “divide and conquer” techniques, because that is what seems to have been visited upon us.

  There are a myriad of stories and myths in every culture that tell of great wars in space, the battles between light and dark forces, the gods of heaven. In fact the Bible predicts another “war in heaven” “as above, so below.” Titanic struggles which have already occurred on Earth between the Gods of Light and Dark are due to occur again. Has the struggle back to divinity always been filled with such polarity violence?

  The Bible is filled with descriptions of heavenly chariots, sky-born pillars that spit fire from heaven, clouds that dictate commandments and wheels within wheels which transported humans (Ezekiel) from one location to another on Earth in the space-time of minutes. The Ramayana of India describes a double-decker hovering craft with a dome and portholes. The vimanas of Krishna’s time were flying fortresses that threw laserlike arrows at humans and exuded light that melted the very skin and teeth of the cowering humans below.

  The Egyptians and Damans each described shields of fire. Alexander the Great spoke of shiny shield-shaped objects with beams of light that attacked his enemies. Many flying shields have been described today and in the past which fly with the speed of light. In the Bible the Nefilim are described as those who came from heaven to find the daughters of man fair. “Nefilim” means “one who fell down from heaven” and are sometimes interpreted as “fallen angels.” Most of the gods were called “watchers” or “warners” and were sometimes referred to as angels. If we are being visited by star beings and in fact are inheritors of their influence, I would like to know. It would help explain our historical behavior and progress.

  I have slept in the sarcophagus of the King’s Chamber of the Great Pyramid at Gizeh, and I’m certain it was built by minds and spirits that were not human. The Great Pyramid is perfectly aligned to true north, and the three pyramids together on the plateau are in the same configuration as the three stars in the belt of Orion, a constellation that is mentioned several times in the Bible. In 1985 NASA discovered an identical configuration of the three Gizeh pyramids on Mars. The pyramid was constructed as a giant sundial indicating the precise dates of the solstices and equinoxes, dividing the time not only into years, months, and days, but even by hours. The weight of the pyramid (now estimated as being 5,955,000 tons) when multiplied by one trillion equals the modern scientific estimate of the Earth’s own weight. The circuit of the base of the Great Pyramid divided by twice the height of the pyramid produces ? (3.1416). Pi is a mathematical constant representing the ratio of the circumference to the diameter of a circle—elementary geometry. Archimedes, who lived two thousand years after the pyramid’s construction, was given credit for discovering ?, which was key to many mathematical calculations. So the architects of the pyramid possessed precise knowledge of the movements of the Earth, the laws of gravity, and the existence of ?. There is also a fascinating school of thought that says that all of human history is recorded in the pyramid—dates and events can be interpreted mathematically through the interior system of passageways and chambers.

  I’ve stayed through the day, and well into the night, at Angkor Wat in Cambodia, which mirrors the constellation of Draco as it appeared in 10,500 B.C. I have gazed at the Nazca lines in Peru which are ancient, and the configurations can be seen only from the air. The giant spider on the Nazca plains is a replica of the constellation of Orion. Why are these structures and ancient artifacts erected on specific ley lines, namely, between the thirteenth and thirtieth parallels on Earth? Who made the cuttings with laserlike precision in ancient stone megalithic structures in Peru, Yucatán, Mexico, Indonesia, and Mesopotamia (Iraq)?

  The ancient Sumerians were proficient in advanced mathematics, predicting the future positions of heavenly bodies, and advanced energy medicine. They developed advanced astronomical calendars good for 25,720 years (the return of the zodiac is every 26,000 years). Their astrologers worked with a finely tuned sense of the psychological and spiritual impact that the zodiac had on the human mind. They had advanced architecture and other various sciences that date back to at least 65,000 years ago.

  All of this has been translated from hundreds and thousands of Sumerian cuneiform tablets, many of which were located in the museum at Baghdad and stolen during the American invasion. Why would anyone who invaded steal such priceless objects unless there was an interest in the advanced meaning of the translations? The seat of the most advanced ancient civilization was Sumeria (Iraq). It makes me wonder what we are really doing there.

  There was a great leap forward in the Sumerian civilization in architecture, astronomy, philosophy, medicine, and knowledge of the cosmos. Many independent cultural stories about the origins of civilizations indicate that the knowledge came from nonhuman sources: “gods,” “watchers,” “teachers,” “Nefilem,” and “those who travel in sky-boats.” The Old Testament is full of these stories. Enoch walked with “gods” and was instructed by them. Noah learned of the impending flood from one of the “gods,” named Enki, who instructed him to build the ark. Ezekiel walked with the “gods” from whom he received the plans for the temple at Jerusalem. He even left the Earth in one of their fiery chariots as they taught him sacred geometry. And then there is Jehovah, who not only guided the Israelites for forty years in the desert but became quite cruel and upset with what he considered their sins and transgressions against him. “I am a jealous and vengeful God,” he reminded them and dictated the Ten Commandments to Moses from a pillar of fire in a stentorian voice. The serpent god gave prohibitive instructions to Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden.

  Like Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita, the messages from the gods were dictatorial, yet practical, prophetic, and technologically spiritual in nature. If Adam and Eve were the first and only people on Earth at the time, why was their son Cain so afraid to leave Eden lest he be slain by “everyone” out there? Who was “everyone,” and who were the people in the “Land of Nod on the east of Eden” where Cain went? If I were writing a screenplay on this subject, I know the audience would have questions until it made sense. Why were the pharaohs of Egypt called “gods”? Were they offspring or descendants of the sky “gods”?

  The Koran speaks of a race of people that existed before those of us who were created from dust. They were called the “Jinn” race. The Koran goes on to say that “Allah created humans from dust, then from a sperm-drop.” The ancient Mayan scriptures (The Popul Vuh) teach that four different kinds of humans were created through genetic engineering to serve as slaves for the “gods.” Who were the gods? And if we didn’t serve them well, what happened to us?

  The Indian Book of Dzyan talks of a serpent race coming from the skies to help mankind with medicine, DNA, and light on the planet. I wondered why the medical staff of the caduceus was two serpents intertwined. Why is the snake dance of the Hopi Indians in the Southwest the most sacred? Why did Moses set a “brazen serpent upon a pole”? Why were pharaohs depicted riding on the backs of flying snakes? And why do the Chinese claim that their royalty came from their celestial dragon ancestors? Who were the dragons?

  From an inspirational point of view, is there a bloodline that has been inherited down through our history and has dictated intermarriage in “families” to preserve our inheritance from the stars and to ensure their control? Are we humans basically someone else’s property? Are we controlled by those who wish our planet to be used for their own purposes rather than by our own free will? And more to the point, what is our free will? Is it a subterfuge granted to us in the belief that we will never understand that we are and always have been controlled by what we refer to as gods?

  We seem to have a variety of star beings represented as having visited the Earth: Lyrian, Sirian, Orion, Zeta Reticuli, Pleiadian, Arcturian, Andromedan, Cassiopian, and Ganymede. There seems to be a “celestial peacekeeping force” that guards our solar system from others but is prevented from protecting us from what we do to ourselves. They give us spiritual warning (through our intuition, etc.) and do what they can to prevent nuclear holocaust.

  As I’ve said, I have seen the craft darting across the skies in the Andes of Peru as they seemingly land and take mineral samples and other ecological specimens to monitor what we are doing to Earth. Some have contacted government representatives on Earth concerning a policy of disarmament, but have been rebuffed, because we are deathly afraid of each other due to our own fundamental feelings of distrust. We thoroughly mistrust the motives of the star beings, who we fear may want to destroy us. I wonder if the star-being mistrust comes from the genetic memory of how cruelly they treated us long ago. Just as there are a variety of human beings to deal with, perhaps there are a variety of star beings to deal with, and perhaps our challenge now is to become sophisticated in our discernment of who is light and who is dark.

  As I’ve already researched, there is evidence to substantiate that Jehovah was a star being and also that there were other star beings who attempted to have dominion over the Israelites before him. The six-pointed Star of David existed long before Abraham and seems to indicate that there were six other star-being “lords” before Jehovah. One could have been Melchizedek, who was called the god of all gods, the unseen, unmanifested father who resides at the center of the universe. Another star being could have been Seth, who taught salvation by understanding the nature of reality. His teachings took root in Egypt and spread throughout Europe, Asia, the British Isles, Japan, and the Middle East.