Duende, p.20
Duende,
p.20
hurricane & you wonder how it all came to this
from this small, dainty, high-class looking
proper woman with the ballerina style,
who just a heart-beat moment ago was flashing you
a soft, bright smile wide as daybreak, her laughter
spraying light sparkling bliss all over you,
made you think it was music entering your space
made you think it was light in this place
LUCILLE
for Lucille Clifton
if you were a guitar, lucille,
b.b. king would play beautiful blues
songs all over your ample spirit,
but you’re a poet, sister,
so you play your own wondrous riffs
through notes of your honed words,
they dig down deep, sewn within
your music, boned, you keep them inside
your brief luminous sentences of echoes,
sounding like sonorous utterings
flight seeking light inside a flute’s breath,
bird wings lifting on the wind’s
rustling flight, your elliptic absences
pregnant with caesuras arrest us with their sorrow—
winged loves gone too fast from you now
always test the elixir of your rooted
deep faith, everywhere in your poetry
the conviction of living spirits, beauty
shining through the bravery of your life is
a bright, flashing beacon pulsating harmony
in all this darkness, your embrace
warm as the sun during summer,
it is your faith that holds me fast to you
now, inside your sweet nourishing well of love
eye know there is a “river between us”
we can always cross over, we can,
cross over it again & again & again,
can always cross over it with faith,
can always cross over it with love,
again & again & again,
like you do, lucille, like you do
THE SHOT
for Tiger Woods, at the 2005 Masters
we watched him loft a chip shot from the rough
on the 16th, the ball dropped from the sky
like an aspirin in the middle of the green,
then we saw it move right like pure magic,
like a basketball player pivoting
before making a deft move to the hole,
this spinning little white ball made a beeline
in the direction of the cup,
crawling over the green it had twenty-twenty vision,
everyone watched, held their breaths,
when it got to the lip of the cup it lingered,
trembled at the edge like it was afraid of heights,
before dropping like a ball of sugar
into a cup of black coffee,
then the crowd erupted as he kneeled,
then stood, ramming his balled fist into the sky,
celebrating having being blessed by a miracle
cameras caught him in his signature logo
& everyone knew then the rest was pure glory
FOR RICHARD PRYOR: 1940-2005
you danced on wing tips of raunchy humor, richard,
danced on edges of words flying high up in the blue(s),
you were the flight of so many birds soaring
toward freedom of expression, an idea clued you
in your in-the-pocket profane language, words mirroring
the jazzy tongue-lashing put-downs we blacks heard all
our screaming lives laughed out in barbershops, churches,
in beauty parlors, on street corners where gun-slinging local
black wordsmiths slapped down cruel, embarrassing all-comers
with their oral boasting toasts, so funny they leaned into caustic
hard verbal shootouts everyday, sardonically hip they thrived
on cutting down to size all pretenders to their thrones
though none were even close to the genius you were in stand-up,
richard, you were the cat’s meow, the man who had the gift
the quickest razor-tongue flashing under any & every sun
& everybody knew not to raise up & bother with your “dirty” words
words slicing clean to the bone in head-on comedic cutting sessions
& eye loved you when eye first heard you dishing it out on tv,
on records, you made everyone’s hair stand up straight
with your machete-wielding stories rooted in peoria
eye knew you were the real deal throwing down our words
on stage, our african-american prometheus, fragile as you were
you had steel in your backbone, steel in your everyday
commitment to truth, flawed as you were too with drugs
so high you set yourself on fire, lived to tell about it
lived to laugh at the stupidity of yourself in self-deprecating
screaming routines, filled with truth, sadness, & hilarity
you are always with me, richard, & eye will judge
other comedians, how their words stand up next to yours
V.
CONNECTIONS
for Robert Antoni
1.
on a drop-dead clear day you took me down the waterway,
riding the miami river in your small motor boat, robert,
the skyline of miami back-dropping or journey,
like on miami vice,
suddenly I was looking for a flock of pink flamingos skimming
low over biscayne’s waves to burst into view, take over
the scene, alongside don johnson & michael phillip thomas
streaking by, squeezed into a wave-skipping cigarette boat,
front-end up, chasing drug-dealing “bad guys,”
but the scene was so tranquil here as boats slid through oily,
dark, smelly, flotsam-filled waters on this november day,
so different from the sparkling blue, pastel images
surfeiting miami vice on celluloid,
with staccato with gunfire blending with colors,
complete with rhythmic soundtracks& stunningly beautiful people
fused with all matter of races, dressed in linen,
wondrous bodies of women bursting from skimpy bikinis,
none of this was present this day, though the sky was
lovely as any eye have ever witnessed,
the mood—except for our laughter—was pensive
as we passed the venetian islands & san marco island
(where you used to live before barcelona, spain, robert, new york
city), silent now, except for the sound of wet fish slapping
& flopping around metal pails after fishermen hauled them in
over concrete railings of the venetian causeway,
running low past islands of the same name,
spanning biscayne bay,
connecting miami beach to miami
& beyond here, out to the east the atlantic stretches,
its foaming waves to touch the caribbean,
latin america, africa & europe,
all these places blended inside you here, robert, where
your genes fuse genomes of all the modern world, your dna
pumped through veins & arteries bright red
as your two-year old son gabriel’s vexed face, screaming now,
at the top of his lungs, his innocent displeasure real,
contorts his beautiful face with roped veins
bulging from his temple & neck, his voice catching,
coughing, until you give him a drink,
then his transformation to calm is swift,
remarkable even, in the way his eyes laugh
with glee, now, as rubber car wheels squeal above us
over the causeway like scherzos, our laughter breaking,
skedaddling, shimmying through the air like skeins of yarn
sky-diving from our mouths in musical notes
& we, too, robert, are like children, here in this world,
our blood fused within the nexus of history,
flowing within interconnecting musical tongues,
moving us—like this soiled river we are riding over now
is moving us—toward some secret rendezvous
we will discover later on when we get there
2.
what is the real meaning of any journey, mental surfing
through connections of our minds made real when we see
at the end a possibility for redemption,
brought to life by what our eyes pick up along the way, we keep
information vital as blood plumped through the veins, is sacred
as heartbeats drumming through language as life-force,
glue, a synergy, perhaps, of oppositional music,
caught within the ebb & flow of sounds that each hears,
inside the moment, is close enough, as well, to rhythm, waterloo,
is beautiful enough to go there with ears & eyes wide open, too,
as to stand buffeted by a hurricane wind & crow,
“no wind exists anywhere like this but here,” but how
would they know, having been nowhere else but here?
3.
nomenclatures of miasmas are sweeping the world,
oxygenating, they become looming specters of prophecy,
synergistic connections to the past,
if we pay attention to what connects us all, robert,
we might more easily move towards a real state of beauty
move into a more blessed state of grace
IN SAINTE-ANNE, GUADELOUPE
for Jacque-Marie Basses and Derek Walcott
we awake to days in august bright with emerald
foliage shimmering around us,
as if we were living in a lost paradise
somewhere, abundant with wild hummingbirds darting
through extravagant leaves, as orange flamboyance peek,
red hibiscus flowers dance high among the leaves,
as shining palm fronds wave like warrior sword blades
lance through lush, whispering air heavy with heat,
sticky, even in the shade,
as the ocean’s murmuring bric-a-brac
is a low, constant reminder in the distance,
foaming to shore wave after wave terracing in,
one after the other, evokes memories of white pages
being licked open by wind tonguing a book
left in the salt wash (it reminds me of history,
its far-flung journeys piling up here as sand wedge now
between my toes, next to the webbed imprints of birds,
the zigzagging trail of lizards wriggling through
the hieroglyphic ambrosia of amphibious ambivalence,
soaked in amber), just before the whispering goes
still, then, just as quickly, a fresh new breeze startles
with its coolness, licks a soothing tongue
wet across my sweating forehead,
blesses open my eyelids, weighed down now,
with a gathering languor so heavy eye find myself drifting,
as in a dream, toward sleep,
nodding a herky-jerky head dance, imitating a junkie’s,
so pronounced at times my noggin reminds of a cork
bobbing above a fisherman’s line & hook,
after a hungry fish has bitten
& the struggle for survival is on,
eye linger here for a moment, think of the breadfruit
leaves waving in benediction after the wind’s blustering
command, rustling groves of mangoes & strawberries
just off the black snake of a road twisting into bouliqui
from sainte-anne, in central guadeloupe
& there, in bouliqui, the hibiscus are pink
buds imitating pursed lips waiting for a kiss,
while above birds lance close heavy air, plunge through amber
filigreed light between the lattice-drop of leaves
as the sun passes behind & over the treetops,
starting its daily descent toward a frigid pacific
a sudden wet breeze startlesmy dreams with its here-
then-gone sweet tongue of my wife’s sool breathing,
then, back in sainte-anne, wrrnchd out of my dreams
eye watch dragonflies swim the air
sweating toward twilight, while white butterflies wobble
& float like tiny sacred ghosts between the scarlet, yellow
flamboyance, the emerald leaves holding the hibiscus’s
red lips, deep within our own paradise here,
at auberge le grande large,
among the lengthening shadows, palm fronds waving
like servants above a giant frog, who seems to be leading
a deafening choir of other toads in a symphonic offering,
eye listen in awe as nature’s orchestra boggles my senses
once more with its beautiful perfect pitch & rhythm
A WOMAN IN THE WATER
eye see a woman in the caribbean sea—
water off the beach of sainte-anne,
she is walking with curlers in her nappy hair,
a pink net, a straw hat on top like a crown,
she is black, walking through the sea,
the sun is high in the vaulting blue,
she is humming a beautiful tune,
the sea is clear light green to its sandy bottom,
as some cats’ eyes are green, some striking women,
the water is warm as a freshly drawn bath,
the woman’s tune is so beautiful
eye want to know the meaning
under the words married to the rhythm
there, inside the song, a feeling of joy
eye hear in her deep voice walking
through the sea there, wearing a red dress,
the water is warm & clear & light green
as a cat’s eye, those of a striking woman,
all the way down to their sandy bottom
A KITE ABOVE THE BEACH
coconut leaves shiver, wave, dance, green-golden, stream
like manes of flaxen hair behind galloping racehorses,
high above auberge le grande large, in sainte-anne,
pulsating voices of croaking frogs, buzzing crickets swell below
the gathering darkness, yeasts like bread, just before night falls,
raises a winking, full moon—a one-eyed cat’s view—
a cyclops looking at the world, just before lights click on,
headlamps of cars pop bright into view, before twin lanterns
guiding two watchmen on their rounds, a lone, fragile kite trailing
a snaking train of trembling ribbons, flutters skyward, a speckle
above the beach, a hint of uncertainty there, like a young bird
searching for its mother before climbing upward toward curiosity,
riding a lifting alizé might climb further than perhaps
its mother taught it to fly, now its ascent hints a fretful hesitation
just being up there, higher than it’s ever gone before, suddenly
a gut-wrenching fear of the unknown seems to consume it,
like a beginning swimmer being pulled farther & farther out to sea,
right before a freezing panic sets in, grips him, like now, like this
young bird, this fragile, drifting kite fluttering ever upward
before darkness swallows them with its daunting black magic,
here full of sounds, sea waves washing in hissing & foaming,
voices of people, frogs, & crickets fusing their orchestral miracle
& a full moon up there, in the night sky, staring like a cyclops—
a one-eyed black cat looking down on all this teeming planet
THE MOON IS A LEMON WEDGE
the moon is a lemon wedge over guadeloupe
in the night sky, its likeness swims bold
inside a cold, tall glass of rum & coke
standing on a table, on a white veranda wrapped
around an airy home somewhere around high noon,
on a bright, clear day, somewhere in sainte-anne,
as flamboyance bloom orange, high up,
or low-down in shimmering, lush green leaves,
beneath the sun’s wicked eye, in a blue sky paraded by clouds
soft as cotton candy riding over forms of swimmers in emerald
warm caribbean waters, but you are not there
except in your poetic imagination, but here, under this
starlit sky, right now, in all this blooming darkness,
driving the back roads of grande terre, on a clear night
& looming the moon is a lemon wedge suspended
above you, a still life in an artist’s paint-splattered room,
a beacon wedge lodged inside a lover’s dreaming bloom,
a milky-blind eye of ray charles, or stevie wonder
SOMETIMES IN MONTEBELLO
rain storms come swooping in wearing veils of dancing
mist, come whooshing in over guadeloupe with a switching,
swishing motion of women’s skirts when they swing
their wondrous hips, as probing tongues of scandalous winds,
who, if truth be told, are nothing more than peeping gigolos
prancing around, lifting dresses of women with the sweet,
whispering sounds of their breezy tongues, they are lyrical,
these winds, fleet, sometimes, soft as scented talcum
caressing skin with soothing touches, these rains
murmuring secret lullabies rustling through leaves,
bending tips of grass with fingers curling softly around
them as if they were follicles of a lover’s hair,
eye watch veils of rain wash over the green body
of a lizard as it darts through luminous grass quick as fear
when it drops down on you & you run lickety-split
into the unknown, suddenly eye become the lizard
running for cover when lightning strikes,
zigzags across a sky gone black as miles davis’s skin,
his smile a sliver of moon in the distance where clouds break,
the sea murmuring secrets beneath them now
are foaming waves of histories fish know but will not tell us

