Duende, p.6
Duende,
p.6
kisses cold as piranha teeth
eyes digging scaly reflections in dirty mirrors
cracked & fading
become, now a confluence of rivers, blood
a confluence of musical faces, blood swimming through
sundown, dusk, blood, the sonorous magic of elliptical
calibrations spinning inside
memory discs, blood
stitched into music
sing, now, of windprints, birds
climbing cadences, stitched memory
sing now of rapture swimming through river-veins
spirit of bones bright as lightning in blood
deep mud bed of mississippi river bottoms
where the ancestors sing now in sleep
sing now a bone deep rhapsody
a memory of skulls
blues steeped
sing, now stone-sculpted
legacy, of blues, chiseled mornings
sing now, sing now
sing a blues
6.
but this road back long gone,again long
gone, back again blues
long gone eye went back forward again, to this
river Mississippi, to this toad squatting city
catfish arms widespread in slippery welcome
come back home again
to these dry-bone kisses
of formaldehyde memories, eyes death ridden
as forty-five bullets
come back home again carrying my age strapped
on my side like a revolver
all my young quicksilver years running into this river
mississippi river, snake-back carrier of dreams
& home is wherever ancestor bones are
buried, kneedeep memories live as dreams
become ribcages of miracles
built from death
as a man holding the sun between his teeth
his smile a dazzling daybreak, a blue-black blues man
sun man caught the sun between his gapped teeth
sprouted wings & flew away into the music
now his spirit holds up the sky
his smile the golden eye
torching high, mornings skies
snake-back carrier of dreams, mississippi
seven throw eleven to win at the game of dice
eye carry snake-back river of dreams on my back
river mississippi, where the spirits climb out
of now, move beneath the arch’s
parabolic flight
upside down question mark
razor’s edge of a stationary pendulum slashing
the blue throat of the sky turning now
a skillet fried-yellow now
snake-back carrier of dreams, the song climbs
out of itself now, shaking riverweeds that turn
into faces familiar on memory discs, spinning
faces familiar as crushed coal
dust, greets me here
with outspread arms filigreeing cobwebbed drapes
old streets where familiar buildings have been
removed, like abscessed teeth from the mouth
of old fisherman ghoul
who used to tell me all those great stories
of the heydays of st. louis, before the scars came
before the mumbles came & he lost his peg-legged teeth
like those abscessed buildings
before he fell into senility & was pulverized
by the pendulum wrecking ball of progress
that is time, which is history’s
consuming fire, which is death
& life at the same time
7.
but this road that has been so long gone now
is here again, back again blues
long gone eye have come back to this muddy river
again, to this toad squatting city of catfish arms
widespread in slippery welcome
come back home again
to all my quicksilver memories running
into this river, mississippi river
snake-back carrier of dreams
river mississippi
snake-back carrier of dreams
seven throw eleven eye win
at the game of dice
seven throw eleven eye win whatever
the game holds for me, now
whatever this catfish armed city
holds for me now, eye win if only
eye can come back & go forward again
at the same time, seven throw eleven
eye win at the game
of dice & the blues
snake-back carrier of dreams
seven throw eleven eye win
the blues, seven throw eleven
eye win the blues
SOUTH CENTRAL VANDEVENTER STREET RUNDOWN
to leave any house
was to smell the scent,
burnt flesh scent hanging
noxious in the air
& to leave any house
was to know the odor
burnt flesh hanging
like death in the air,
burnt flesh hanging
like death in the air
& to know the odor
was to know
where death came from
packin’ house, slaughter house
burnin’ flesh blues
spreadin’ the news ’bout death
& can smell it in springtime,
can smell it in summertime
can smell it
seven days a week singeing air,
in autumntime, in wintertime
all the time anytime
burnt flesh, hanging
as death, in the air
burnt flesh hanging
as death in the air
RIVER TOWN PACKIN HOUSE BLUES
for Sterling Brown
Big Tom was a black nigguh man,
cold & black,
eye say Big tom was a black nigguh man,
black steel flesh,
standin’ like a gladiator, soaked in
animal blood, bits of flesh,
wringin’ wet,
standin’ at the center of death,
buzzards hoverin’,
swingin’ his hammer called death,
260 workdays,
swingin’ his hammer named death
Big Tom was a black packin’ houseman,
thirty years,
eye say Big Tom was a black packin’ houseman,
loved them years,
& swang his hammer like ol John Henry
poundin’ nails,
swang that hammer twenty years
crushin’ skulls
of cows & pigs screamin’ fear
the man underneath slit their throats,
twenty years,
the man underneath slit their throats
Big Tom was a ’prentice for ten long years,
watchin’ death,
eye say Big Tom was ’prentice for ten long years,
smellin’ death,
was helper to a fat white man
who got slow,
was helper to a fat white man
who swang a hammer
till he couldn’t do it no mo’,
so he taught Big Tom how to kill
with a hammer,
he taught Big Tom how to kill
& twenty years of killin’
is a lot to bring home,
eye say twenty years of killin’
is a lot to bring home,
& drinkin’ too much gin & whiskey
can make a gentle/man blow
don’t chu know
eye say drinkin’ too much
gin & whiskey
can make a good man
sho nuff blow,
don’t chu know
Big Tom beat his wife after killin’ all day,
his six chillun too,
eye say Tom beat his wife after killin’ all day,
his young chillun too,
beat ’em so awful bad, he beat ’em right out they shoes,
screamin’ blues,
eye say he beat ’em so awful bad
he made a red-eyed hungry alley rat spread the news
’bout dues
these black/blues people was payin’, couldn’t even bite ’em,
cause of the dues
these black/blues people was payin’
Big Tom killed six men, maimed a couple a hundred,
& never served a day,
eye say Big Tom killed six men, maimed a couple a
hundred,
never in jail one day,
the figures coulda been higher, but the smart ones,
they ran away
eye say the number that was maimed, or dead, coulda
been higher,
but the smart ones,
they ran away, swallowin’ pride, saved from the graveyard,
another day,
the smart ones,
they ran away
Big Tom, workin’ all day, thirty years,
uh huh, sweatin’ heavy
Big Tom swingin his hammer, all right, twenty summers
outta love
Big Tom killin’ for pay,
uh huh, twenty autumns, outta need,
Big Tom dealin’ out murders, like a houseman, all night,
in the painyards, outta false pride,
Big Tom drinkin’ heavy, uh huh,
laughin’ loose in taverns,
Big Tom loose
in Black communities, death fights cancel light,
& Big Tom keeps on, stumblin’
& twenty years of killin’
is too much to bring home to love,
eye say twenty years of killin’
is too much to bring home to love,
& drinkin’ heavy gin & whiskey
can make a strong man fall in mud,
eye say drinkin’ too much gin & whiskey
can make a good man have bad blood
don’t chu know
can make a strong
man have
bad blood
Big Black Tom was a cold, nigguh man,
strong & black
eye say Big Black Tom was a cold nigguh man,
hard steel flesh,
& stood like a gladiator, soaked in blood,
bits of flesh,
soakin’ wet,
stood at the center, in the middle of death,
sweatin’ vultures,
swingin his hammer called death, 260 workdays,
for twenty years,
like ol John Henry,
eye say swingin’ his hammer named death
POEM FOR MY BROTHER TIMMY
for Timothy Troupe
we walked streets
of river-rhythm town counting
cars that passed
for nothing else better to do
warm cold days now packed
away in straw
& when at home on Delmar
& Leonard Streets, living over Joe’s
supermaket, on weekends
would repeat from our window
the same ritual
all over again
this counting of passing cars
(you took the Fords
eye took the Chevrolets
but the Cadillacs would win).
& from our window, on saturday nights
we would watch the drunken fights
across the street
at Meyer’s Tavern
where people died with
ridiculous ease from street surgeons’ knives
summers brought picnics & barbecues
baseball games & hot, funky parties
where we styled hard laid off
in bad summer rags
& on warm idle days
on concrete, playground courts
eye would beat the hell out of you
playing basketball, until it got dark
in winter, we would bundle up tight
in fast shrinking clothes
bought three years before
when daddy was making money playing baseball
in Batista’s Cuba, before Castro,
or when mother was working downtown
as a deskclerk at Sonnenfeld’s
& on frozen winter nights
we would fight like two vicious alley cats
over who pulled the cover off of who
afterwards, we would sleep side by side
in the dark in our own spilt blood
& if someone was ever foolish enough
to mess with either one of us
they had to contend with the both
of us sho-nuff righteously stomping
eleven thousand corns on their
sorry asses
but time has worn away those days
as water rubs smooth, in time
a rough & jagged stone
you took the blues of those days
filled with sun dues & blood & turned them
into rhythms you played
superbly on your talking drums
before you heard the calling of your Lord sanctified
eye took that beautiful song
you gave to me & turned it into poetry
this poem eye give to you now
with a brother’s deep, love
OLD BLACK LADIES ON BUS STOP CORNERS
for my grandmother, Leona Smith
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
& it never did matter
whether the weather
was flame tongue licked
or as cold as a well digger’s asshole
in late december when santa claus
was working his cold money bullshit
that made financiers grin
all the way to secret bank vaults
overflowing with marble eyes
of third world children
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
never did matter
whether the days were storm raked
with lightning streaked clouds
tornados skipping crazy
to their own savage beat
shooting hailstone death
at the skulled sunken eyes
of tired old ladies
tired old black ladies
standing on bus stop corners
pain wrapped as shawls around their necks
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under beautiful
& “Mama” it didn’t matter
that pained scarred feet overworked
numb legs bow bent under beautiful
grew down out of old worn dresses
seemingly fragile gauntly skeletal frail
as two old mop sticks scarecrow legs
didn’t matter because you stood there anyway
defying nature’s chameleon weather—
defying all reason
stood there testifying over 400 years
of madness & treason
Blue black and bow bent under, beautiful
no, it didn’t matter
because the beauty of your heroic dimensions
grown lovely in twisted swamps
grown lovely from desolate land
grown pure & full from wombs
of concrete blood & bones
of concrete blood & bones & death
of death & sweat chained to breath
didn’t matter dark proud flower
scrubbed by age & cold & rain
the foreign name given your father
swaying body high up there in the burning breeze
Blue black and bow bent under, beautiful
because you stood there anyway
unforgettably silent in your standing
work scarred black lady
numb legs & bow bent under beautiful
stood there on pain scarred feet overworked
numb legs and bow bent under beautiful
under the image of your father
swaying high up there in the burning breeze
now sweet music love sings calm
soft beauty from your washed aging windows—
giving us strength
during the mad, bizarre days
no, it didn’t matter
whether the weather was flame tongue
licked or as cold as a well digger’s asshole
in late December
because you stood there anyway
in full bloom
of your strength and rare beauty
& we have learned to love your life
& will vindicate the pain of your life
the memory of your father
who is also our great grandfather
with the foreign name & who sways high up there over your legs
blue black & bow bent under beautiful
the weight of 400 years carried
of blood and bones and death in mud
of breath & sweat chained to death
numb legs & bow bent under beautiful
the image of your father swaying high
up there in the burning breeze
didn’t matter whether the weather was flame-tongue-licked
or as cold as a well digger’s asshole in late december
because you stood there anyway
flowering in full beautiful
& made us strong
Blue black and bow bent under, beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under, beautiful
Blue black and bow bent under, beautiful
RIVER RHYTHM TOWN
River rhythm town
under sun/moon laughter,
river blues town filled
with blues people
doin’ blues dues thangs
cycles of shinin’ laughter
listenin’ to dues sounds, everyday
of Chuck Berry Miles Davis
Little Richard The Dells
Thelonious Monk
yardbird parker,
& John Coltrane
Walkin’ the hip walk
wearin’ the hip new thangs
laid off clean as a broke-dick dog
in the cut,
chasin’ hot black girls down
rhythm & blues,
doin’ the belly grind in corners
of smoke filled red lighted
funky parties
music risin’ hot
between cold funk
of wall to wall
partyin’ black shadows
weavin’ spinnin’ dancin’
drinkin’ in the beauty of sensuous
black foxy ladies
yeah!
rubbin’ thrills against the pain

