Six plays, p.38
Six Plays,
p.38
MRS. ALVING
Yes, it certainly was.
MANDERS
It only shows how excessively careful one ought to be in judging one’s fellow creatures. But what a heartfelt joy it is to ascertain that one has been mistaken! Don’t you think so?
MRS. ALVING
I think you are, and will always be, a great baby, Manders.
MANDERS
I?
MRS. ALVING [Laying her two hands upon his shoulders.]
And I say that I have half a mind to put my arms round your neck, and kiss you.
MANDERS [Stepping hastily back.]
No, no! God bless me! What an idea!
MRS. ALVING [With a smile.]
Oh, you needn’t be afraid of me.
MANDERS [By the table.]
You have sometimes such an exaggerated way of expressing yourself. Now, let me just collect all the documents, and put them in my bag.
[He does so.]
There, that’s all right. And now, good-bye for the present. Keep your eyes open when Oswald comes back. I shall look in again later.
[He takes his hat and goes out through the hall door.]
MRS. ALVING [Sighs, looks for a moment out of the window, sets the room in order a little, and is about to go into the dining-room, but stops at the door with a half-suppressed cry.] Oswald, are you still at table?
OSWALD [In the dining room.]
I’m only finishing my cigar.
MRS. ALVING
I thought you had gone for a little walk.
OSWALD
In such weather as this?
[A glass clinks. MRS. ALVING leaves the door open, and sits down with
her knitting on the sofa by the window.]
OSWALD
Wasn’t that Pastor Manders that went out just now?
MRS. ALVING
Yes; he went down to the Orphanage.
OSWALD
H’m.
[The glass and decanter clink again.]
MRS. ALVING [With a troubled glance.]
Dear Oswald, you should take care of that liqueur. It is strong.
OSWALD
It keeps out the damp.
MRS. ALVING
Wouldn’t you rather come in here, to me?
OSWALD
I mayn’t smoke in there.
MRS. ALVING
You know quite well you may smoke cigars.
OSWALD
Oh, all right then; I’ll come in. Just a tiny drop more first.—
There!
[He comes into the room with his cigar, and shuts the door after him. A
short silence.]
Where has the pastor gone to?
MRS. ALVING
I have just told you; he went down to the Orphanage.
OSWALD
Oh, yes; so you did.
MRS. ALVING
You shouldn’t sit so long at table, Oswald.
OSWALD [Holding his cigar behind him.]
But I find it so pleasant, mother.
[Strokes and caresses her.]
Just think what it is for me to come home and sit at mother’s
own table, in mother’s room, and eat mother’s delicious dishes.
MRS. ALVING
My dear, dear boy!
OSWALD [Somewhat impatiently, walks about and smokes.]
And what else can I do with myself here? I can’t set to work at anything.
MRS. ALVING
Why can’t you?
OSWALD
In such weather as this? Without a single ray of sunshine the
whole day?
[Walks up the room.]
Oh, not to be able to work——!
MRS. ALVING
Perhaps it was not quite wise of you to come home?
OSWALD
Oh, yes, mother; I had to.
MRS. ALVING
You know I would ten times rather forgo the joy of having you here, than let you——
OSWALD [Stops beside the table.]
Now just tell me, mother: does it really make you so very happy to have me home again?
MRS. ALVING
Does it make me happy!
OSWALD [Crumpling up a newspaper.]
I should have thought it must be pretty much the same to you whether I was in existence or not.
MRS. ALVING
Have you the heart to say that to your mother. Oswald?
OSWALD
But you’ve got on very well without me all this time.
MRS. ALVING
Yes; I have got on without you. That is true.
[A silence.Twilight slowly begins to fall. OSWALD paces to and fro across
the room. He has laid his cigar down.]
OSWALD [Stops beside MRS. ALVING.]
Mother, may I sit on the sofa beside you?
MRS. ALVING [Makes room for him.]
Yes, do, my dear boy.
OSWALD [Sits down.]
There is something I must tell you, mother.
MRS. ALVING [Anxiously.]
Well?
OSWALD [Looks fixedly before him.]
For I can’t go on hiding it any longer.
MRS. ALVING
Hiding what? What is it?
OSWALD [As before.]
I could never bring myself to write to you about it; and since I’ve come home——
MRS. ALVING [Seizes him by the arm.]
Oswald, what is the matter?
OSWALD
Both yesterday and to-day I have tried to put the thoughts away from me—to cast them off; but it’s no use.
MRS. ALVING [Rising.]
Now you must tell me everything, Oswald!
OSWALD [Draws her down to the sofa again.]
Sit still; and then I will try to tell you.—I complained of fatigue after my journey——
MRS. ALVING
Well? What then?
OSWALD
But it isn’t that that is the matter with me; not any ordinary fatigue——
MRS. ALVING [Tries to jump up.]
You are not ill, Oswald?
OSWALD [Draws her down again.]
Sit still, mother. Do take it quietly. I’m not downright ill, either;
not what is commonly called “ill.”
[Clasps his hands above his head.]
Mother, my mind is broken down—ruined—I shall never be able
to work again!
[With his hands before his face, he buries his head in her lap, and breaks
into bitter sobbing.]
MRS. ALVING [White and trembling.]
Oswald! Look at me! No, no; it’s not true.
OSWALD [Looks up with despair in his eyes.]
Never to be able to work again! Never!—never! A living death! Mother, can you imagine anything so horrible?
MRS. ALVING
My poor boy! How has this horrible thing come upon you?
OSWALD [Sitting upright again.]
That’s just what I cannot possibly grasp or understand. I have never led a dissipated life—never, in any respect. You mustn’t believe that of me, mother! I’ve never done that.
MRS. ALVING
I am sure you haven’t, Oswald.
OSWALD
And yet this has come upon me just the same—this awful misfortune!
MRS. ALVING
Oh, but it will pass over, my dear, blessed boy. It’s nothing but over-work. Trust me, I am right.
OSWALD [Sadly.]
I thought so too, at first; but it isn’t so.
MRS. ALVING
Tell me everything, from beginning to end.
OSWALD
Yes, I will.
MRS. ALVING
When did you first notice it?
OSWALD
It was directly after I had been home last time, and had got back to Paris again. I began to feel the most violent pains in my head—chiefly in the back of my head, they seemed to come. It was as though a tight iron ring was being screwed round my neck and upwards.
MRS. ALVING
Well, and then?
OSWALD
At first I thought it was nothing but the ordinary headache I had been so plagued with while I was growing up——
MRS. ALVING
Yes, yes——
OSWALD
But it wasn’t that. I soon found that out. I couldn’t work any more. I wanted to begin upon a big new picture, but my powers seemed to fail me; all my strength was crippled; I could form no definite images; everything swam before me—whirling round and round. Oh, it was an awful state! At last I sent for a doctor—and from him I learned the truth.
MRS. ALVING
How do you mean?
OSWALD
He was one of the first doctors in Paris. I told him my symptoms; and then he set to work asking me a string of questions which I thought had nothing to do with the matter. I couldn’t imagine what the man was after——
MRS. ALVING
Well?
OSWALD
At last he said: “There has been something worm-eaten in you from your birth.” He used that very word—vermoulu.
MRS. ALVING [Breathlessly.]
What did he mean by that?
OSWALD
I didn’t understand either, and begged him to explain himself
more clearly. And then the old cynic said—
[Clenching his fist.]
Oh——!
MRS. ALVING
What did he say?
OSWALD
He said, “The sins of the fathers are visited upon the children.”
MRS. ALVING [Rising slowly.]
The sins of the fathers——!
OSWALD
I very nearly struck him in the face——
MRS. ALVING [Walks away across the room.]
The sins of the fathers——
OSWALD [Smiles sadly.]
Yes; what do you think of that? Of course I assured him that such a thing was out of the question. But do you think he gave in? No, he stuck to it; and it was only when I produced your letters and translated the passages relating to father——
MRS. ALVING
But then——?
OSWALD
Then of course he had to admit that he was on the wrong track; and so I learned the truth—the incomprehensible truth! I ought not to have taken part with my comrades in that light-hearted, glorious life of theirs. It had been too much for my strength. So I had brought it upon myself!
MRS. ALVING
Oswald! No, no; do not believe it!
OSWALD
No other explanation was possible, he said. That’s the awful part of it. Incurably ruined for life—by my own heedlessness! All that I meant to have done in the world—I never dare think of it again—I’m not able to think of it. Oh! if I could only live over again, and undo all I have done! [He buries his face in the sofa.]
MRS. ALVING [Wrings her hands and walks, in silent struggle, backwards and forwards.]
OSWALD [After a while, looks up and remains resting upon his elbow.] If it had only been something inherited—something one wasn’t responsible for! But this! To have thrown away so shamefully, thoughtlessly, recklessly, one’s own happiness, one’s own health, everything in the world—one’s future, one’s very life——!
MRS. ALVING
No, no, my dear, darling boy; this is impossible!
[Bends over him.]
Things are not so desperate as you think.
OSWALD
Oh, you don’t know——
[Springs up.]
And then, mother, to cause you all this sorrow! Many a time I
have almost wished and hoped that at bottom you didn’t care so
very much about me.
MRS. ALVING
I, Oswald? My only boy! You are all I have in the world! The only thing I care about!
OSWALD [Seizes both her hands and kisses them.]
Yes, yes, I see it. When I’m at home, I see it, of course; and
that’s almost the hardest part for me.—But now you know the
whole story; and now we won’t talk any more about it to-day. I
daren’t think of it for long together.
[Goes up the room.]
Get me something to drink, mother.
MRS. ALVING
To drink? What do you want to drink now?
OSWALD
Oh, anything you like. You have some cold punch in the house.
MRS. ALVING
Yes, but my dear Oswald——
OSWALD
Don’t refuse me, mother. Do be kind, now! I must have
something to wash down all these gnawing thoughts.
[Goes into the conservatory.]
And then—it’s so dark here!
[MRS. ALVING pulls a bell-rope on the right.]
And this ceaseless rain! It may go on week after week, for
months together. Never to get a glimpse of the sun! I can’t
recollect ever having seen the sun shine all the times I’ve been at
home.
MRS. ALVING
Oswald—you are thinking of going away from me.
OSWALD
H’m—
[Drawing a heavy breath.]
—I’m not thinking of anything. I cannot think of anything!
[In a low voice.]
I let thinking alone.
REGINA [From the dining-room.]
Did you ring, ma’am?
MRS. ALVING
Yes; let us have the lamp in.
REGINA
Yes, ma am. It’s ready lighted. [Goes out.]
MRS. ALVING [Goes across to OSWALD.]
Oswald, be frank with me.
OSWALD
Well, so I am, mother.
[Goes to the table.]
I think I have told you enough.
[REGINA brings the lamp and sets it upon the table.]
MRS. ALVING
Regina, you may bring us a small bottle of champagne.
REGINA
Very well, ma’am.
[Goes out.]
OSWALD [Puts his arm round MRS. ALVING’s neck.]
That’s just what I wanted. I knew mother wouldn’t let her boy go thirsty.
MRS. ALVING
My own, poor, darling Oswald; how could I deny you anything now?
OSWALD [Eagerly.]
Is that true, mother? Do you mean it?
MRS. ALVING
How? What?
OSWALD
That you couldn’t deny me anything.
MRS. ALVING
My dear Oswald——
OSWALD
Hush!
REGINA [Brings a tray with a half-bottle of champagne and two glasses, which she sets on the table.]
Shall I open it?
OSWALD
No, thanks. I will do it myself.
[REGINA goes out again.]
MRS. ALVING [Sits down by the table.]
What was it you meant—that I musn’t deny you?
OSWALD [Busy opening the bottle.]
First let us have a glass—or two.
[The cork pops; he pours wine into one glass, and is about to pour it into
the other.]
MRS. ALVING [Holding her hand over it.]
Thanks; not for me.
OSWALD
Oh! won’t you? Then I will!
[He empties the glass, fills, and empties it again; then he sits down by the
table.]
MRS. ALVING [In expectancy.]
Well?
OSWALD [Without looking at her.]
Tell me—I thought you and Pastor Manders seemed so odd—so quiet—at dinner to-day.
MRS. ALVING
Did you notice it?
OSWALD
Yes. H’m——
[After a short silence.]
Tell me: what do you think of Regina?
MRS. ALVING
What do I think?
OSWALD
Yes; isn’t she splendid?
MRS. ALVING
My dear Oswald, you don’t know her as I do——
OSWALD
Well?
MRS. ALVING
Regina, unfortunately, was allowed to stay at home too long. I ought to have taken her earlier into my house.
OSWALD
Yes, but isn’t she splendid to look at, mother? [He fills his glass.]
MRS. ALVING
Regina has many serious faults——
OSWALD
Oh, what does that matter? [He drinks again.]
MRS. ALVING
But I am fond of her, nevertheless, and I am responsible for her. I wouldn’t for all the world have any harm happen to her.
OSWALD [Springs up.]
Mother, Regina is my only salvation!
MRS. ALVING [Rising.]
What do you mean by that?
OSWALD
I cannot go on bearing all this anguish of soul alone.
MRS. ALVING
Have you not your mother to share it with you?
OSWALD





