Blend, p.46
Blend,
p.46
Around them, the celebration continued, muted by exhaustion but genuine.
Kip called over his friends. The boys seemed every bit as shell-shocked by the jubilant outpouring and perhaps as distrustful of adults as they'd been taught in the Pikers' nest.
Still, they accepted Arliss's hand.
“This is Zero,” Kip said. “His real name is Ezra Smoot, for true. And Twick is Tommy Wahn. We decided to learn each other's real names to honor Garris Severn.”
Arliss frowned.
“Oh. Who's that?”
“I'm sorry,” Meera interjected. “I forgot to mention it. TimBob told the boys his birth name before he died.”
TimBob.
Arliss regretted not having the chance to wring that smarmy bastard's neck, but he dared not speak ill of the kid in front of his disciples.
“Welcome home, Ezra and Tommy.”
Farris entered the circle of celebrants.
“You young men look starved. We have quite an outlay back here if you'd like to fill your bellies.”
The three boys turned to Arliss, as if asking permission. He wasn't shocked. They weren't ready to take a suggestion from a Tetonian, even one they probably knew by reputation.
“Go ahead,” he told them. “It's been a long two days.”
He watched them fill plates, stacking food high from the selections that poured in from vendors across the district. Word must have spread, for the five Pikers who arrived from EQ cells joined them.
The relief was palpable, hanging in the air like coolant vapor escaping from a pressure valve.
Farris approached, clapping a hand on Arliss's shoulder.
“You look like a man who thinks he's about to wake up from a dream.”
Arliss laughed, one of the few he allowed for himself in days.
“I intend to hold onto that feeling, if you don't mind. We're through the crisis but tomorrow will bring new trouble. Guaranteed.”
“A given.”
Arliss realized something he had neglected to say.
“You put everything you own on the line, Farris. No one in the district will forget what you've done.”
Farris shrugged.
“It will be nice to have more friends down here, because I'm sure I've lost a few up there.”
“Your family … have you spoken to them?”
“Cepha's nervous but unbowed. She stands with me, as do my parents and children. Some neighbors, not so much. We'll be fine.”
Legate Steath joined the banter.
“I will be pleased to administer to anyone in the uppers who feels a disquiet. As the Seventh Wind tells us, 'When the currents of society grow turbulent, compassion must flow like the steadying breeze.' Too many of us have forgotten that principle.”
Steath's eyes crinkled at the corners, his weathered face showing genuine concern despite the exhaustion etched into every line. Meera had told Arliss that Steath admitted to a crisis of faith. Was it possible he rekindled it after this experience?
Small victories. We should be thankful for each one.
He and Meera allowed the boys time to eat and reconnect, a long day not yet finished, but his muscles ached, his servos not compensating as well as he might have hoped.
Soon after, Arliss wrapped an arm around Kip's shoulders.
“Let's go home, Son.”
***
Meera walked alongside Arliss and Kip through the crowd outside Silar Engines, his arm wrapped in protective embrace around the boy. The simple gesture – father and son moving in sync – caught her throat. This was the reunion she imagined when Arliss first returned from prison, not the awkward distance they struggled to bridge.
Now there will be no more secrets. Just new dangers.
The crowd swelled as word spread through the district. Blends and Patchies filled the crossways, reaching out to touch Arliss and Kip as they passed. Some called their names. Others nodded in silent acknowledgment. The Dubai family had become a symbol overnight.
“Thank you for speaking our truth,” a male Blend called out to Arliss. “Represent us on the Council.”
Arliss nodded but did not respond. She imagined he felt squeamish about the entire business. He never sought attention and warned her that visibility meant vulnerability. Now, thrust into the spotlight, she saw the tension wear him down.
The crowd pressed closer. A woman thrust her young daughter forward.
“This is what you fought for,” she said, touching the girl's blue-freckled cheeks. “So she won't have to hide.”
Meera recognized the woman. She wasn't the only one whose Tet spouse had abandoned her, unwilling to endure life down here.
Kip's eyes widened as he took in the scene, realization dawning. His fingers never strayed far from the pendant, a gesture Meera noticed becoming habitual. He, too, bore a weight that was bound to manifest in ways she couldn't yet forecast.
For an instant, Meera looked back toward Silar Engines, where the other Pikers remained. They couldn't follow Kip tonight, but they would not have to find a nest within the hidden infrastructure.
“They won't go back to living in vents and abandoned shafts,” Steath had promised. He vowed to organize proper housing for every orphaned Piker straightaway. “A proper home, not shadows,” he said, using his resources within the temple and the few Blends to whom he administered to secure beds and food on the table.
“It's okay,” Kip assured the other kids before the Dubais left. “We don't have to ghost-flow no more, for true.”
The crowd parted enough for the family to enter the lift, which took them toward L73.
“Not the way I thought this would go,” Arliss murmured as the lift doors slid open. “I just wanted to keep my family together.”
“You did more than that,” she replied. “You gave them hope.”
Arliss glanced back at the reverential crowd.
“Hope can be dangerous.”
“So is desperation. And they've lived with that long enough.”
She noted the new lines around his eyes, the weight of unwanted responsibility. He had returned from prison determined to keep his head down. Now he stood at the center of a movement.
He's not ready for this. Maybe none of us are.
Yet watching him with Kip, seeing the easy way they now moved together, she felt a surge of certainty. Whatever came next, they would face it as a family. The distance that had stretched between them since his return had finally closed.
They found their way back to each other. Nothing matters more.
A small part of Meera wished the same could be true for her and her father. The hope had materialized when Galen stood before the Council, admitting his role in Arliss's imprisonment. For a moment, she thought perhaps there was a path forward for them as well.
Her conversation with Legate Steath earlier that evening squashed such thoughts. They stood in an isolated corner of Silar as the hostage exchanges sped up. He brought a somber tone.
“Galen asked me to tell you he won't be coming to Sinquin,” Steath said, his weathered face compassionate but firm. “He believes he has fulfilled his promise to your mother, and he can go no further.”
The words settled like stones in her stomach.
“He's chosen to repent for his actions,” Steath added. “To bury himself in the faith and do what he can within the temple while he holds onto his position. He believes it's where he can be most useful.”
Useful. Not present. Not forgiven. Just useful from a distance.
She felt no sense of grief, loss, or expectation of what might have been. She had reconciled to all those things a decade ago.
Kip laughed at something Arliss said; the sound echoed through the lift. Her son had endured so much yet still found joy. Her husband had suffered years of imprisonment, yet opened his heart again.
Some bonds break. Others bend and strengthen.
The ache of her father's absence no longer threatened to overwhelm her. She had built a family that stood together through the worst storms. That was enough. It had to be.
We are home to each other now.
When they reached their apartment block, Kip turned to his father.
“It feels strange being back here. But also nice, for true. Does that make sense?”
Arliss met her eyes before answering.
“You're not alone, Kip.”
Meera nodded, a fierce protectiveness surging inside. Her men had changed the future for Blends across Vandress, but the price had been high. Both Arliss and Kip now had targets on their backs: From Pure Breathers who saw them as threats, from Tetonians who feared change, perhaps even from extremists within their own community who might someday demand more radical action.
But for this moment, watching her husband and son walk through their door together, she allowed herself to believe in the victory they'd won. Small, fragile, and hard-fought.
And genuine.
***
Kip trudged up the final stretch of walkway toward their apartment, his legs urging for a break. The past two days felt like a lifetime: Running, hiding, watching friends die, wondering if he'd ever see home again. The crime that began it all? He tried but failed to block it away.
Now, somehow, he was here, returning to their compact flat.
A small group of Blends waited outside their door. Kip recognized these neighbors who had paid their family little attention before today. Now they presented containers of food and expressions of gratitude.
“For the Dubais,” a woman said, pressing a steaming pot into Meera's hands. “Fresh soup. Keep the bowl.”
An older man with silver streaks across his cheeks offered a basket of protein rolls.
“My wife baked these. She's not strong enough to be here now, but she sends her gratitude.”
Kip accepted the basket, surprised by its weight.
“Thank you,” he mumbled, unsure what else to say.
More offerings followed: A thermal container of sync-stew, fresh nutrient paste in bright colors, even a rare package of sweet preserves. By the time they entered the apartment, their arms were full.
Kip placed the basket down, looking around the familiar space. The same worn furniture. Same patched walls. A flickering light in the kitchen. That bit was new; he could fix it.
It all seemed smaller somehow. Or maybe he was bigger.
They ate at the table, passing containers back and forth. Kip devoured everything despite having cleaned a plate at Silar.
The silence between them wasn't uncomfortable, just heavy with unspoken words. Occasionally his parents exchanged glances, having one of those adult conversations without speaking. Kip focused on his food, avoiding their eyes.
Everyone's calling me brave. Calling Dad a hero. But we're not.
The pendant hung heavy against his chest. He promised TimBob never to remove Piker, and he so wanted to keep his word. But for a tiny piece of jewelry, it felt like a load.
He reflected on the celebrations that most likely continued in the district. Music, chants of joy, dancing on the crossways. The happiness had spread like a bold current, electrifying everyone it touched. Some chanted his name. Why didn't he appreciate it?
They don't understand. If we hadn't tried to rob the armory, Scar would be alive. Ghost and Pixel too. Dad wouldn't have had to get arrested.
His spoon scraped against the empty container. He'd eaten everything without bothering to taste it.
“More?” Meera asked, already reaching for another container.
Kip shook his head.
“I'm full, for true.”
Meera and Arliss exchanged another look. This time, Kip read it: Concern, uncertainty about how to proceed.
“I'm going to take a shower,” Meera said, standing. “You should do the same soon, Kip.” She paused, placing a hand on his shoulder. “But your dad needs to speak with you first.”
Kip watched his mother disappear into the bathroom, leaving him alone with Arliss. For a long moment, neither spoke.
“I keep thinking about them,” Kip finally said. “Scar. Ghost. Pixel. Everyone keeps saying we won something, but they're still dead.”
Arliss's expression softened.
“Yes. They are.”
“If I hadn't gone along with the plan, maybe …”
Arliss interrupted with a gentle smile.
“Don't go there, Son. I've run through what-ifs a thousand times in my life. It doesn't work.”
“But it's my fault,” Kip insisted, the words spilling out. “I wanted to be someone. To matter. And now people think I'm some kind of hero, but I'm just a …” His voice broke.
“A boy who made bad choices. Like I did at your age. Like your mother did.”
Kip looked up, surprised.
“Mom?”
“Ask her sometime about stealing her father's hover and crashing it in the temple garden.” A ghost of a smile crossed his dad's face. “We all make choices we regret, Kip. I'm not diminishing what you did. Not in the least. What matters is what we learn from the bad choices.”
Kip's fingers traced the edge of the pendant. He watched his father's face, searching for anger or disappointment.
“I'm proud of you, Kip. Your courage during all this – standing up for your friends, testifying about what you saw – that took real strength. For true.”
The words should have felt good, but they landed with unexpected heaviness.
“Everyone's treating me like some kind of hero. I'm a criminal. I lost four of my best friends because of it.”
“That's what I need to talk to you about.” Arliss leaned forward, his hazel eyes intent. “You're right: This celebration, this sense of victory out there – it ignores an important part of the story. We need to talk about the rest of it.”
Kip shifted in his seat.
“I'm ready, Dad. Tell me.”
“We're not free, Son. Not even close.” Arliss's fingers tapped once against the table. “The Unified Council's inquest leaves open the possibility of me being jailed under Article 47. And it could mean your imprisonment too.”
He heard little about the deal his father and the government made, but the atmosphere outside gave the sense that all was forgiven.
“But I thought the agreement …”
“Provides amnesty for all crimes except murder. In the eyes of the law, you're an accomplice to TimBob's actions. As if you pulled the trigger yourself.”
Kip's throat tightened.
“But I didn't. He said he was going to stun them. Dad, I can't kill anybody.”
“I know. But you were there, and you were armed. The law says intent doesn't matter. You're an accomplice to murder.”
The sounds of celebration seemed distant, mocking. Kip stared at his hands, remembering how they'd worked with such diligence as he set up the jammers and pried open the vent into the armory.
“Will they arrest me?” His voice sounded small, even to himself.
“Today, we're the two most popular men in the Servo District.” Arliss's smile held no joy. “Someday, we might be serving together on Rogue 19. Or worse.”
Worse. The word echoed in Kip's mind. He'd heard stories about prisons where Blends disappeared and never returned.
“Can we leave Sinquin? Go somewhere else? Like, another city on the platte?”
Arliss nodded.
“Exile might become an option someday, whether self-imposed or otherwise. But in the short term, running would only inflame our enemies. Besides, where would we go? The nearest city is three hundred parsels, and I'm sure we'd have to travel on foot. Might be an adventure, but there are no guarantees we'd be welcomed in a new city.”
Kip slumped in his chair, the brief flare of hope extinguished.
“So … what do we do? Wait around and hope they don't come for us?”
“We're at a crossroads. Where do we go from here? How about we start in the right place, you and me. We start with honesty. We learn from each other.” He paused, lips pursed. “There are things I've done that I need to tell you about. Other than marrying your mother and bringing you into the world, I don't have a proud history. On the other hand, I want to know more about these Pikers. If you're to lead them going forward …”
“Lead them?” Kip straightened, unexpected excitement coursing through him. “You mean I can still run with them?”
“No, Son.” Arliss's voice was firm but not unkind. “You can lead them if they choose – and from what I saw, they will. But there will be no more hiding, thieving, or scheming. You'll come into the light.”
“What does that mean?” Confusion replaced excitement. The Pikers existed in shadows; that was their strength, their safety.
“It means we transform what TimBob .. or, uh, Garris Severn built. Turn it from a gang into something legitimate. A youth coalition, perhaps. One that works within the system to change it. There are many other children in the district who feel desperate and unwanted. The Pikers can help.”
Kip frowned.
“They'd never go for that. They hate the system.”
“Do they hate it, or do they fear it? Because fear can be overcome. Especially when there's something better to replace it.”
The pendant grew warmer against Kip's chest. Would TimBob have wanted this? To step out of the shadows? He'd always talked about revolution, about bringing down the Tets who oppressed them.
“TimBob wanted to fight,” Kip said. “He wanted to tear everything down.”
“And where did that lead?” Arliss's question wasn't accusatory, just sad. “There's more than one way to fight, Kip. Sometimes the bravest thing is to stand in the open, where everyone can see you, and demand change. Like you did with your testimony.”
Kip turned the idea over in his mind.
“What if they don't listen?”
“Then we make them listen. Not with weapons or threats, but with truth. With community. With the strength that comes from standing together.” Arliss reached across the table, placing his hand over Kip's. “The agreement gives us a voice in how our district is governed. That's unprecedented. We use that voice.”
“But what if it's not enough?”
The question came from down deep, a fear Kip hadn't acknowledged until now.


