Guarded heart a sapphic.., p.2

  Guarded Heart: A Sapphic Mafia Romance, p.2

Guarded Heart: A Sapphic Mafia Romance
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  We talk and sometimes, I laughed as a jokes. I guess I started seeing the good in her.

  The good that I've never seen since she was four years old.

  She was actually really beautiful too. Her grumpiness was shading her beauty but it's finally coming out.

  Now that she's smiling and laughing and and being open-minded to the world I guess beauty is also coming out to the surface.

  Wait!!! what am I saying? Am i really talking about Rebecca Armstrong? .

  No! No!! No!!! She's just putting on an act. I shouldn't let my guard down with her.

  I should just do everything possible to get back home to my father.

  5

  BECKY'S POV

  I was really scared when I was attacked but honestly, I'm actually thankful to that man for what he did.

  He brought us closer and made my grey world a little more colourful.

  This is the first time that she is being nice to me.

  I mean, she was talking to me and being nice to me at the same time.

  Now she always held me by the hand and sometimes by the shoulder to protect me.

  I mean, I know that she's just doing it to protect me but I was really happy that she allowed me to always be by your side.

  She introduced me to her friends though she never told them my real name.

  She told them that we were friends on a vacation and that we would go back home after sometime but they didn't believe that our friendship was platonic.

  "Why won't they believe that were friends?" I thought to myself.

  Freen is very convincing. Even I almost believe her that were friends but yet they didn't believe.

  "She's a girlfriend right?" A friend of hers asked.

  I wanted to say something to counter the statement but Freeny held me back.

  "Yes!! she's my girlfriend." Freen replied.

  I didn't say anything but waited until we got home and then I asked her why she just agreed to something that absurd?

  I mean, it'll be more believable if she has just stood her ground in saying that we are just friends.

  but now she has decleared girlfriend. How are we going sell that?

  "You don't have to worry about that. Just let them believe whatever they want to believe. In a short while, we will leave this place and go back home and that's all that matters." Freen said.

  Why didn't they believe that we were just friends but when you mentioned that we were in a relationship, the quickly believed you?" I asked

  But she wouldn't answer me. I kept on asking and asking and then she said;

  "I'M GAY OKAY!!! I'm gay so it's easier for them to believe that you're my girlfriend don't believe that you're just my friend."

  My mouth was literally open when she said those words. I was so surprised. I mean I never thought that she was gay.

  I didn't know how I felt when she said those words.but I like the fact that she was gay.

  "Close your mouth Becky. You don't want to flies going in there to you. Do you?" Freen said to end the conversation. She was about walking away.

  But before she did, I said "so does that mean we have to pretend to be girlfriend and girlfriend?" I didn't know when those words came out of my mouth but I said them.

  "No Becky we are not pretending to be anything. Telling them that we are together is enough.

  They won't demand for anything else and even if they do, we can just tell them that we are keeping our love affair private."

  Well that was disappointing. I wanted to have fun but Freen just ruined it. What is the use of telling people that we're a couple, if we can not pretend to be couples in front of them?

  I wanted to be a pretend girlfriend to Freen. I didn't know why but I just saw it interesting.

  I wanted to do it but she wouldn't play along with me.

  I was still satisfied just being by your side all day long and also people thinking that we are actually a girlfriend and girlfriend made me happy too.

  Although we were close now it was still very evident that we actually have our walls up to each other.

  Especially Freen.

  No matter how much I tried, she will never allow me to come closer.

  Sometimes people watched us and I'd tell her that we should hold hands or she should put her over my shoulder but she always refused.

  I don't know why she was being so stubborn. it's just putting hands on My shoulder, it's not gonna kill any of us.

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  One day, a friend of hers came to us and told us that we don't look like two people in love.

  She said we never hold hands or look into each other's eyes with love.

  She said that we don't do any of those lovey-dovey things together and they wanted to see us do it.

  Obviously Freen use the line "of wanting to keep our love affair as private" but they insisted that they really wanted us to kiss.

  Now that was a huge problem for the both of us.

  6

  FREEN'S POV

  They wanted me to kiss her and no matter what I told them, they didn't budge.

  They just wanted to see us kiss. Maybe I really should have just told them that we were just friends and nothing more than friends.

  Now what am I going to do. How am I supposed to get out of the situation. If I don't do it then they will know that I lied and they will want to know the truth but then, I can't kiss Becky.

  I mean, it's Becky. Even if I dream of kissing everybody in the world, I would never dream of kissing Becky.

  What will I do? Why am I in this awkward situation with her? Maybe I should just run.

  We could just run back to our cabin and they won't follow us there. But if we do that, we'll still come outside and when we do, they'll ask us to kiss again.

  So it's just a waste of time running. We are to stay but what can we do? what are we supposed to do now?

  While I was trying to think of a plan, Becky turned me towards herself.

  "Let's just do it. It's just a kiss right? let's just do it so that it would be over."

  "No! No!! We can't. I mean, for them to believe, we have to kiss but I don't want you to feel like I'm taking advantage of you.

  I know that you're not into girls but I am. So when we kiss, I'll be the one taking advantage of you and I don't want to do that."

  "Take advantage of me, I don't mind. up until now, I've been taken advantage of you, so you can do that.

  Lets just make it really believable so that we don't have to do it again." Becky explained

  I can't believe this. Out of everybody in the world, Becky is the person I want to kiss and there's nothing I can do about it.

  I held her on the waist with my right hand and drew her to me. And then I use my left hand to pull her face closer and then our lips came in contact.

  WOW!!! This is unbelievable. They tasted like vanilla. Her lips I mean. And her breath just turned me on.

  Her scent was so seductive. I have never perceived anything like that before.

  And she was a good kisser. She drew me in closer to herself and kissed me even harder.

  She told me to take advantage of her but now I feel like she's the one taking advantage of me.

  Soon our tongues started wrestling with each other.

  We were lost in a whole new different world from the one where our bodies were.

  Soon, one of girls separated us. I was jolted back to reality so was Becky.

  it was like we wanted to do more but we were stopped.

  We wanted to rush each other again and continue but we had to snap out of it.

  "It's enough love birds do you want to kill us with your kisses?" One of them said.

  "You two should go get a room I can tell that you're back here in each other's cause of here." Another one said.

  If Becky and I were all alone, I don't think I would have stopped. And frankly, I don't think she would have stopped either.

  It must have been long since she did it with a guy and that is why she wanted me.

  I guess she just wanted to get touched and I was available.

  She needed it and I was there. It didn't mean anything more than that.

  "Alright you've convinced us that you're a couple. But the way you were kissing just now, I hope the both of you don't devour your selves inside room." Another person said laughing

  We both looked at each other and Becky turned away shyly.

  frankly I was just feeling awkward about everything mostly because of what I was thinking about while kissing becky.

  and what my body wanted while we were pretending to be girlfriend and girlfriend.

  I wanted to leave from there but I couldn't leave without taking her with me but it was so awkward between us and I didn't even know what to do.

  I just held her by the hand and we walked back to the cabin together in awkward silence.

  7

  BECKY'S POV

  I just can't get that kiss off my mind and frankly, Freen couldn't either. Her behaviour has changed.

  She could no longer look me in the eyes. She avoided having eye contact with me and she also became less mean to me.

  Although that's mostly because she avoids me and not talk to me.

  "It's been two days Freen. Why are you still being so awkward about our kiss.

  It was just a kiss right? Or did it mean more than that to you? I asked her.

  I was just teasing her and trying to make our awkward situation less awkward.

  But she took it seriously. She became less at ease, as if I just caught her.

  "Ohh!!! That means our kiss at the beach meant more to you. Right? Have you been thinking about it and about me since then?" I asked still teasing her.

  "It didn't mean anything to me. " She said

  "We just had to do it to make them believe that we were a couple. And that was all. Nothing more, nothing less." She continued, defending herself.

  She wasn't being sincere. Her eyes were all over the place while she was talking and she never looked me in the eyes.

  I don't know why but I liked how shy she was. She was subtle and cutely defending herself.

  She looked down and avoided eye contact, playing with her nails while talking. I liked how "in control" I was.

  She has always been fierce and bold, looking me in the eyes while talking to me, even back at home when I had all the power and authority of my father backing me up.

  But now, I am in charge. But that wasn't what made me happy the most.

  She must have thought of sex while kissing me. We had a steamingly hot kiss and I felt something but I thought she wouldn't feel anything since she hated me but she fantasized about us having sex.

  "Really?? So we were only proving a point to our neighbours, nothing more, nothing less?" I asked Freen while moving slowly towards her.

  She became more unease and moved backward as I moved forward towards her.

  Soon, her back was against the wall. With nowhere else to go, she finally spoke;

  "What are you doing? stop that!! Becky stop whatever game you're playing."

  "Nothing Freen, I just want to make sure that our kiss was a pretence." I replied while moving further.

  How are you planning to confirm that?" Freen asked.

  I could feel her heart beating fast but I pushed myself further into her space.

  Soon there was no space between us. She tried leaving through the side but I place both of my hands on the wall pinning her down.

  Then I said; "Let's kiss again. Don't stop me, I'll stop when I want. If you can control yourself, then I'll believe that our kiss was just a pretence to you."

  She looked at me for a while and nodded in agreement, which only confirmed that she liked our kiss and wants to do it again.

  If it was just a pretence to her, she wouldn't have agreed to kiss me again especially since nobody was watching us.

  I mean, it shouldn't have mattered to her whether I think it's a pretentious kiss or not but she wants to prove that there's no feeling attached.

  People with nothing to hide don't try to prove things. They just see you as being "full of yourself" and ignores you.

  But she's trying to prove points. Which means she was hiding something.

  I moved in for a kiss but she gulped and looked away. I couldn't help it but smiled.

  She looks so pretty, trying to resist me. I could feel her heart beating faster and I felt her hands shaking indecisively.

  They didn't want to stay put. They couldn't resist the hotness of my body that was tightly pinned against hers.

  She wants to put her hands on me and grab me right there and then, consuming me whole. But she was holding back.

  Come on Freen, just give in. Give in to your thoughts. let out those desires of yours. Let them sprouts to the surface.

  I was like a game to me at first but being that close to her, something changed.

  I could feel the heat also. There was this magnetic force drawing me towards her.

  My lips were moving toward hers and no matter what I did, I just couldn't stopped the urge and pull myself together.

  "We shouldn't do this." Freen mustered up the courage and said.

  At this moment, she was more in control of herself than I was.

  What am I doing? this shit just got serious real quick.

  What was just a joke to me was becoming a serious situation.

  8

  BECKY'S POV

  I moved in again to kiss her and this time, our lips actually touched but she didn't respond.

  She wanted to kiss me too, but she was trying to prove that she doesn't have sexual feelings for me which was a lie known to me .

  I pulled away and decided to forget about everything.

  "Fine you're right. It was just a stupid kiss to prove our fake relationship to our neighbours." I said turning around to leave being sad

  But she stopped me and pulled me in for a proper kiss. This time, she put her hands on my waist pulling me to herself as she kissed me passionately.

  I responded and soon her hands were moving allover my body.

  She turned us around pinning me to the wall and started kissing my neck with both of her hands firming gripping my shoulder blades.

  Her body tightly against mine while I moaned in pleasure.

  Soon she took her hands down and started unzipping my shorts while I unbuttoned her top.

  But then she stopped and said;

  "Becky, we shouldn't do this."

  At this point, I wanted her so badly. I was too wet and horny for her to be giving me any breathing space at all

  I would beg for it if that's what she wants.

  "Why not? We both want to do it. I won't hold it against you and I'll keep it to myself even when we get back home.

  I mean, it would be a shame if anyone came to know that I had sex with a lowlife."

  "Thanks for telling me that this is a mistake." She said as she withdrew herself from me because I called her a lowlife.

  I need to do something. Stupid Becky, is that how people beg for something.

  I must act fast and smart before she totally decides not to do it with me anymore.

  I held her hands and said; "I'm sorry. Let's just pretend that I didn't call you a lowlife. Please.

  Something good is going on here so let's not fight."

  She stared for a while and became even more convinced that we shouldn't do it.

  "Freen please, come on!! don't be like this. I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. Why are you holding it against me?" I said being sad that she wants us to stop.

  My plan was to make her beg for my touch. To crave having sex with me but it just backfired because now, I'm the one begging.

  9

  FREEN'S POV

  She kept on insisting that we should do it.

  What is wrong with her? I mean, I know why I want to do it.

  I'm not blind. She's really hot and sexy and I'm gay. And after that kiss we had, I've been thinking about her so hard.

  But what is her excuse? What would she say is the reason for her obsession with wanting to have sex with me?

  Is it just a joke to her? Is she just going to lead me on and when I'm so wet, she would back off and start mocking me?

  I don't know what to think. But one thing is for sure; I wanted to do it with her.

  I gave up and I went in for it, all consequences be damned.

  I kissed her and slowly moved her to the bedroom still kissing her.

  I close the bedroom door behind us and gently laid her on the bed and climb on top of her.

  I spread your legs open and went inbetween still kissing her on the lips.

  Soon it became intense and just when I was about taking off her clothes there was a knock on the front door.

  I stopped what we were doing to go see who was at the door but Becky stopped me.

  "It must be one of our lousy neighbours" Becky said.

  That right we don't need any distraction right now. We just have to listen to what our bodies want.

  Soon the person opened the door and walked in but I was too deep kissing every inch and ounce of Becky's body and caressing her to notice.

  Soon the bedroom door opened but Becky and I were still deep not realizing this.

  "Lily Bunny" The person called out. I immediately stopped and turned around.

  He was here, my father is here to take us home.

  I've been waiting for so long for him to come. Sometimes I get scared that something must have happened to him but he's finally here.

  I ran to him and hugged him being so relieved that he's alive forgetting that he just saw Becky and I almost having sex.

 
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