Duende, p.41
Duende,
p.41
heading west a procession of hearses snaking like ants,
then quicker than quick or the blink of an eye—
a swirling, black dervish resembling an elephant trunk
drops down, howling out of the sky in front of you,
is a surprise, much louder than the last scream you feared
you heard before it quickly thrashed around you,
like what you thought death might be in the center of truth,
like life you no longer recognized, coming straight at you,
bleeding, pleading once again to your maker
to please let you survive this moment of peril, this madness,
this roll of seven, this middle finger, in the dice game of life
spared you once again, dealt you a winning hand, so
you thank God—the Creator—for the umpteenth time
in your, up & down stock market roller coaster life,
just as sin creeps back into your brain once again
BLOOD
there is blood shed through voices
blood inking red finger maps
snaking across concrete gaps, blood
blooming petals of bright red roses
blood seducing madness in brains
HURRICANE MARIA, 2017
watching hurricane maria hit guadeloupe
a category five wind & rain monster
in september 2017, an evil, violet eye
in the calm center of this massive storm
churning up, frothing sea waves,
prowling like a black panther
we noticed the cold-blooded clouds
staring down—margaret & me—
our lovely, small house
filled with sweet memories creativity
dreams, love, & we wondered if
it would still be there the morning after
THREE WASPS IN JUAN DOLIO, SANTO DOMINGO
for José Bedia and Margaret Porter Troupe
four wasps flew into José’s condo
in Juan Dolio, Santo Domingo,
flew in through the open sliding doors
looking for whatever it was only they knew,
but they didn’t seem to find whatever it was,
so they started terrorizing me, buzzing
all around, dive-bombing over my head
like hornets, while eye was eating breakfast,
swooping down, making me flail my arms
like wind-mills, Margaret just sat there, still
as silence, ignoring those wasps, hailing
from backwoods Gloster, Mississippi, she
was raised with them, but being from asphalt
streets of St. Louis, Missouri, eye kept on
swatting at those buzzing little bugaboos,
trying to kill them, but failing at that
eye got me a broom to smash the tiresome
little annoyances, when one got stuck up
in the sticky glue of a spider’s web
up on the ceiling, hanging upside down
from a light bulb fixture, it started wiggling,
spinning wildly around, but couldn’t get loose,
so it hung up there like a lynched black man,
or a woman, buffeted by winds blowing
through open doors like a probing tongue, it—
the breeze—kept the thing spinning around
until it just died, before the other
three wasps came back to rescue their friend—
lover? who knows—it was too late anyway,
so they just kept buzzing around, up close,
sniffing at the dangling dead one—for what?
though careful not to get too close themselves,
to stick onto the deadly spider’s gossamer
glue—which meant certain death for them too—so
then the three seemed to go into deep mourning
while flying around, they reminded me
of stumbling drunk people, thumping hard
against the ceiling, then they flew back down,
looked again at their fallen comrade
up there just spinning, no movement, except
the fluttering, from time to time, of its
frail, transparent wings, and Margaret said,
“wasps must have emotions too,” made me feel
sorry for the dead wasp, for its three friends,
seemingly so inconsolable now
in their mourning, bumping like crazy up
on the ceiling, that’s when eye put down my broom,
vowed never to kill another wasp again
unless they were trying to sting me,
then all bets will be off, eye told myself,
because in a blink eye would go back to
killing all them buzzing little bugaboos,
in droves, just like the deranged, wild swinging
American fool eye truly am at my core
SONIC FIREFLIES
the beauty of voices of jazz & blues,
syncopation of syllables flowing
free form through improvising sentences
sluicing, embracing, metaphors glowing
eyes in the dark like words imitating
fireflies pulsating bright in a black sky
when gleaming eyes of a prowling black panther
suddenly clicks on bright as flashlight beams
under moon rays probing into hidden
isolated mysterious places
somewhere deep in the buzzing countryside
WATCHING SEAGULLS HUNT FOR FISH IN SINES, PORTUGAL
for David Murray
seagulls perched high on gabled rooftops
in Sines, Portugal, search the sparkling
sea waves below brimming with fish, then
they squak, extend their wide, razor blade wings,
before diving, like released Peregrine Falcons
slicing down through a clear blue sky
stretching due west from my view—then
they become silhouettes, screaming,
searching for food, their tiny heads
revolving on necks—perusing devices—
scan foaming waves with laser beam eyes,
zeroing in on delectable fish before
transforming themselves into assassins,
avenging angels when their radar gaze
spots supper in the frothing salt water
churning with schools of all kinds of fish, then
they dive straight down, snatch a few
from waves boiling with plenty for these
avenging angels with hooked, geiger counter beaks
cutting through wind currents,
slicing through shimmering scales of fish
like killers do every night anywhere in America
on Saturday nights during killing frenzies
then eye watch the seagulls shoot straight up
like missiles shot from canons through clouds
the fish wiggling desperately in their hooked mouths
look like worms on fishing hooks all over the world
then the gulls become silhouettes again
shot look like black arrows shot towards the sun
SPRING TIME MOVING TOWARD SUMMER: A CRAP SHOOT
at the edge of green springtime
voices sprout wings, pursed lips explode ruby red,
pucker up kisses blooming
open wet petals plump as rain drops jelly
bean size splashes down from clouds, then
eye hear choirs of birds singing sweetly now, feel
a deep peacefulness soothing
cruising beneath blue(s) swelling up—a solo
blown here by marauding winds—
changes faster than humans see, deeper still
than all religious fervor
probes carrying words light as feathers floating
beneath zigzagging lightning
strikes, rambunctious spring’s blustering wind tongues
lift saxophone licks moaning slick
as “who do you love” bop solos rapping hip,
sliding off chord changes, beats
flicking behind time, cuts through clutter like sharp
knives slice through butter—“brother
can you spare a dime”—because it’s a crap shoot
when you roll them bones across
light green cloths spread out across tables real quick,
or throw them up against walls,
out in the public, watch them hucka-buckin’
when kites shimmy, flip through spring’s
warm air, summers just around crowded corners,
people dressed to the nines bet
those black dots looking up from them small white squares
like cold snake eyes of gangsters
when they throw them bones real hard, they will roll true
herky-jerky ’cross bad luck,
leap to paradise when those dice stop prancing,
and money drops down, then luck
definitely matters who wins or loses
because the game changes now
is all about whatever language is used
to tap down pain, hurt feelings
after green backs money meant for roofs over
losers’ heads flew, plunged like rocks
through wind swept skies—many became suicides—
paid for winners’ heartfelt joy
when they shot themselves as arrows from bent back
bows—sheets of words built bridges
into metaphors there—converted deep poems
to drum sounds, constructed songs,
sluiced images zinging through spoken rhythms
flung into space, threw up smack
as language mirroring place, echoing roots
geography remembers
race mirroring faces, memory, music,
speech rooted, gestures—ham bone
slaps thighs—clucking tongues, bass grooving love,
deep beats in this moment, poetry
deep in word plays original bag, sings verbs
sweeter than chocolate cake
eye remember melting in mother’s red mouth
when she clamped down, smacked her lips
on all those saccharine portions piled high there,
dripping bonbon brown icing,
then she would look at me with authority,
as she ate every slice
with greedy satisfaction she winked at me,
coolly, like the queen she was,
dabbed a napkin to touch up corners of her
full mouth smeared with bonbon brown
icing smeared, looking like a striking painting
echoing one of Romare
Bearden’s majestic ladies of Harlem nights,
decked out in beautiful silk,
eye remembered this memory at her wake
when eye saw her nestled there
in her coffin at rest in all that white silk
smiling as if she had eaten
plenty of those sweet brown chocolate bonbons
WATTS 1965
eye came in the dead of night broke to watts
looking for whatever was there to pick up,
since my pockets were empty, had holes in my shoes,
nothing in the refrigerator to eat or drink, though
eye had poems in my imagination, though
eye couldn’t make a meal out of those words
FLOWERS BLOOMING IN CENTRAL PARK
for Margaret
the sun god climbs the sky between her ripe plump breasts—
a promise? they remind me of two melons, new sunrises
would bring into our lives—a mirage of the past? swollen, erect
nipples! but then again this could be a dream teasing my aging
longing, when grey clouds bloom, drop rain, it’s April, spring
time, and the sun washes over, cleans again my cobwebbed desire
and eye find myself thinking of flowers beginning to flourish
in Central Park, their multicolored buds like heads swaying
atop slender stems when a gentle breeze sashays through—
like a tongue—in the park, alluring me, like a female dancer
blowing caressing kisses in my fevered imagination
in the first place, we all live alone—like these flowers—yearning
throughout our own lives to grow—inside our own bodies—flesh,
death lives there too, so does life—no matter what, people,
dogs, cats, rats, insects, fools, all kinds of creepy things, vibrant things
also—live here too, everywhere, carrying whatever, voices, poetry
hanging in the breeze, breathing—cold, warm in the air,
to speak truth, if at all possible, is the way to go, now in this weird,
destructive period—time frame—we walk through now—crawl,
perhaps stand up straight if our backbones permit
laddering up our spines—but we know time is always
moving like weather—a tornado there, a day of sun
here, today is what it is, with or without our approval—
then, sometimes we run across an old feeble dog, alone,
dragging its ass through a park, living fire gone from its eyes
tired now—which reminded me suddenly of the sweet
heat of a beautiful love affair eye had once and my memory
plunged deep into an equally passionate woman, whose tongue,
a lance of fire, lit my fuse, as did her burning cinder eyes,
sucked me down into her sweet-honey passion and we rode,
the volcanic crater of her vice-like, welcoming vagina grip
was bucking heat, flesh to flesh, until collapsing, trembling,
wet with sweat as daybreak broke outside our window
that was then, this is now, eye have spent 80 years roaming,
different streets of cities around this spinning globe
revolving around the sun & moon, bright eyes of stars watching
people down here doing terrible things, with no place to go
to escape what we have done, surrounded by all this damage
people have inflicted on each other, on this planet
when there is no place to run, hide from all this avarice
we have indulged in, all this ugliness full of evil contempt
and now the bill is coming due with the deadly arrival
of a novel coronavirus, the white nationalism of Trumpism,
which has erased the concept of “United” in the states of America
A HAIKU AND A TANKA
A QUICK SNACK HAIKU
yellow banana
rests like a dream on my plate
for a brief moment
SOME COLORS IN FRUIT
my watermelon
is green on the outside, red,
sweet on the inside,
juicy as ripe tomatoes,
plums & cherries in my mouth
GLOSTER, MISSISSIPPI: TANKAS & HAIKUS SUITE
kids rapping bebop
out on the block in gloster,
mississippi, hot
as a skillet full of grease
cookin pork bacon
kids creating words
here like razzamatazz, zeebop,
then a bossman come,
his nickname smelly fool, dude
had a cool sidekick,
diddy-wah-diddy
was his name, tall & skinny
as a lean lamp-post
or an exclamation mark,
mouth shaped like a fish
when he opened it
words flew out like silver fish
flashing in the sun,
he rapped like jay-z,
faster than 2 chainz poems,
slick as rihanna,
quicker than a ferrari
race car, faster than rap-poems
sweet as mother’s love
these words silver moon faces
up in a dark sky
a cold drink at noon
in the mississippi sun,
the love of gloster
in beautiful young
faces beaming from children
here, deep as pure song,
music in heart beats
sweet in blues rhythms, gospel,
voices in the air,
blooming like flowers
bright as children’s deep set eyes
shining rare diamonds
THE HAITIAN DRUM HAMMERERS OF JUAN DOLIO, SANTA DOMINGO
for José Bedia
they start early in the morning, rain or shine
hitting with their tiny pointy hammers,
they create a sound-rhythm these drummers do
sometimes four-four, six-eight rhythms, but then
they go off these sound-tracks, create voodoo,
ra ra rhythms of their own, accented
drumming voices shouting, yemaya, damballah,
come here, sing with me, help me set a rhythm
to complete my healing work, it’s kongo time
in the spiritual world of juan dolio, santa domingo,
listen to the haitian drum workers speak through
musical cadences of their pick a pick,
knock knock drumming chorus hammers, up under
their chanting work songs, led by their leader,
listen to their consonants, vowels clashing off key,
picking moments to come together in one voice,
then slide off separately—slippery as eels
wiggling in different voices—African,
Haitian, Dominican, Puerto Rican, Cuban
pitched through tight, hip group improvisations
changing course in a moment of pure genius,
evoked by love of simply playing music together
TRYING TO FIND MY WAY INTO A POEM IN 14 LINES
eye was looking for a way into some poems
forming in the kettle drum of my brain when
eye thought of kernels of popcorn simmering—
one of my very favorite snacks eye pop myself—
deep in oil, just about to flash boil in a steel pot
over blue flames on a stove, reminding me of lovers
licking heat between each other, or hungry demons
watching this spectacle, and it reminded me then
of water boiling in huge cauldrons slave masters
used to throw unruly slaves into, then high five
themselves when flesh of slaves burned off,

