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  Collected Cards: The Almost Complete Short Fiction, p.156

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  Yet here they were, black and white, walking along together like they were kin. Jamie knew right off that they couldn’t have been traveling together for long—they acted like they still trusted each other, and didn’t mind being together. That’s how it was for the first few days of traveling in the same company, and how it was again after a few years. And seeing how careless they was, Jamie knew for a fact that they’d never live a week, let alone the years it’d take to get that long-time trust. Besides, thought Jamie, with a bitter taste in his mouth, some folks you can’t trust no matter how long you’re together, even if it’s all your whole life.

  The fat lady was singing loud, in between panting—no way was she getting enough breath—and the kids sang along, but the grownups didn’t sing.

  “Pioneer children sang as they walked and walked and walked and walked.”

  The song went on like that, the same thing over and over. And when the fat lady stopped singing “walked and walked,” some of the kids would smartmouth and keep going, “walked and walked and walked and walked and walked and walked,” until Jamie was sure somebody’d give them a smack and tell them to shut up. But nobody did. The adults just kept going, paying no mind. Pulling their bicycle carts, or carrying packs.

  Not one gun. Not one rifle or pistol, nothing at all.

  This was a group of walking dead people, Jamie knew that as sure as he knew that the kids were all off pitch in their singing. They were coming to the last border of civilization between here and the Cherokee Reservation. They were going to sing their way right off the edge of the world.

  Jamie didn’t have any quarrel with himself about what to do. He didn’t give no second thought to it. He just knew that their dying might be in his reach to stop, and so he reached out to stop it.

  Or rather stepped out. He slung his rifle over his shoulder and slid out along the limb that hung over the chain-link fence, then dropped. He scooped up his pack and shrugged it on, then walked on down the embankment. Five years ago it was mowed nice and smooth all year. Now it was half grown with saplings, and it wasn’t easy getting through it. By the time he reached the freeway they were a hundred yards on, still singing. A different song this time—“Give said the little stream, give oh give, give oh give”—but it amounted to the same thing. He could hear them, but they hadn’t even heard him rustling through the underbrush, noisy as can be.

  “Good evening,” he said.

  Now they stopped singing. Those carts stopped moving and the kids were scooped up and most of them were scrambling for the edge of the road before the sound of Jamie’s voice had quit ringing in the air. At least they knew enough to be frightened, though by the time a mobber was talking to you, there was no way you could escape just by running. And not one of them had pulled out any kind of gun, even now.

  “Hold on,” said Jamie. “If I meant to kill you, you’d be dead already. I’ve been watching you for five minutes. And hearing you for ten.”

  They stopped moving toward the shoulder.

  “Besides, folks, you were running toward the median strip. That’s like a chicken running from the farmer and jumping into the cookpot to hide.”

  They all stayed where they were, except for the black man, who came back out to the middle of the westbound lane. The fat lady was still there, her hand resting on one of the bicycle carts. She didn’t look frightened like the others, neither. She didn’t look like she knew how to be scared.

  Jamie went on talking, knowing how his easy relaxed voice would calm them down. “See, the mobbers, when they set up to bushwhack folks, they never attack you from just one side. You run to the median strip, and you can count on finding even more of them down there waiting to catch you.”

  “Seems you know a lot about mobbers,” said the black man.

  “I’m alive and I’m on the road and I’m alone,” said Jamie. “Of course I know about mobbers. The ones who didn’t learn about them real fast are all dead. Like you folks.”

  “We aren’t dead,” said the fat woman.

  “Well, now, I guess that’s a matter of opinion,” said Jamie. “You look dead to me. Oh, still walking, maybe. Still singing at the top of your voices. But forgive me if I’m wrong, I kept thinking you were singing, ‘Come and kill us, anybody, come and take away our stuff!’ ”

  “We were singing ‘Give said the little stream,’ ” said one of the kids, a blond girl about ten years old maybe.

  “What he means is we should’ve kept our mouths shut,” said one of the teenage black girls. The skinny one.

  “Which is what I said back at the Kernersville exit,” said the one who looked like her bra was about to bust from pressure.

  The black man shot them a glare. They looked disgusted, but they shut up.

  “My name’s Jamie Teague, and I thought I’d give you some advice that would keep you alive maybe five miles farther.”

  “We’re still safe enough here. We’re in Winston.”

  “You just passed the Silas Creek Parkway. The Winston Highway Patrol doesn’t come out this far too often. And once you pass the 421 exit, they don’t come out here at all.”

  “But bushwhackers wouldn’t be this close in to Winston, would they?” said the fat woman.

  People were so dumb sometimes. “What do you think, they wait out in the middle of the wilderness, hoping for some group of travelers who managed to fight off every other band of bushwhackers between here and there? The easy pickings all get picked close in to town. Didn’t the highway patrol tell you that?”

  The black man looked at the fat woman.

  “No, they didn’t,” he said.

  “Well then,” said Jamie, “I think you must’ve offended them somehow, cause they know the interchange at 421 is just about the most dangerous spot to walk through, and they let you head right for it.”

  The fat woman’s face went even uglier. “No doubt they were Christians,” she said. She didn’t spit, but she might as well have.

  A sudden thought came to Jamie. “Aren’t you folks Christians?”

  “We always thought we were,” said the white guy. He was still at the side of the road, his arm around the blond woman. He talked quiet, but he looked strong. It was almost a relief to have the white guy talk. It was weird to have a black man do most of the talking when a white man was in the group. Not that Jamie thought it ought to be the other way. He’d just never seen a group of both colors where a black man was the spokesman.

  Now the black man interrupted. “Thank you for your advice, Mr.—Teague, was it?”

  “It wasn’t advice. It was the facts. The only safe way out of town for a group your size, since you need a road for them bikes, is to go back to Silas Creek Parkway, go north to Country Club Road, and head west on that. You can hook onto 421 farther west, and it won’t be so dangerous.”

  “But we’re going on I-40 all the way,” said the fat woman.

  “All the way to hell, maybe. Where do you plan to go?” asked Jamie.

  “None of your business,” said the blond woman. Her voice snapped out like whip. She was a suspicious one.

  “Every overpass on the interstate is taken by one group of mobbers or another,” said Jamie. “It’s shelter for them, and easy to find their way back after raping and killing their way through the countryside. Even if every one of you had a machine gun and those carts were full of ammo, you’d be out of bullets before Hickory and dead before Morganton.”

  “How do we know that’s true?” asked the blond woman.

  “Because I told you,” said Jamie. “And I told you because it was plain you didn’t know. Anybody who knows that stuff and still uses the freeway must want to die.”

  There was a pause, just a bit of a second where nobody answered, and it came into Jamie’s head that maybe they did. Maybe they actually kind of halfway hoped to die. These were definitely crazy people. But then, who wasn’t, these days? Anybody still alive had seen terrible things, enough to push sanity right out of their heads. Jamie figured sanity was barely hanging on to most folks by their ears or hair, ready to drop off at the first sign of danger, leaving them all loony as—

  “We don’t want to die,” said the white man.

  “Though the Lord may have his own private plans for us,” said the fat woman.

  “Maybe so,” said Jamie. “But I haven’t seen the Lord doing many miracles lately.”

  “Me neither,” said the blond woman. Oh, she was bitter.

  “I’ve seen a lot of them,” said the white man, who must be her husband.

  “Let me tell you about miracles,” said Jamie. He was enjoying this—he hadn’t talked so much in ten days, not since he left Marine City, or Camp Lejeune, as they used to call it. And Jamie was a talker. “If you folks keep going the way you’re going, the next ten miles will use up your whole lifetime quota of miracles, and you’ll be killed by mile eleven.”

  The black man was believing him now. “So we go back to Silas Creek Parkway, head north to Country Club, and go on out of town that way?”

  “I figure.”

  “It’s a trap,” said the blond woman. “He’s got a gang of mobbers on Country Club, and he wants to steer us that way to get bushwhacked!”

  “Ma’am,” said Jamie, “I suppose that’s possible. But what’s also possible is this.” Jamie unshouldered his gun and had it pointing right at the black man in a movement so fast nobody even twitched before he had the gun set to shoot. “Bang,” said Jamie. Then he pointed the gun at each of the grown-ups in turn. “Bang, bang, bang, bang,” he said. “I don’t need no gang.”

  Jamie didn’t expect their reaction. One of the children burst into tears. One of them was shaking. A couple of kids ran over and hid behind the fat woman. All of them had such a look of horror in their faces, staring at Jamie like they expected him to mow them all down, kids and all. The grown-ups were worse, if anything. They looked like they almost welcomed the gun, as if they expected it, like it was a relief that death was finally here. The black man closed his eyes, like he was expecting the bullet to be a lover’s kiss.

  Only the fat woman didn’t get weird on him. “Don’t point a gun at us again, boy,” she said coldly. “Not unless you mean to use it.”

  “Sorry,” said Jamie. He shouldered the rifle again. “I was just trying to show you how easy it is to—”

  “We know how easy,” said the fat woman. “And we’re taking your advice. It was decent of you to warn us.”

  “The Lord has seen your kindness,” said the black man, “and he’ll reward you for it.”

  “Maybe so,” said Jamie, to be polite.

  “Even if you do it unto the least of these my brethren,” said the black man.

  “Which is definitely us,” said the fat woman.

  “Yeah, well, good luck, then.” Jamie turned his back on them and headed for the shoulder of the road.

  “Wait a minute,” said the white man. “Where are you going?”

  “That’s none of your business,” said the black man. “He doesn’t have to tell us that.”

  “I just thought if he was going west, like us, that maybe we could go along together.”

  Jamie turned back to face him. “No way,” he said.

  “Why not?” asked the blond woman, as if she was offended.

  Jamie didn’t answer.

  “Cause he thinks we’re so dumb we’ll get killed anyway,” said the white man, “and he doesn’t want to get killed along with us. Right?”

  Jamie still didn’t say anything, but that was an answer too.

  “You know your way around here,” said the white guy. “I thought maybe we could hire you to guide us. Partway, anyhow.”

  Hire him! What money would they use? What coin was worth anything now? “I don’t think so,” said Jamie.

  “Me neither,” said the fat woman.

  “We don’t trust in the arm of flesh,” said the black man, sounding pious. Was he their minister, then?

  “Yeah, the Lord is our Shepherd,” said the fat woman. She didn’t say it piously. The black man glared at her.

  The white man gave it one more try. “Well it occurs to me that maybe the Lord has shepherded us to meet this guy. He’s got a gun and he’s traveled a lot and he knows what he’s doing, which is more than we can claim. We’d be stupid not to have him with us, if we can.”

  “You can’t,” said Jamie. Warning them was one thing. Dying with them was something else. He turned his back again and walked back into the scrub forest alongside the road.

  He heard them behind him. “Where’d he go? Like he just disappeared.”

  Yeah, and that was with Jamie not even half trying to hide himself. These folks would never even see the bushwhackers that got them. City people.

  Once he was up in the tall trees, though, he didn’t just head out west on his own path. Without really deciding to, he climbed back into the same tree as before, to see what these people decided to do. Sure enough, they were turning their carts east.

  Fine. Jamie was shut of them. He’d done what he could.

  So why was he walking eastward, too, parallel to their path? The Lord is their shepherd, not me, thought Jamie. But he had some misgiving, some fear that he couldn’t rightly name; and having taken some responsibility for them, he felt more.

  They didn’t even make it back to Silas Creek Parkway. There were twenty highway patrolmen, dismounted and guns at the ready. Jamie had never seen so many all in one place. Were they expecting an invasion of mobbers?

  No. They were expecting this little group of travelers. This was what they had come for. Jamie couldn’t hear what was said, but he got the message right enough, from the gestures, the attitudes, the gathering despair in the little group of refugees. The highway patrol wasn’t letting them back into Winston, not even long enough to take the parkway north to Country Club and out. It made Jamie feel sick inside. He had no doubt that the patrol knew what I-40 was like, knew what would surely happen at the 421 interchange. The highway patrol was planning on having the mobbers do murder for them. For some reason, the highway patrol wanted these people dead. They had probably assembled there to go out and collect the bodies and make a report.

  Some favor Jamie had done them. There had been some feeling of hope before as they sang; now the hope was gone, there was no spring in the children’s step. They knew now that they were heading for death, and they had seen the faces of the people who wanted them dead.

  They had seen such faces before, though, Jamie was sure of it. The adults among them had not been shocked when Jamie pointed a gun at them, and they showed no anger now at the highway patrol. They were convinced already that they had no help, no friends, not from the civilized towns and certainly not from bushwhackers. No wonder the blond woman had been so suspicious of him.

  But the white guy had shown some hope in the help of a stranger on the road. He had thought he could strike a deal with Jamie Teague. It made Jamie feel kind of good and kind of bad all at once, that the guy had found some hope in him. And so, as they headed west again, Jamie found himself paralleling them again, and this time going faster, getting ahead of them, crossing the freeway back and forth, as if he were scouting their path on either side.

  I am scouting their path, he realized.

  So it was that Jamie came to the 421 interchange, silently and carefully, moving through the thick woods. He spotted two bushwhacker lookouts, one of them asleep and the other one not very alert. And now he had to decide. Should he kill them? He could, easily enough—these two, anyway. And heaven knows bushwhackers probably did enough murder in a year to give them all the death penalty twice over. The real question in his mind was, do I want to get into a pitched battle with these bushwhackers, or is there another way? It wasn’t like he was going to get any help from these people—not a weapon in the bunch, and not a fighter, probably, even if they had a gun. If there was any fighting, he’d have to do it all.

  He didn’t kill them. He didn’t decide not to, he just decided he had time to get a good look at the bushwhacker town under the overpass and then come back and kill these two if need be.

  The bushwhacker town was built on the westbound side of I-40, sheltered under the 421 crossover. It was like most he’d seen, made of old cars pushed together to make narrow streets, enough of them to stretch four car lengths beyond the overpass. Outdoor shade from cloths stretched between cars here and there, a few naked children running around shouting, some slovenly women cussing at them or cooking at a fire, and men lolling around sleeping or whittling or whatever, all with guns close to hand. A quick count put the fighting force here above twenty. There was no hope of Jamie taking them on by himself. By surprise he might kill even a half dozen—he was that good a shot, and that quick—but that’d still leave plenty to chase him down in the woods while others stayed and had their way with the refugees coming up the road. Jamie wasn’t against killing scum like this, not in principle, but he did figure on its only being worth doing when you had a chance of winning.

  Right then he should have just gone on, figuring there was nothing else he could do for them. They were just some more statistics, some more people killed by the destruction of society. The fall of civilization was bound to mash some people, and it wasn’t his fault or his job to stop it.

  Trouble was that these folks he had seen up close. These folks weren’t just numbers. Weren’t just the corpses he was always running across in abandoned farmhouses or old dead cars or out in the woods somewhere. They had faces. He had heard their children singing. He had bent them out of their path once, and it was his duty to find some way to do it again.

  How did he know that? Nobody had ever told him any such duty. He just knew that this is what a decent person does—he helps if he can. And since he wanted so bad to be a decent person, even though he knew as sharp as ever that he was surely the most inhuman soul as ever walked the face of the earth, he turned around, snuck past the sleeping lookout again, and returned to the refugees before they even got back to the place where he first met them.

 
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